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||` Chapter 8: The truth



โˆ† Sam's POV


It's too cold...



I found myself on the same spot where I passed out yesterday.
I check the time and it's 3 AM
I suddenly feel sick and was about to throw up so I dash to the bathroom.


I drink too much...


I look at myself in the mirror.


"I look terrible," I said as I wash my face.

I can't come to school like this... Maybe I should order some hangover soup.



โ€”โ€”โ€”




โˆ† Y/N's POV


I'm not feeling well AGAIN!
*Grunts* This is not good.
These past few weeks I noticed that Im always getting sick.

Sigh, maybe it's time for me to buy some vitamins.


* dizziness *Ahh, I should have stayed at home.


Lunchtime**


"Hey y/n! How are you feeling??? Look at you! You look like a zombie" Liane said as she looked at me up and down


"I'm...fi-"



I was interrupted when I heard someone shouting (with excitement)


"Hey guysss, newbie and Sam are playing soccer! "


"Really!? Omg!"


"It's so intense! Come and watch!"


The students are gathering in the field to watch.



Wait- what?


Newbie??


"Waitt bish that newbie they are talking about is Juyeon right?? Omg! Come on! We can't miss this!" Liane said and grabbed me


Wait... I thought Juyeon is a basketball player?? Did he change his sports?? And what the heck is going on? He's playing with Sam?? That doesn't sound good...


Juyeon...what the heck are you thinking!?



Time skip**



A lot of students are cheering for them.


I saw Juyeon with a weird expression.
While Sam... Oh well, he seems surprised when he saw me. But he look away quickly...
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I don't feel good about this.
Maybe I should ask Juyeon.


I was about to call him but my vision starts to be blurry


"Y/N are you alright??" Liane asked while checking me again " Oh Geez you're so hot!"


What? I look hot ๐Ÿ’ฉ

"What are you saying I look dead right now and you still find me hot?"


"Dummy that's not what I mean!"




"Ok! It's starting!!" The student said and others start hyping up.




The team let Juyeon make the first move since he's still new.


