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I hate how theydon't respect my boundaries at all and they say I am taking it too far
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i normally don't talk about stuff like this, but I really need some help.
Okay so I normally don't do this but this has been a recurring issue in my friend group for MONTHS. So, my friend group consists of "K" "M" and Sariah (my best friend.) (Names not shown for a reason-) And basically whats been going on is that- well first off me and "k" don't really talk like that. We have things in common, but we never clicked. "m" and Sariah are friends with her however, and can talk to her perfectly fine. I talk to "m" alot, but she doesn't really talk to me unless we're away from "K". And sariahs just Sariah she talks to me mostly since I'm her BSF DUH. But yeah basically this has happened before where "K" and "M" don't talk to me AT ALL. Even with me being RIGHT THERE. I struggle to start conversations or interject while being around "K" since we don't really get along, but they don't even make a effort to include me in their conversations- (which would be WAY more helpful since I don't really know how to communicate in situations like that-) They basically just all migrate towards "k" more than me which makes me feel a bit isolated- I'm not saying I want all the attention on me, I just want to be included. I wouldn't mind talking to k- but she just isnt my type of person. And it sucks that most of the time my friends migrate towards her. Like in the mornings, me and "K" are there before "M" and Sariah. Most of the time, When they both walk in they go straight towards "K" even though I've been friends with them longer. And that makes me feel a bit upset as well. It may be jealousy, but I just hate the feeling of being disregarded, especially because that happens alot in my home. Also with that there's another friend of mind named "L" who also hasn't been talking to me or even the others. Shes too focused on dumb highschool boys.
but yeah I just don't know what to do. I feel like the friend group is kinda breaking because people are losing interest. Maybe their not my friends after all. (btw we've all discussed this before when it first started) NOW me and "M" talked about it and we both apologized. We decided that we were just going to cut "K" off, especially because "K" has been assaulting "M". NOW After the weekend, they made up. Before this however, "M" said that "K" said it was all of my fault that everyone's having issues in the friend group. LIKE WHAT? you JUST became friends with us THIS GRADE. I knew "M" and Sariah since KINDERGARTEN. Now that set me off. I never had ill will towards "K" until this. So its crazy shes blaming ME for EVERYTHING even though they've started drama with us SO many times. And now, I talked to "M" earlier today about how its kinda crazy how they're all buddy buddy with "k" now even though they still blame everything on me and is trying to start something. She said shed talk to "K" about it, but I'm still pissed. I just feel like I'm always going to be the last option.
Okay so I normally don't do this but this has been a recurring issue in my friend group for MONTHS. So, my friend group consists of "K" "M" and Sariah (my best friend.) (Names not shown for a reason-) And basically whats been going on is that- well first off me and "k" don't really talk like that. We have things in common, but we never clicked. "m" and Sariah are friends with her however, and can talk to her perfectly fine. I talk to "m" alot, but she doesn't really talk to me unless we're away from "K". And sariahs just Sariah she talks to me mostly since I'm her BSF DUH. But yeah basically this has happened before where "K" and "M" don't talk to me AT ALL. Even with me being RIGHT THERE. I struggle to start conversations or interject while being around "K" since we don't really get along, but they don't even make a effort to include me in their conversations- (which would be WAY more helpful since I don't really know how to communicate in situations like that-) They basically just all migrate towards "k" more than me which makes me feel a bit isolated- I'm not saying I want all the attention on me, I just want to be included. I wouldn't mind talking to k- but she just isnt my type of person. And it sucks that most of the time my friends migrate towards her. Like in the mornings, me and "K" are there before "M" and Sariah. Most of the time, When they both walk in they go straight towards "K" even though I've been friends with them longer. And that makes me feel a bit upset as well. It may be jealousy, but I just hate the feeling of being disregarded, especially because that happens alot in my home. Also with that there's another friend of mind named "L" who also hasn't been talking to me or even the others. Shes too focused on dumb highschool boys.
but yeah I just don't know what to do. I feel like the friend group is kinda breaking because people are losing interest. Maybe their not my friends after all. (btw we've all discussed this before when it first started) NOW me and "M" talked about it and we both apologized. We decided that we were just going to cut "K" off, especially because "K" has been assaulting "M". NOW After the weekend, they made up. Before this however, "M" said that "K" said it was all of my fault that everyone's having issues in the friend group. LIKE WHAT? you JUST became friends with us THIS GRADE. I knew "M" and Sariah since KINDERGARTEN. Now that set me off. I never had ill will towards "K" until this. So its crazy shes blaming ME for EVERYTHING even though they've started drama with us SO many times. And now, I talked to "M" earlier today about how its kinda crazy how they're all buddy buddy with "k" now even though they still blame everything on me and is trying to start something. She said shed talk to "K" about it, but I'm still pissed. I just feel like I'm always going to be the last option.
