❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

I am sorry, I am so cold
I am sorry I don't text you 24/7
I am sorry, I am not as pretty as everyone else
I am sorry I can't give you what you deserve
I am sorry I got too comfortable
I am sorry I can't show my love
I am sorry I can't dress well
I am sorry, I don't eat enough
I am sorry I can't express my emotions
I am sorry people feel comfortable talking to me
I am sorry, I hate myself
I am sorry you don't like me
I am sorry we can't be friends
I am sorry, people compliment me for once
I am sorry you always get compliments when I am around
I am sorry I distance myself
I am sorry we aren't close anymore
I am sorry, my nose is big
I am sorry, my lips are weird
I am sorry my face is not symmetrical
I am sorry, my eyes are different sizes
I am sorry, I have an eating disorder
I am sorry, my body is built like a rectangle
I am sorry, my teeth are crooked
I am sorry my family isn't as nice as everyone else's
I am sorry I can't eat when you are hungry
I am sorry I make you feel fat
I am sorry I commented on my own body
I am sorry I can't look at mirrors
I am sorry, I have all my mirrors covered at home
I am sorry you can't see how you look
I am sorry, I don't sleep
I am sorry I keep you up sometimes
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am just sorry for everything

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

i hate myself

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

Sapieeeeeee if you need to vent I'll be there for u please feel better and take care of yourself. Ilysm meow mwah

tysm bae

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

tysm bae

Ilysmsmsmsmsmsmmsmsmsmsmsm mwah

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

I am sorry, I am so cold
I am sorry I don't text you 24/7
I am sorry, I am not as pretty as everyone else
I am sorry I can't give you what you deserve
I am sorry I got too comfortable
I am sorry I can't show my love
I am sorry I can't dress well
I am sorry, I don't eat enough
I am sorry I can't express my emotions
I am sorry people feel comfortable talking to me
I am sorry, I hate myself
I am sorry you don't like me
I am sorry we can't be friends
I am sorry, people compliment me for once
I am sorry you always get compliments when I am around
I am sorry I distance myself
I am sorry we aren't close anymore
I am sorry, my nose is big
I am sorry, my lips are weird
I am sorry my face is not symmetrical
I am sorry, my eyes are different sizes
I am sorry, I have an eating disorder
I am sorry, my body is built like a rectangle
I am sorry, my teeth are crooked
I am sorry my family isn't as nice as everyone else's
I am sorry I can't eat when you are hungry
I am sorry I make you feel fat
I am sorry I commented on my own body
I am sorry I can't look at mirrors
I am sorry, I have all my mirrors covered at home
I am sorry you can't see how you look
I am sorry, I don't sleep
I am sorry I keep you up sometimes
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am just sorry for everything

And we forgive you

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

And we forgive you

she didn't

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

I am so close to the end I js can't take it anymore it is like if I don't do something I get yelled at but when I try doing it I get yelled at again. when ever I said I would do SMTH in a bit my grandpa said I was calling my grandma a liar when I did not even say anything Abt her. I always question are they just loving me out of pity or do they just hate me. like I said I have been losing sleep and I am taking sleeping pills to try and fall asleep but it don't help I told my bf that I have lost sleep and how I take sleeping pills he says it is bad for me but sometimes I js wish I could fall asleep and not wake up I don't hurt myself physically I just hurt myself verbally I feel like I don't belong anywhere I am in so much stress that I shut people out they don't even ask me am I okay I try to act like I am okay on here when really I am just dying on the inside. I am scared to vent to ppl bc I always think what If they get annoyed or what if they use it against me one day.

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

I am so close to the end I js can't take it anymore it is like if I don't do something I get yelled at but when I try doing it I get yelled at again. when ever I said I would do SMTH in a bit my grandpa said I was calling my grandma a liar when I did not even say anything Abt her. I always question are they just loving me out of pity or do they just hate me. like I said I have been losing sleep and I am taking sleeping pills to try and fall asleep but it don't help I told my bf that I have lost sleep and how I take sleeping pills he says it is bad for me but sometimes I js wish I could fall asleep and not wake up I don't hurt myself physically I just hurt myself verbally I feel like I don't belong anywhere I am in so much stress that I shut people out they don't even ask me am I okay I try to act like I am okay on here when really I am just dying on the inside. I am scared to vent to ppl bc I always think what If they get annoyed or what if they use it against me one day.

