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tw// eating disorder and some racism
so, i’ve been struggling with how my body looks. i guess i’m not necessarily “fat” but i compare myself to other girls at my school (and kpop idols who are probably unhealthy) and feel bad about myself. so i decided to skip lunch everyday. when that wasn’t working i decided to work out at home (new flash: i didn’t bc im too scared of my mom walking in on me). and it doesn’t help that people at my school call me slurs like n*gga, monkey, and call me white bc of my skin (btw im black, but my skin is a lighter brown.) i always feel like there’s something wrong with me, like i don’t belong anywhere. i went through a really long state of sadness. i started lashing out at people and instead of anyone asking me if i was ok, they just acted like i was the bad guy. so, i stopped talking and mainly just listened to music and played genshin impact. i haven’t actually talked to anyone about this before. so yeah thanks for reading my rant <3
 
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