I can't help but be worried about Sam... Is he ok? He doesn't look well...
Sam gets ready to block the ball.


~~~aches*



"Liane.."



"Heyโ€”!"




Juyeon kick the ball hard and Sam didn't get a chance to dodge it right away (he's too distracted)


"Y/N Im freaking out right now are you ok??ill take you to the clinic if you want to "

The ball hits Sam's face causing him to fall to the ground.




"OWWWW"


"Wow"


"That looks painful."



Sam...

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He shakes his head and the other soccer member approach him to check if he's alright



โ€”โ€” *blurry vision*

I...

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"Y/N! HELP!!!"



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โˆ† Sam's POV


*EARLIER*


I heard that we had a new trainee for our soccer club. Coach called me because he said that the trainee wants me to play with him on his tryout.


The coach will observe our game to know if he is qualified for our club.

To be honest... I don't feel like going since I already said to our coach that I'm quitting soccer.
But he insisted and told me that he will allow me after that tryout.


_____


"There he is!" The coach said while looking at me


I was confused when I saw a lot of students wants to watch us.


"It's sam vs Newbie!"



Me and who?

Newbie??

Wait it's...



"Hey, Sam, this is our trainee, Lee Juyeon, he said he's a big fan of yours," the coach said


Big fan eh? Look at him. He didn't mean it. It's so obvious.


Juyeon just smile weirdly

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"This guy is pretty famous too like you, look at those girls watching him since he appears
The coach chuckles while both of us keeps staring at each other


"Ok. Let's start our tryout, Sam get ready." The coach said and leave us


Time skip**



There are too many students watching us and cheering us today even though it's just a tryout.
It's weird and it makes me uncomfortable.

I look at the students watching us and there I spot something familiar...


Nah. I must be hallucinating.



She won't be here...



Right??



"Sam" our coach called my name telling me to get ready


While I'm trying to focus


I heard someone call my name again.

'Sา‰amา‰.'

I look around but everyone is just watching and cheering for us


Who is that?..


'Sา‰amา‰.'



Though the cheering was loud the voice that calls me is really loud and clear.



Then I realized...





That voice. It's all in my head






"SAM BLOCK!"




Before I knew it, the ball had already hit my face.
It's not that hard but it caught me off guard so I fell to the ground

Aish. I messed up again. I shake my head.


I can hear their whispers.
I saw some of the students are laughing
Some are looking at me like Im pathetic


I can't hear the voice anymore, but I'm shaking...
Our teammates check me, feeling worried.
Juyeon moved toward me



"Oh sorry. I guess soccer is not for me. "


He scratches the back of his head like he's feeling sorry or like he didn't mean it.


Something is unusual about his actions ... Especially when it comes to me...


"Y/N! HELP!!!" I heard Liane panicking


The students look at them while Juyeon and I immediately approach them.

I was about to carry Y/N to the clinic when someone stops me.



"What do you think you are doing?." Juyeon glare at me and carry Y/N immediately



"Back off."

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โˆ† Juyeon's POV


I run as fast as I could.
She's too light.
Is she still eating?
This dummyโ€” what's happening.


"Where's the clinic?" I asked the student I encounter


I'm still not familiar with this school... But I need to hurry


"Oh. wait... You are the... Ah! Ehem Yes please follow me!" She said

Hm?



Oh...

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It's her.

Ah, I don't care. I need to take Y/N to the clinic right away.




Finally arrived***


The school clinical nurse starts checking her

She said she faint due to her high fever. She's resting right now.



What should I do?
What happened? Should I call her mom?
No, I'm sure she wouldn't like it if I do that.
Ahh yeah, should I buy some medicines for her?



*! ! !*


What is heโ€”

I stopped him from entering the room

"What...are you doing here.?"


"How is she?? Is she ok now?"


" I'm asking you what are you doing here?"



Sam wipes his sweats while panting


"I'm... Just concerned..."


Just concerned? After everything that you've done to her?


Huh. Really funny.


"Pft.


" Hey, we already talked about this right?" I stand up and face him


*silence *

How annoying...


"Let's talk somewhere else," I said and start to walk away


I need to say what I need to say.
This is not just appropriate.
He needs to stop confusing us especially Y/N.



โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€” In the school rooftop



"So... Tell me. What's your problem? After all the things you've done to her, you still have the guts to show up here?" I asked him


He still didn't say anything.



I clench my fist.


"I told you to leave her alone and stop acting like you still care for her. Argh, are you dumb or something? You need to stop right now and go to your new girl."


"I told you I didn't leave her just becauseโ€”'


I interrupted him


" then why? Go on, tell me. "


He looks at me for a few minutes


I'm getting tired of his face (-_- )ใƒปใƒปใƒป



" Fine. It's because... I don't deserve her. All I do is make her cry and make her life miserable. She always get hurt when she's with me...."

"Do you really think... I will leave just because I love someone else?" He didn't take his eyes off of me.


"I won't do that sht."


Do you think I will believe that?