It’s ok to not be perfect
its ok to mess up
its ok to cry
it’s ok to be wrong
its ok to try
it’s ok to be yourself
its ok to tell the truth
its ok to love
it’s ok for staying
its ok for venting
its ok to stay by yourself
its ok to need something
its ok to ask
its ok to do stuff on your own
its ok to not be ok

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

TW- The crazy part is my mom did not even believe me when I got harassed sxually and then 2 years later she uses it against me saying she got harassed like that and it never happens she told me this on my bday and it gave me trauma I had a panic attack bc it triggered me and it never happend to her she thinks she is the best when she does this I am still very mad at her.

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

TW- The crazy part is my mom did not even believe me when I got harassed sxually and then 2 years later she uses it against me saying she got harassed like that and it never happens she told me this on my bday and it gave me trauma I had a panic attack bc it triggered me and it never happend to her she thinks she is the best when she does this I am still very mad at her.

Look, your mother and my mother are very similar. Cause this shows your mom is a narcissist

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

Look, your mother and my mother are very similar. Cause this shows your mom is a narcissist

oh I know she knows it gives me trauma and she still brought that up asking what happend when I got harassed by her bf and I was uncomfortable and she js kept pushing and forcing me to say it

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

nobody understands me bro

 

[European Asian Aussie]

paranoia is my Achillies heel

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

why do I have to act so bipolar with food
me and food will never have a good relationship I suppose
I don't even know how long i've been starving

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

why is it so hard to love myself

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

I js feel like that was two-faced idk, now I'm starting to feel like it was a lie all along and I wanna cry, its like as soon as I get attached to someone they end up leaving me, and the fact that it was for my friend to? I HATE EVB NAMED N (not rlly but yk)

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

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[dina.minaa!]

TW!! i wanna relapse so bad.. ive been clean for two fucking months. soon to be 3 months clean. everything now is going to shit and idk what to do. im always there for everyone but no one is there for me. im tired asf, im sleeping in my zoom classes. in my room in the dark 24/7. eating one thing. looking at the scale. then looking at my arms and legs. tired. exhausted. im tired of it all. im so scared of her leaving me. she never asked me to be her valentine. shes my bestfriend of 4 years. when i was doing horrible she was there for me. but she rarely is now. im tired.

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

TW!! i wanna relapse so bad.. ive been clean for two fucking months. soon to be 3 months clean. everything now is going to shit and idk what to do. im always there for everyone but no one is there for me. im tired asf, im sleeping in my zoom classes. in my room in the dark 24/7. eating one thing. looking at the scale. then looking at my arms and legs. tired. exhausted. im tired of it all. im so scared of her leaving me. she never asked me to be her valentine. shes my bestfriend of 4 years. when i was doing horrible she was there for me. but she rarely is now. im tired.

Argh Ana you always take care of everyone and like you’re super kind. Please get better you’re still very pretty even without barely eating. How about you be my valentine Trust me I’ll be there for you. The reason why you’re probably tired is because you haven’t been eating enough. Please eat something yummy. Okay I love you so much and please take care of yourself!

 

[dina.minaa!]

Argh Ana you always take care of everyone and like you’re super kind. Please get better you’re still very pretty even without barely eating. How about you be my valentine Trust me I’ll be there for you. The reason why you’re probably tired is because you haven’t been eating enough. Please eat something yummy. Okay I love you so much and please take care of yourself!

awww mllll. tahnk youu, im trying as hard as i can <3 ill try eating and doing things alot more better. with all of you i feel better. i luv you sooo much moree, ahh thank youuuu bbg ❤ ❤ ❤