i hate being the 3rd wheel...
at least i'm out of the "trio"
because there's always a duo in a trio, and i'm always unlucky with friendships.
what's the point to even try?
i hate myself for still loving/liking her after she ignored me for god knows how long..
I'm sure she hates me but why do I still love/like her?
she can't even look at me anymore
I wish I didn't do whatever I did
I wish I had gone to a different school, so I don't have to see her anymore
I wish I had done things differently with her..
it's so hard to see her. I'm kinda glad that my mum was talking about sending me to a different school. I can't stand being in the same room as her. It's hard bc I still like/love her. I'm sure she moved on. I want to see her happy, but what about me?
i hate how im catching feelings for him again
idk
i hate myself for it to
he likes another girl
why cant my fucking brain just listen
I haven't told any of my friends yet bc if I even say one word to him they will make it super obvious that I like him
hms