" You don't believe me right? I can see it just by looking at you... Well, what can I do? It's easy to judge me than to believe... But right now I'm telling you the truth." He paused


"Y/N means so much for me. That it's hard to let her go. I can't even forget about her. Do you really think I'm doing just fine? That leaving her is easy? Do you think...that I didn't regret all of it?" He added



" If you love her that much then why did you have to do shtty things to her?!" My emotions are mixed up right now.


"I didn't mean toโ€”"


"You didn't mean to? D*mn stop making me laugh."


"You don't know anything so stop acting like you know the whole story."


"What!?"

For some reason what he said makes me angry.
I lose control of myself and grab him by his shirt


"Do it." He said looking at me with a blank expression



I grit my teeth while holding back.
No. I have to calm down. For Y/n...
I close my eyes and try to calm myself



" Fine... I'll leave her. Just like all of you want me to do." He said

" Think what you want to think. Believe what you want to believe." He paused while fixing his shirt and walking towards me


Don't push me to my limit Sam. I'm telling you.


"*Gasp* Man... You're right! I leave her because Im seeing someone else!"

Sam you're really...

"Happy?" He look at me coldly then walks past to me.


As he open the door, two girls suddenly
The two other girls run away while covering their faces.


Huh..


They got up and run away quickly


Suspicious...


Waitโ€” Did they overhear what we're talking about?...


I don't feel good about this...
 
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โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”



Sam's POV


So... I already made my decision... Even though I don't know if I can do that.
I still didn't tell him what really happened and what/who made me do that.


Deep sigh**


" Sam!" Lucy waved at me

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" Are you alright?? I've heard thatโ€”"

"Yeah I'm fine"

I'm not in a mood to talk with anyone today...

"You're not! Let me see" she caresses my face and check if I have some bruise(s)


*Oh so it's true*

*So it's her?

*Maybe*

*Hey lower your voices!*


I saw three girls looking at us while whispering to each other

*I think he heard us... *

*Oh fudge run*

They run immediately


Weird... What are they talking about


Is it because...


"Lucy" I gently remove her hand, "I told you I'm fine."


"O-oh.. ok..."

"I'm sorry I can't walk you home today"


"Um no, it's okay!"


"Ok.. get home safely" I pat her head one last time and walk away


______



So many things happened today... It's... Exhausting...


I remember what Juyeon said earlier. It felt like the voices suddenly possessed him.

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Ever since I dated Y/N all I can hear is terrible gossip about us. They're always talking ill about her. A lot of girls are bullying her just because she's dating me.

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(Why...)


I did all I can to stop them from hurting her... But some are still messing up with her when I'm not around.
I hate it... I hate seeing her hurt.

I still remember every time she tries to lie about it... Ha...
I can't do anything to protect her...
I'm useless... I'm really are terrible...


He's right. They're right.

That's why I don't deserve her.

She'll end up getting hurt when she's with me .....


Maybe they're right... I should.....


Stay away from her.


ยป Flashback**


Y/N's mom called me yesterday.
She said she wants to talk to me

We talk in the coffee shop near here.
She looks so serious... It makes me anxious for some reason.

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"I've heard your mom is sick and is at the hospital right now, am I right?" She asked


"Ah yesโ€”"


"I also heard that you need some money for her surgery." She said



Uh... Why did she bring this up?


"Y-yes but l have a part-time job that can help me earn some money, so it's gonna be fineโ€”"


She didn't let me finish my words and put money on the table.


"You don't need to." she gets an envelope in her bag and puts it in Infront of me " Here, this money is enough to pay for your mother's surgery."


"Thank you but I can pay it by myself. But I do appreciate your help" I said


A lot of people helped me already... That's enough


Did y/n tell her mom about this?...


Y/N's mom remains silent for a few minutes while looking down.

"Uh- I really appreciate it, seriouslyโ€”"


Sobs*


"What else should I do to make you break up with my daughter?"


I didn't expect to hear that so I almost spill my coffee


"Pardon??"


"Sam... I know how much my daughter loves you. But please just break up with her. I can't bear seeing my daughter getting hurt anymore!"



"But โ€”"


"Listen... Sam I always saw Y/n crying. Like every time. Just leave her, please! My daughter deserves better" She paused and get something from her bag again

"Do you want me to make you realize how horrible you are?"

"Mrs. Y/L, what are you talkingโ€”"

She showed me a picture of bruises in different parts of a girl's body



Is that y/n's...


"Look how cruel you are. You did this to her, do you? You know I could report you anytime! "


I thought no one is hurting Y/n anymore...


What is this...


My hands start trembling from the emotions I feel
I'm angry, hurt , sad, I don't know anymore




WHO DID THIS?...



"Waitโ€” please hear me out, I would never hurt your daughter! I loveโ€”"


"Stop it! Aren't you ashamed of yourself? You're horrible !"


The other customers were looking at us, trying to know what's happening.


"I..."


Even though I'm not the one who hurt her...



Still...
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.
The reason why she got hurt





Is...





Me.


