❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

yes you can talk to both of us :]

but u said u don’t want me to tty

 

[charleeisntreal_]

but u said u don’t want me to tty

I changed my mind, like I said I was mad Abt smth else, and I took it out on you

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

I changed my mind, like I said I was mad Abt smth else, and I took it out on you

Oh, ok

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

I posted this in July. Sadly I still haven't heard from her, and my therapist says that is likly the case of what's happening. but i still feel very sad and disappointed

its really disappointed to see that I STILL haven't heard back.

Please if you don't want to be friends with someone anymore please tell them, this feeling I have doesn't feel good and I can't help but think its my fault. Don't let your person go through that either.

Once I get my new phone I'll send her one more text before my phone number changes, I just wish I knew what I did wrong if anything, even so I hope she's okay and doing well

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

There’s no escape. Not in a dramatic way lol, but literally. I mean, schl is not ok bcuz I got called the b word on Friday and my delusional ex friend is causing problems w/ all of my friends. I left her group after last year, but still stayed friends w/ my real friends from the group. Now she’s still HERE. Causing more problems for my new and wayyy better friend group. It’s a struggle not to burst into tears.At home my dad isn’t speaking to me, it’s feels sad and lonely here. I mean it when I say I don’t talk to any member of my family unless it’s an actual problem. No ‘fun’ conversations. It’s so lonely and sad and I can’t deal w/ the silence and the emptiness so I come on here, but now even this site isn’t helping to make me feel better. Even the weather has been rainy, cloudy and cold. I hate it. I need a break from my life atp.

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

I never noticed when the line between my jokes and my reality started to blur together and mesh into one

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

I put myself down as a joke but is it really a joke anymore, or is it my true raw thoughts coming up from my throat as word vomit watching and hearing as others laugh including my own, now I don't even know if it's a forced laugh or if a deep dark part of me, almost like a second personality, is finally speaking it's mind after all these years and is laughing along with them because it sees me as pathetic and believes every word that just came out of it's mouth.

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

I tried to drown myself

it almost worked - TV girl

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

I tried to drown myself

it almost worked - TV girl

OMG TV GIRL MENTIONED!?!?

 

[izyun]

I haven’t felt this in so long.

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

I kept telling them, that she was a liar, but no-one believed me. Now they see what she really is. If I was that type of person, I’d say ‘I told you so’ (but obvi I’m not, I wouldn’t anyways)But now, it’s getting worse. I keep feeling…idk..small. Like, I started this problem, I shld have warned her not to join. Explained to her why I acc left the group in the first place. But now, she’s getting hurt and it feels like it’s my fault. And it is. Not even gonna lie atp. Now they all have to deal w/ the mess I made. Without wanting to. Ands it’s still my fault. It’s like I made her cry. It’s like I called them ‘fcking idiots’. It’s like I’m the reason. I lost a good friend. I don’t wanna lose everyone all over angain,after finding them. But my ex friend is now completely RIPPING through us. Js when I acc found real HAPPINESS. She’s back to destroy it. As always. She won’t let anyone be happy. I actually hate her.

hey... U wanna talk?...

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

..

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

hey... U wanna talk?...

I’m ok now!

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

I’m ok now!

GOODDD GOODDDDD

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

feeling shit again </3

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

i want someone to care but at the same time is that care really worth it. am i worth it. ion think so so why am i hoping or even wanting. i need to stop. but then i can't. i'm losin my shit once again. lwk love that. and i can't say the right shit depending on the situations. i mean atp all i'm doing is pissing ppl off and losing friends. yeah i haven't lost everyone and i'm glad i haven't but even then. how much longer do i have b4 i do sum stupid again and lose them all. i feel like there ain't that much time till that but who knows. dumb idiot Ari doesn't

 

[••• #2 yuri lover .⸝⸝⸝.•••]

Spoiler: vent

The fact that you called me fucking fat, and told me i didn't matter to anyone, really fucking hurt's, i try to like the fact that you needed help, i really tried to be nice to you, but i really can't, you just talk bad about me every fucking time, and honestly whatever you wanted me to feel, i felt it, i really don't know what to do anymore, i need to stop being friends with you,but i can't i really can't, you were the only one there for me when no one cared about me, and i really need to be there for you.

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

Spoiler: vent

The fact that you called me fucking fat, and told me i didn't matter to anyone, really fucking hurt's, i try to like the fact that you needed help, i really tried to be nice to you, but i really can't, you just talk bad about me every fucking time, and honestly whatever you wanted me to feel, i felt it, i really don't know what to do anymore, i need to stop being friends with you,but i can't i really can't, you were the only one there for me when no one cared about me, and i really need to be there for you.

gurl u ok? u wanna talk?

 

[••• #2 yuri lover .⸝⸝⸝.•••]

gurl u ok? u wanna talk?

Nah, it was just a vent! thanks for asking tho!, you are the best!!

 

[razzy]

i feel like i piss everyone off