❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

awww mllll. tahnk youu, im trying as hard as i can <3 ill try eating and doing things alot more better. with all of you i feel better. i luv you sooo much moree, ahh thank youuuu bbg ❤ ❤ ❤

ywwwwww!!~ yesyes please treat yourself well. arghhhh ywyywwgio[p]jhbm

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

I actually think my friend hates me. I might be overreacting.

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

 

[ikuy]

i acc suck at making friends
irl and here too
irl, all my friends know sm people from other classes. I know only a few I wld acc consider ‘my friends’
on here, ig its kinda cuz either my personality doesn’t appeal to others. If I do make friends here, most the time they leave, or forget me. Or they lose interest.

I can be loud as hell but nobody cares. I could be rly nice and ppl wouldn’t care. I cld be an idiot but ppl don’t mind.

ykw, at the end of the day, im grateful for the friends I do have, and the ppl that acc do bother to check up on me from time to time and ask how I’ve been.

But I js wish the ppl I want to be my friends notice me for once. Or the ppl I like actually remember me. Or for ppl to like me in general tbh.

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

i wish it literally never happened

 

[yutami]

i feel sad a lot, like alllll the time it feels like no one really cares about me. no one picks me first for things or thinks of me when they make plans and my friend doesn't wanna hang out with me because i can't drive . like that really hurts my feelings. maybe i’m overreacting. but i try not to let it bother me all the time. i try to be nice to people, but making friends isn't something i can do. it takes a long time for me to be comfortable with someone. and i don’t understand how it's so easy for everyone else to do that. it makes me feel out of place and weird, like i’m doing something wrong. i literally sit and watch other people laugh with their friends and have jokes, and i wish i had that, a whole group of friends that all equally like each other and they of one another. i wish someone would think of me first, text me first. i feel like a floater friend. i felt this way since sophomore year. maybe i’m not likeable enough?? i’m not exciting or fun to be around. i tried to change and i really really thought i did. and it's not better at home my mom always says smth that makes me really upset. but i feel like most of the time i’m just being a baby about it. but she doesn't know that the things she says makes me cry in my room. it feels like there’s nowhere i can just relax and calm down. i’m just really tired of feeling like this all the time. of overthinking everything, wishing i could be more of an extrovert so people would like me. i wish everyone liked me. i dont wanna beg for attention tho so i guess it's better like this. i dont wanna seem desperate. and all my friends are going to college and moving away and even out of state so i'll be even more alone

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

i wish i was good enough for her

 

[Kenji]

i feel sad a lot, like alllll the time it feels like no one really cares about me. no one picks me first for things or thinks of me when they make plans and my friend doesn't wanna hang out with me because i can't drive . like that really hurts my feelings. maybe i’m overreacting. but i try not to let it bother me all the time. i try to be nice to people, but making friends isn't something i can do. it takes a long time for me to be comfortable with someone. and i don’t understand how it's so easy for everyone else to do that. it makes me feel out of place and weird, like i’m doing something wrong. i literally sit and watch other people laugh with their friends and have jokes, and i wish i had that, a whole group of friends that all equally like each other and they of one another. i wish someone would think of me first, text me first. i feel like a floater friend. i felt this way since sophomore year. maybe i’m not likeable enough?? i’m not exciting or fun to be around. i tried to change and i really really thought i did. and it's not better at home my mom always says smth that makes me really upset. but i feel like most of the time i’m just being a baby about it. but she doesn't know that the things she says makes me cry in my room. it feels like there’s nowhere i can just relax and calm down. i’m just really tired of feeling like this all the time. of overthinking everything, wishing i could be more of an extrovert so people would like me. i wish everyone liked me. i dont wanna beg for attention tho so i guess it's better like this. i dont wanna seem desperate. and all my friends are going to college and moving away and even out of state so i'll be even more alone

I relate with this heavily

I'm with you on this one

It'll get better, Ves

 

[Kenji]

my mom is thinking about putting my younger sister up for adoption


when i came home, after hanging out with kaizer, kaizer and i were alone in the kitchen, w my sister alone in her room. He met mochi. He petted the cats. we chilled.

my mom came home and the first thing she talked about was a long email she got from my sister's teacher. She's failing. Her grades are slipping. Her behavior is horrible. She's probably going to repeat the 6th grade. Right in front of kaizer she said this

I led him out the door and we hung outside for a few minutes. We could hear my mom yelling from outside. I'm so embarrassed.

my mom's not okay. she's so angry. she keeps crying in front of me and i don't know what to do. I don't know if there's anything I can do. My mom talked about s/h and how she feels like my sister doesn't appreciate her and doesn't care about anything. she keeps saying she's going to be a failure. she keeps saying she's embarrassed. she keeps comparing us

i don't know how to feel

 

[Kenji]

she's going to take her to "lighthouse", whatever that is

im assuming a temporary place for bad kids?

 

[Kenji]

kaizer is going on a plane to florida tomorrow

i won't see him until wednesday next week

sigh

 

[jimmybobthethird]

I got a letter from my school that I cant miss skl.....I have my family and mental health problems

 

[Kenji]

my mom's making my sister write apology letters to her teachers

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

she wants me to go back to the hospital again cuz I guess I didn't learn my lesson

 

[Keke or kiki #1 olderwmanglzer]

i listen to d4dv when i feel like i can't breathe bro, like what the hell
i needa stop this madness

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I have gained 5 lbs ever since I moved here help

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I have gained 5 lbs ever since I moved here help

I mean, it's kind of good, I guess, because I was struggling with an ED, but I feel like it's making my ED worse

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I want to be skinny!!!!