❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[_randomm]

I'm actually scared.. I got in trouble for taking to someone on here.. And the screenshot's
I took weren't appropriate... And my mom got mad 'n shit and broke my phone.. And hit me
with a cord.. I'm scared.. I'm not even aloud to be on here anymore .. But I am.. I've been
shaking ALL DAY, because of what happened last night.. People at school was asking me why
I was shaking and I had to fucking lie about it.... My mom got mad because I said something about
SH to someone.. And I done told her I talk to people on the internet, because I feel like they people
I can actually talk to because my mom is someone who got a problem with EVERYTHING..
She said she might take me to a metal hospital.. But Ion really care about that, if she wants to ion
fucking care. I'm still shaking.. I'm so scared it's not even funny.

are you okay? do u want to talk? i understand what ur going through my parents hit me with wires ive gotten in trouble like 5 times bc im on here

 

[RickyWhenICatchYou]

I'm okay! Sure, we can talk ig. @onlyfor.choi.s0obin

 

[_randomm]

I'm okay! Sure, we can talk ig. @onlyfor.choi.s0obin

okay

 

[Nαια]

I'm actually scared.. I got in trouble for taking to someone on here.. And the screenshot's
I took weren't appropriate... And my mom got mad 'n shit and broke my phone.. And hit me
with a cord.. I'm scared.. I'm not even aloud to be on here anymore .. But I am.. I've been
shaking ALL DAY, because of what happened last night.. People at school was asking me why
I was shaking and I had to fucking lie about it.... My mom got mad because I said something about
SH to someone.. And I done told her I talk to people on the internet, because I feel like they people
I can actually talk to because my mom is someone who got a problem with EVERYTHING..
She said she might take me to a mental hospital.. But Ion really care about that, if she wants to ion
fucking care. I'm still shaking.. I'm so scared it's not even funny.

girl i'm so sorry that u went through that, if u ever need to talk dm me

 

[Nαια]

@soobinzz do u want me to dm u so u can talk or r u ok for now

 

[izyun]

idek why im even crying.

 

[Nαια]

idek why im even crying.

do i need to rant??

 

[izyun]

do i need to rant??

huh

 

[Nαια]

huh

sorry mb i typed to fast i meant do u need to rant

 

[izyun]

i actually dont feel okay at all. everything makes me upset and sad and then i start crying. i just want to be okay again. i want to be happy. but sometimes i feel like i have no one to talk to bc i dont even know what i would say. im scared ill be misunderstood. im scared ill get blamed for everything. i dont want to believe everythings my fault but im constantly apologizing to others bc i cant help but feel guilty and think im problem. sometimes i just wanna lie in bed and do nothing, not even eat. nothing. sometimes i dont even want to eat. sometimes thinking about eating grosses me out. i want to be happy with myself but its almost impossible. sometimes i wish i could be diagnosed with something that will make me go on a diet so i can lose weight bc i just wanna be happy. everytime i look at a photo with me in it its always me criticizing how i look and usually its weight wise. when youre constantly being told to lose weight at home i cant help but tell that to myself every second. i want to live my life without any worries but rn that seems impossible. there are times where i dont want to go home from school bc i dont feel stable enough. sometimes i just want to throw my phone away from me bc its affecting me too much. sometimes i just want a break from everyone. its easy for me to act like im okay. but even when im not acting nobody even notices. theres no point anymore. my lifes just shitty. i dont think i have anything to look forward to anymore. idek if ill make it to next school year anymore.

 

[izyun]

sorry mb i typed to fast i meant do u need to rant

no

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

found out i have adhd <3 yay me. just another thing you can biitch at me about

 

[RickyWhenICatchYou]

Risking my life for people and they don't even care....

 

[RickyWhenICatchYou]

Risking my life for people and they don't even care....

I literally almost got beat the fuck up today by my mom, just because I was talking
to people on here. And you know what ? I still come on here KNOWING that I was gonna
get beat the fuck up by her. And people don't care..

 

[Nαια]

I literally almost got beat the fuck up today by my mom, just because I was talking
to people on here. And you know what ? I still come on here KNOWING that I was gonna
get beat the fuck up by her. And people don't care..

i do

 

[Nαια]

fml

 

[Lisanna]

fml

Whyyyy???

 

[Nαια]

Whyyyy???

so many things

 

[Lisanna]

so many things

Ohh

 

[Nαια]

Ohh

yeahh