yea, I need to vent
TW: SA AND ANXIETY AND TOXIC FRIENDSHIP
so basically I was friends with this one girl, and she started talking behind my back a lot, saying I was a BiOtCh and stuff like that and saying I was a 'pick me' 'attention seeker' 'faker' and I was doing everything for clout, and she knows that i'm not faking, she said 'shes just copying me to be cool' even though she's the one with a fake personality, and she can't accept the goddamn fact that its not just her that has problems, previously I vented to her about how I got sa'd (no I was not raped, it was unwanted touch on my waist shoulders back and legs) and she said that I was faking it for clout, eventually when I found out she was talking bad about me I had a panic attacks, we aren't friends anymore fortunately and I distance myself from her. and i'm doing better