❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

i was home sick today so i couldn't see him but it's fine. I don't even talk to him in the first place, i just stare at him.
I hate being so awkward.
why can't i just talk to him? like just say hi or sumthing but i can't
i wish i wasn't at school, i wish i was home-schooled or sumthing
I hate here, why can't i just leave?
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I drank again...i smoked again..
after 3 months being being clean..

 

[hanniyii]

you never ask me if im okay, or whats wrong, or what happened
its all about you, or you make a assumption. why dont you ask?
it feels like you dont care, like no one does
i feel bad for snapping at you but fuck are you seriously not listening???
acting like this makes me feel so gross but i cant help it at this point am i fucking ghost to you? can you even hear me when im talking to you? at this point i might as well stop talking to everyone because no one seems to care about me or anything i have to say

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

What the actual fuck?
Why am I Attached to someone I barely know?
What is it? His smile, His voice?
How nice he was to me?
Why did i get attached.
I can't even talk to him..

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

you never ask me if im okay, or whats wrong, or what happened
its all about you, or you make a assumption. why dont you ask?
it feels like you dont care, like no one does
i feel bad for snapping at you but fuck are you seriously not listening???
acting like this makes me feel so gross but i cant help it at this point am i fucking ghost to you? can you even hear me when im talking to you? at this point i might as well stop talking to everyone because no one seems to care about me or anything i have to say

You can vent to me about everything !
I'm so sorry this person treats you like shit. You don't deserve this.

 

[1fool4you]

the way that ive told myself that every part of my body is ugly so much that i cant even believe anyone when they tell me im pretty or give me compliments.

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

the way that ive told myself that every part of my body is ugly so much that i cant even believe anyone when they tell me im pretty or give me compliments.

i'm sure you ARE pretty. everyone is pretty in their own way

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

What the actual fuck?
Why am I Attached to someone I barely know?
What is it? His smile, His voice?
How nice he was to me?
Why did i get attached.
I can't even talk to him..

Maybe it's himself as a whole.

I Don't understand. I'm so desperate to talk to him.
I can't even wave at him.
What's wrong with me?

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

why is it hard to talk to him? I get shy around him, i can't even stand by him. wtf is wrong with me?
Why does he have an effect on me? why him? he's popular and i'm a loner/shy kid (loud)
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"why are you always distracted" Because of him
"why don't you talk to him?" Because his friend group/i'm shy to
"why are you so quiet these days" Because i hate my voice/because of him
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I just want to NOT love him...
I just want to talk to him
but i'm scared to
i'm so fucking desperate to talk to him.
but i can't even wave at him, stand by him.

why am i like this

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I like him.
I really do.
For valentines, I should do a secret admirer except. That sounds creepy, Right?
Should i just like, tell him
or not? it's been only recently since we;ve met

 

[Rengya_Utoma]

I like him.
I really do.
For valentines, I should do a secret admirer except. That sounds creepy, Right?
Should i just like, tell him
or not? it's been only recently since we;ve met

rizz em up

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

rizz em up

REN WHAT
(Pauses)
How?

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

I’m such a selfish b*tch
What the hell is wrong with me?
I think it was better of with me shutting my mouth…I should have never said anything no matter how hard I try to do something it always ends up the wrong way I’m so damn selfish, I’m such a mistake, a disappointment I do nothing but make people feel like shit why can’t I just shut my mouth? I didn’t think about what I was saying or what was gonna happen I’m such a mistake I wanna try to fix this but I’m scared I’m really scared I don’t know why I’m scared I’m such a b*tch a selfish person who only cares about their self and doesn’t think about others and is not aware that their hurting the people around them…..the people they love….I hate myself I think everyone is better off without me I’m such a horrible person I don’t deserve love at all

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I’m such a selfish b*tch
What the hell is wrong with me?
I think it was better of with me shutting my mouth…I should have never said anything no matter how hard I try to do something it always ends up the wrong way I’m so damn selfish, I’m such a mistake, a disappointment I do nothing but make people feel like shit why can’t I just shut my mouth? I didn’t think about what I was saying or what was gonna happen I’m such a mistake I wanna try to fix this but I’m scared I’m really scared I don’t know why I’m scared I’m such a b*tch a selfish person who only cares about their self and doesn’t think about others and is not aware that their hurting the people around them…..the people they love….I hate myself I think everyone is better off without me I’m such a horrible person I don’t deserve love at all

no u arent pookums
i love u and u arent a disappointment or a mistake

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

no u arent pookums
i love u and u arent a disappointment or a mistake

I hurt him and I feel so horrible for jumping to conclusions I hate myself he deserves to be treated like a prince not like shit

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I hurt him and I feel so horrible for jumping to conclusions I hate myself he deserves to be treated like a prince to like shit

who tf is him
and no he doesn't

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Sorry I ment *not
A person I’m dating
I was in the wrong anyway so

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

Sorry I ment not

A person I’m dating
I was in the wrong anyway so

*not

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Sorry

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

its ok

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

I just really need to make it up to him but every time I try I end up starting something