TW!! im actually not okay. im pretending i am bc ion wan anyone to worry. but its wtv ig. i- im sorry. 
im sorry i js cant do this anymore. i am drained, exhausted, stressed. i woke up at like 12-1 in the morning with thoughts that couldn't let me sleep. i went over to my moms room to tell her because the thoughts were consuming me. i was having thoughts of doing sh(none suicidal thoughts thankfully.) im clean for 3 months. why...
im sorry i js cant do this anymore. i am drained, exhausted, stressed. i woke up at like 12-1 in the morning with thoughts that couldn't let me sleep. i went over to my moms room to tell her because the thoughts were consuming me. i was having thoughts of doing sh(none suicidal thoughts thankfully.) im clean for 3 months. why...
It’s okay! If you need anyone to talk to I’m here. Just to let you know that everyone may have lows in their lives so you’ll get through it babe <3TW!! im actually not okay. im pretending i am bc ion wan anyone to worry. but its wtv ig. i- im sorry.
thank you sm <3 i will
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… I SWEAR
THEY BETTER OR ELSE I STAB WITH THE PENCIL
anyways I’m here for you mi sapie
Tysm… I SWEAR
can I tell u the details?
… I SWEAR
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Yesyes
Okiieeee
im trying.
why does everyone hate me? I mean like today I went to tutoring so the teacher could help me with some work. There was 6 ppl there too. counting me, 7. Five of them were boys tho. I don’t talk a lot at school cause I’m developing a bad stutter and it’s Getting worse cause I’m jumbling up my words now. Anyways, so we were doing a math problem and I just said the answer and these 3 guys; one of them said to “shut up” and the other said “we’re not doing that dumbass”. and the other guy said “it’s probably wrong“ but when the teacher explained it. I got it right. And one of the other guys accused me for cheating which I never did. And so the other girl that everyone likes; whatever she says she gets glaze. Idk it’s because how perfect her body is or how she’s so popular. It’s just I want to shut Up and never speak again I somehow ‘always say the wrong thing’ and this guy in my French told me I was annoying when I laugh.so I don’t talk to him anymore and when I try to speak I always jumble my words so I just look dumb. I was about cry at the tutoring but the other guy who didn’t tell me anything negative noticed and he gave me a pencil and a smile.
.. I’m kinda happy but I was about to cry cuz I was so shocked someone actually cared. I only have 2 close friends at school. But one of them is slowly just leaving me and taking my (not) close friends away from me. So my real true friend is @˚.🎀༘⋆ pink.roxxe_:3 ˚.🎀༘⋆ she’s the only irl real friend I have. And I just hate that I’m not like those ‘pretty’ girls..
The guys were Brady, Gus, Finn, Chris, and jack was the one who was actually nice
I like Lorelei she’s funny and nice but everyone keeps glazing her
This happened today btw
why does everyone hate me? I mean like today I went to tutoring so the teacher could help me with some work. There was 6 ppl there too. counting me, 7. Five of them were boys tho. I don’t talk a lot at school cause I’m developing a bad stutter and it’s Getting worse cause I’m jumbling up my words now. Anyways, so we were doing a math problem and I just said the answer and these 3 guys; one of them said to “shut up” and the other said “we’re not doing that dumbass”. and the other guy said “it’s probably wrong“ but when the teacher explained it. I got it right. And one of the other guys accused me for cheating which I never did. And so the other girl that everyone likes; whatever she says she gets glaze. Idk it’s because how perfect her body is or how she’s so popular. It’s just I want to shut Up and never speak again I somehow ‘always say the wrong thing’ and this guy in my French told me I was annoying when I laugh.so I don’t talk to him anymore and when I try to speak I always jumble my words so I just look dumb. I was about cry at the tutoring but the other guy who didn’t tell me anything negative noticed and he gave me a pencil and a smile.
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Ummm are you okay pookie?
Oh my i’am so sorry that happened to youwhy does everyone hate me? I mean like today I went to tutoring so the teacher could help me with some work. There was 6 ppl there too. counting me, 7. Five of them were boys tho. I don’t talk a lot at school cause I’m developing a bad stutter and it’s Getting worse cause I’m jumbling up my words now. Anyways, so we were doing a math problem and I just said the answer and these 3 guys; one of them said to “shut up” and the other said “we’re not doing that dumbass”. and the other guy said “it’s probably wrong“ but when the teacher explained it. I got it right. And one of the other guys accused me for cheating which I never did. And so the other girl that everyone likes; whatever she says she gets glaze. Idk it’s because how perfect her body is or how she’s so popular. It’s just I want to shut Up and never speak again I somehow ‘always say the wrong thing’ and this guy in my French told me I was annoying when I laugh.so I don’t talk to him anymore and when I try to speak I always jumble my words so I just look dumb. I was about cry at the tutoring but the other guy who didn’t tell me anything negative noticed and he gave me a pencil and a smile.
ok I get that Brady was nice to u but do not trust him gng
ya I get that but sometimes I try to look beyond that and see that if she’s a good person and she cares about me and everyone else around her that glaze does not matter and it won’t in 10 years anyway so why worry about it for 10 min
Yes I’m fine I think