[ Random Thoughts Thread ]

[ikuy]

I try but they still scare me

uhhh
imagine a very friendly lady in ur head and tell her abt ur favourite color and why u like it sm?

 

[CrowThane]

its giving "I FEEL NO PAIN"
but like now every time I see a ladybug in my room I get suspicious...

I'm always suspicios sooooooo

 

[CrowThane]

uhhh
imagine a very friendly lady in ur head and tell her abt ur favourite color and why u like it sm?

I've done that before but then she's said several times she gonna beat me and steal my things...

 

[ryuyu°❀.࿔]

So now idk wtf im going to eat tonight. With meatloaf there's probably going to be mashed potatoes which i also hate. They want me to starve today ig

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

Ok well my mom she’s ok but ALWAYS takes my dads side in arguments but I can’t get mad at her cuz if u see all of her pics from years ago I always in them cuz deep down i’am a mommys girl my dad I don’t like him he’s so sexist and bipolar my older sister I don’t like her ether well sometimes And my oldest sister I LOVES he so so sososososo much and my aunt I don’t really like her that much but she’s ok ig

 

[☆ · ────୨ৎ─·flynn·─୨ৎ──── · ☆]

This woman is my destiny, she said shut up and dance with me

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

Meow hai

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

And every time I tell them that I don’t feel well mentally they say it’s cuz of my iPad and than they just take it

 

[ikuy]

Ok well my mom she’s ok but ALWAYS takes my dads side in arguments but I can’t get mad at her cuz if u see all of her pics from years ago I always in them cuz deep down i’am a mommys girl my dad I don’t like him he’s so sexist and bipolar my older sister I don’t like her ether well sometimes And my oldest sister I LOVES he so so sososososo much and my aunt I don’t really like her that much but she’s ok ig

MY DAD IS SO SEXIST TOO. HIS BRAIN IS STILL WIRED BACK TO DAYS WHEN GIRLS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SILENT, SO WHENEVER I ARGUE BACK HE THINKS ITS SOME TYPE OF CRIME.

I try to hate both my parents, they’re rly not good to me and I’m always out of favor w them, but I js can’t. I’ll hate them for a week or two, then regret everything I said. I hate having to be at their disposal and how I have to accept how everything they do to me is for my own good, when I know it isn’t.

 

[CrowThane]

And every time I tell them that I don’t feel well mentally they say it’s cuz of my iPad and than they just take it

If it makes you feel better I told my parents I thought I had depression and they denied it, but now I'm on medication for depression and anxiety. So parents don't know shi

 

[ikuy]

they think that bcuz i’m a child, that I can’t understand anything. I am 97% sure I have adhd, and they won’t listen. They think I’m js “insolent” and it’s bcuz of my behaviour.

 

[ikuy]

It’s not that they don’t know, it’s that they don’t want to know

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

If it makes you feel better I told my parents I thought I had depression and they denied it, but now I'm on medication for depression and anxiety. So parents don't know shi

Literally when I told my mom she said that depression isn’t a thing and then my fucking mom to,d me that kids in Africa don’t have what I have and that there still happy and t’ill this day she thinks nothings wrong like what? If someone tells you they want to k!ll themselves that’s what u say? So messed up

 

[ikuy]

That acc felt good ngl

 

[ikuy]

Oh flop
I’m meant to be doing hw but its alrdy 8

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

Meow

 

[CrowThane]

Literally when I told my mom she said that depression isn’t a thing and then my fucking mom to,d me that kids in Africa don’t have what I have and that there still happy and t’ill this day she thinks nothings wrong like what? If someone tells you they want to k!ll themselves that’s what u say? So messed up

Fr. They compare us to other kids or their struggles but everyone is different with their own struggles

 

[mimilicious]

Meow

ASH MAH SHAYLA

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

ASH MAH SHAYLA

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[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

MY DAD IS SO SEXIST TOO. HIS BRAIN IS STILL WIRED BACK TO DAYS WHEN GIRLS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SILENT, SO WHENEVER I ARGUE BACK HE THINKS ITS SOME TYPE OF CRIME.

I try to hate both my parents, they’re rly not good to me and I’m always out of favor w them, but I js can’t. I’ll hate them for a week or two, then regret everything I said. I hate having to be at their disposal and how I have to accept how everything they do to me is for my own good, when I know it isn’t.

RIGHT like if my bed is dirty for a bit he says “Sarah your a girl why’s your bedroom dirt? You need to start cleaning up” Like ***** what? And then he has the audacity to say when I look pretty that the man who marries me that they’re gonna marry a very beautiful girl even tho I told him multiple times that i’am not getting married

Bro same like I get guilty with I hate them and so I start to love them again and they just break my heart over and over again