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I'm so sorry..
i should of ignored it but no...
I feel horrible....
ppl have always said i'm a bad person and I probably am since I heard it so much..
like I barely do anything and I beat myself up because of it..
like I only did it once.
idk why ppl have a grunge against me..
whatever I did, I'm sorry and i'm done here
OMG STOP don't tell yourself that you are not a bad person but if you need a break here, I understand. <33
thank you, that means a lot..
just stupid stuff happening irl hurts my brain so much
It is ok I understand <333
ignore them and roll your eyes
sometimes i just wanna scream and let it out
I will this Sunday (imma go to knotts berry farm and imma get on roller coasters so imma jus scream and let it out)
but I need to let this stress out
I will this Sunday (imma go to knotts berry farm and imma get on roller coasters so imma jus scream and let it out)
but I need to let this stress out
welp we're both fucked
he likes me back
am i happy?
yes
am I a terrible person for liking him?
also yes
we gotta do smth about this because we both really like each other
but I still have to tell my bsf (who dated him)
I'm literally such a bad friend why
I caught feelings for the wrong person
and now I gotta do smth abt it
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sigh
cant i just kms alr?
No panda no talk to me pls
there is no point my life is useless
Please stop saying that. If you need to talk to me I will actually listen to you please please please please please please don't do that please don't you're a wonderful friend and if you need to talk to me you can you are the reason I get on the forums every day. Please don't do it.
Thank You
i dont know what i did to deserve such a good friend like you <3
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So idk where to start this but my voices in my head are getting louder I have been slitting deep on my upper arm and thighs and I am at the point were I am starting to not care about my grades I used to be a straight A student and now I am probably a straight D student idk what to do I don't want to get counselling or therapy bc I don't think I need it. My 2 irl friends are making it worse I told my other friend that likes Kpop when skz debuted that hyunjin was cute and wasn't hot like he is now and she said "kill yourself, get away from me, I hate you." and I am pretty sure it was a joke but i still think about it. This other friend makes fun abt my body shape and that I have a small butt and that she doesn't know why so many boys like me bc I am ugly and short. She told me this wednesday that my ex friend made her say that but I don't think so. I have been eating less and less skipping more meals because I want to get rid of my thigh and stomach fat and I stepped on a thumb tack on purpose and I just saw the blood droplets fall and I stared at it just staring in space I feel like I am in the cycle too deep and I can't get help. idk what to do and my mom was mad at me that I was just sitting there because I had to get off my phone and she picked me up and was carrying me to me room and I screamed "PUT ME DOWN" so she dropped me. I am not in a family of love and I can tell all of my sibilings treat me like shit and even my 3 year old brother does. and there is this really toxic ex that I have and we go way back to 4th grade and I never even liked him in the first place (except for one time but I forced myself to hate him) and we have been on and off and he makes me really insecure about myself and this starting school year I got a bad time on my mile so I was crying (I have diagnosed anxiety) and I thought I was going to fail because it brought my grade down 3 points. My ex (we will call him sam) came over to me and he looked really sincere and he said "what's wrong you're crying" I rolled my eyes and even though I hate him I still told him all my life problems and about my dad (that's another story) and sam hugged me and was comforting me and turns out I got but my a thousand ants and I am allergic to them (I have scars where they bit me lol) and he went to the nurse with me and crap like that so fast forward we are girlfriend and boyfriend and we broke up again because he was saying inappropriate things and I didn't feel comfortable. Fast forward a couple of days he said he wanted to hump me so me and my friends (that I absolutely adore) had a talk with him. We said we wouldn't report him and when I said that I actually meant it. But that night I would not fall asleep and I blamed the whole ordeal on me because I thought it was my fault because I made him think that I loved him and I reported him the next day the day after that he kept on talking about his "important meeting" with my assistant principal before sam left he told me "why did you report me" and I simply said "I didn't" XD. And after that we got back together and broke up for the same reasons. Now he keeps on kissing me and I talked to my counselor and they said that they would talk to Sam but he still does it so I doubt that they talked to sam and idk what to do and I can't tell my mom because she does not even know I have dated before so HELPP. :[ And right now he is suspended because he death threatened a teacher. And if you read all of this...wow. And I couldn't post this on my other account bc people would be putting me sooooo much
Wow if u need to talk im here for you
i can pm u if u want