❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

I have officially had my new phone for a couple days, so I sent her one more message on my old phone just to see, just to see if maybe she changed her mind, but I have said (although even if I would like one) that I don't need an explanation and stuff like that. Citing I see why she no longer wants to be my friend etc etc, and that its okay.

I'll only have my old phone for a couple more days, so if she doesn't reply that's it. I don't want to bother her anymore, its just sad this was the way it had to go after 13 years of friendship. I'll be a little sad for a while but my Mum says unfortunately friendships breaking like this is normal and people leave.

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i saw your message a few months ago
i juts wanted to let you know that im praying for you and for her to respond ❤
i feel the same way; one of my friends left and she wont respond to her email even though i sent messages to her before

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

Spoiler: storytimeeee!!!

despite how much I dislike black pink and their racists tendencies there will always be a part of me that's grateful for them, they're the girls that saved my life, I was about to take a bottle full of pills because I was hurting after the death of my father I had my music on full blast headphones on laying on my bed about to swallow but I paused as I heard "don't know what to do" start to play, I was sort of in a trance almost, I listened to the lyrics and started to cry, was this a sign I'm still not sure but I got up and ran to the bathroom sink gagging and throwing up the pills as I just slid down the wall and cried until I couldn't anymore

I realized that there was many people in my life who I love and then I suddenly wanted to meet even more people to share my love and affection with

anyway small little story hopes this helps some ppl ik the old me would've appreciated this immensely

 

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

Spoiler: storytimeeee!!!

despite how much I dislike black pink and their racists tendencies there will always be a part of me that's grateful for them, they're the girls that saved my life, I was about to take a bottle full of pills because I was hurting after the death of my father I had my music on full blast headphones on laying on my bed about to swallow but I paused as I heard "don't know what to do" start to play, I was sort of in a trance almost, I listened to the lyrics and started to cry, was this a sign I'm still not sure but I got up and ran to the bathroom sink gagging and throwing up the pills as I just slid down the wall and cried until I couldn't anymore

I realized that there was many people in my life who I love and then I suddenly wanted to meet even more people to share my love and affection with

anyway small little story hopes this helps some ppl ik the old me would've appreciated this immensely

im sorry you felt this way seul please dont do it again
id suggest listening to the rosie album by rosé it makes me feel better when im sad

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

im sorry you felt this way seul please dont do it again
id suggest listening to the rosie album by rosé it makes me feel better when im sad

I wont dw plus I was young and dumb I also love Rosie it just has like the perfect chill kinda moody vibe

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

i saw your message a few months ago
i juts wanted to let you know that im praying for you and for her to respond ❤
i feel the same way; one of my friends left and she wont respond to her email even though i sent messages to her before

awe thats really nice of you

yeah its just really hard to go through, if I did something that made her uncomfortable I would wish I knew so I could apologize at least.