I can't say anything now. Yes. It's my fault.

My fault...

"Sam. Leave her. If you really love her. Listen to us and stay away from her. I'm only holding back because I know how much she loves you. But please... This is my last warning."


"I'll give you one week. If you didn't break up with her. I will never hesitate to report you for abusing my daughter."


"You're terrible. I trusted you... Sam. "She said then leaves the coffee shop

All those sharp words... It makes me weak.

I was left there alone.
All eyes are on me.
They're all looking at me like Im a criminal.
They are Judging me...huh... Do they know the whole story? They act as if they know all of my sins...


I feel like I'm suffocating from their stares and sharp words.



"Uhm... Sir, well you see... Customers are getting uncomfortable because of you... I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you to leave." The waitress said as she was about to do something



*Gasp*


I (unintentionally) slap her hands, I don't know why I did that...


"S-sorry."


"Please leave now sir." The manager approaches us "Allow me to escort you off."




___



What's happening to me?




When I got out people become crazier and still gossips about me

it feels like hell inside.


I heard some of the awful things they said about me... and now... It all echoes inside my head.


And It's getting louder...



"Please stop..."




STOP.....


โ€”โ€”โ€”


Since then, I keep hearing voices.
Voices that keeps hunting me..


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Sorry I just finished it today sjdbjd
Here I hope you like it (โ•ฅ๏นโ•ฅ)
Sorry if there are grammatical errors :>
 
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This chapter was the best so far! I couldn't stop reading, but I had to because of school. You are a great writer. I yried to write a ff too, it is terrible.... heheh
Thank youuu โค me too I can't write right away because of school (โ•ฅ๏นโ•ฅ)

Ohhh no im not that good tho Im just like u I guess
But I'm sure it's not terrible :> just trust yourself and continue the progress there's always a room for improve~
If you have a ff I would love to read it! Do you have anyyy?? Just tell me and I'll probably read it tooโค good luck to uss
 

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Thank youuu โค me too I can't write right away because of school (โ•ฅ๏นโ•ฅ)

Ohhh no im not that good tho Im just like u I guess
But I'm sure it's not terrible :> just trust yourself and continue the progress there's always a room for improve~
If you have a ff I would love to read it! Do you have anyyy?? Just tell me and I'll probably read it tooโค good luck to uss
I have posted it here, it is a Mingi (ATEEZ) ff
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||` Chapter 9: WHO?

Y/N's POV



When I woke up I saw Juyeon standing beside the window. It seems like something is bothering him.
I wonder what he's thinking.
He sighs as he sits on the chair in front of me. Now, All I can see is his back.

*Sniff*

' I wonder what he's doing... '

"Hmhโ€” *coughs* "-juyeon

I hope he's ok... Is he crying? Should I ask him? Or should I let him be? But... In times like this, I should be there to comfort him. Yes, I should ask him! This is what friends are!
Even though I feel weak, I tried my best to sit up and speak.


"Hey Juyeon, Are you okโ€”"

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WTF!?

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"YOU'RE JUST EATING PIZZA!? I THOUGHT YOU'RE CRYING! "


"Oh Y/N!~ You're finally awake! How are you feeling?? You ok?? "

" Well... Now that you mention it. Yeah, just a Lil bit dizzy and my head feels light."

"Ahh y/n, come here lemme give you a hug," He said as he opens his arm

"No thanks, give me some pizza"

"Ouch, you don't want to hug me?? "

" Im starving"

"No hug, no pizza"

"Ahh Juyeonnn"



โ€”โ€”โ€”


The school nurse allows me to go home and rest, Juyeon walked me home then insisted that he will take care of me while I'm sick.


ยป At home


* Thermometer beeps *


" Let's see... " Juyeon checked my temp " It's much better than before... " he said then he refill the water and hand it to me. "Y/n you should take care of yourself more. What if I im not here? who will take care of you?" He said


"Saโ€”" m

O shiโ€” that was close! I hope Juyeon didn't notice what I was about to say. What am I even thinking

"Ehem what I mean isโ€” Are you my mom? Geez, I know. I didn't ask you to take care of me in the first place"


"Oh yeah?" He just continues what he's doing.


. . .


"Hey, do you remember that time when we play in the rain for too long?"

"Oh yeah, You got sick after we played right?"

"Yeah" he chuckles " and you took care of me "

"It's because you don't want to listen to your mom "

"Hey, It's not because I don't want to listen to her. It's just thatโ€” She's too busy already... I don't want to be a burden."

"Oh... right"

"You suck. how can you forget about that," he said then look at the window in my room "Look... It's raining outside right now. " He stands up and walks closer to the window then, opens it a little bit and stretches out his hand.
He's feeling the rain like it's his first time with his eyes closed


Juyeon is still the same as I remember. He always does this when it's raining. But until now, I don't know the reason why he likes it so much.
I watch him for a while, he looks so peaceful.

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"Juyeon"


"Mhm?" He opens his eyes and looks at me "ohโ€”are you cold? Should I close it now?"

"Ah no it's fine, I just wanted to ask you something"

"Yeah?"

"Why do you like... rain so much? What is so special about it? I hope it's ok to ask "

"Oh, that" he looks at the window again " I find peace in the rain."

"Oh, I seeโ€”"

"And also, it reminds me of โ€”" he stops as he smiles softly

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"Of what?"

" Forget about it. It's a secret."

"Whaat c'mon just say it! Is it someone you like hmm? The special someone โ”(ยดใƒผ๏ฝ€)โ”Œ" I tease him but I didn't expect him to react that way.

*Silence*

Oh, did I say something wrong? Why is he looking at me like that... I'm just teasing him...

"H-hey what's with that lookโ€”"

He looks away while he covers his face with his hand then nod


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"OHHHHH" I stand up and run towards him. I almost fall because of my dizziness but he grabs me and so I won't fall.

"The heck are you thinkiโ€”"


"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT THIS!?" I can't stop my excitement! It's been a year I thought he's not really into girls ๐Ÿ‘€
But look! It's a miracle~


" Sooo who is this lucky girl hm??"


"It's..." He hesitates, his blushing like crazy
Wahh why am I enjoying his reaction, he's so cute when he's like this!
He looks at me and flinches as he pushes me gently "Y-you're too close. I told you it's a secret"


"Psh Whyyy, you don't trust me anymore? I feel hurt" I pout and try to look sad


*Silence*


Fโ€” what am I doing!? Now im embarrassed! Why didn't he say or do anything! Ahhh!!


"Ehem. Nevermind" so awkward


"Pft"


Wait did he justโ€”


He laughs as he pats my head " Hey-hey can you do that again?"

What the heck is wrong with this guy

"Do you want to die!?" I hit him but he didn't stop laughing, so I continuously hit him เผŽเบถโ€ฟเผŽเบถ

"Aw, that hurts! alright alright, I'll stop!"


"Good. -_- "

"Pftโ€”oh d*mn"

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"Any last word? :) "

"Sorry you're just too cute, it's too hard to hold back"

Ehโ€”

"J-juyeon!!"


He really likes teasing me huh!?
I slap my face, argh what's wrong with me

He's such a flirt...

-

"I mean it."

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(โ„ โ„โ€ขโ„ใ…กโ„โ€ขโ„ โ„)


DING DONG*เฐ เก‡เฐ (;ยดเผŽเบถะ”เผŽเบถ`)

"Oh, it's here"


"Hm? What is it?"

"I order some soup since I don't know how to cook," he said and go to get the soup.

Oh right! i dont want to get food poisoned


___

I think I'm feeling a Lil bit better now, thanks to this guy right here I can attend school tomorrow.





โ€”โ€” In the morning** โˆฉ(ยดโˆ€`โˆฉ)


"Are you sure you're okay now?"


" For the 6th time, yes!"


Juyeon still looks doubtful but I just ignore him and proceed on entering my room

"Okay... Just let me know if you feel sick k? Don't push yourself too hard"

"Alright alright, thanks! you should head now you're gonna be late."

"Mhm okay"


โ€”โ€”

"Y/n!" Lianne approach me as I sat down on my chair. "You won't believe what I just heard! "

"Mhm?? Why?"

She hesitates for a while "okay I'll tell you"

"You probably should."

"Well... You see... A rumor spreading on the campus today. It's about Sam... They said that someone saw Sam and Juyeon talking on the rooftop yesterday. They said that Sam admitted that he leaves you because he has someone else. Then, just now I've heard thatโ€”"

Oh... I don't know what to say or even react. Is it true? Why did Juyeon didn't tell me about this?..
Lianne notice my silence so she stops

" Should I continue?? You don't...look okay.."

"Yes. Nothing will change... And it's better that I know it right?"

She looks hesitant and worried about me but she proceeds anyway.

" Just now... I've heard that the girl's name is Lucy, she's in the same class as Jeongin. Also, Yesterday Some students saw them being lovey-dovey in front of the school gate." She let out a sigh

Lucy...? Same class as Jeongin...

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That girl?

" As far as I know... Lucy is pretty popular. Yeah, I think I've heard of her before. She's from the fashion department and has thousands of followers in Nstagram" she said while checking her phone


She's popular and beautiful huh. I see. That's why he leaves me... Haha

"Hahaha" I laugh hysterically " Now I know why!"

Everyone's looking at me like im crazy

"Hey, Y/n are you okay?... Ahh, maybe I've said too much... I'm sorry" Lianne said


My laughter turns into tears. I can't control it


"Y/n... I'm sorry... " Lianne hug me, trying to calm me down and comfort me.


IS THAT ALL!? JUST BECAUSE OF THAT!? WHAT'S SO GOOD ABOUT HER? I'M... I'M BEAUTIFUL TOO! I'M POPULAR AS WELL... BUT NOT AS POPULAR AS HER...
BUT STILL!
THOSE THINGS SHE DOES. I CAN DO THAT TOO IF HE WANTED ME TO! MAKEUP? SURE I CAN DO THAT! I CAN DRESS NICELY LIKE HER TOO! SO...WHY?! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? ARE YOU TIRED OF ME? AM I NOT ENOUGH?

IS...





Is there something wrong with me?..




โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”
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"You're so beautiful"

"You are the only one for me."

"The more time I spend with you, the more I want to hold you tighter in my arms. No diamond in this world compares to your worth, and I wish to treasure you until the end of time"

"I love you so much"

"Y/N."


Is that all a lie?... Sam...

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Do you really mean it?



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"What's happening here? Ms.Y/L, why are you crying?"


The teacher is here but I can't stop my tears from falling. Lianne tries to explain the situation.
But I can't hear what she says. I can't hear anyone except myself. Our teacher said something to Lianne and she grabbed me.



We are heading out of the room.



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Sorrrryyy examination is near so I can't finish it fast ๐Ÿ˜ญ
 
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