❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[vampyrxe]

Past few days are good, I hope it stays that way.

 

[vampyrxe]

Past few days are good, I hope it stays that way.

Nvm.

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

maybe i should have been quiet...maybe i should yk..

 

[iiserene]

welp now things are awkward
and i was so sure he liked me too..
"hey _ ur girlfriend is coming" - his bsf
"shut up she isn't my girlfriend. we arent dating and wont be"

ouch okay
I make it so obvious too so if he liked me he would of said smth
the whole friend group is in a rly awkward place rn..

 

[vampyrxe]

I wake up with horrible anxiety everyday, today I watched something funny while eating breakfast and it really helped me. I'll try and do this everyday

 

[iiserene]

I wake up with horrible anxiety everyday, today I watched something funny while eating breakfast and it really helped me. I'll try and do this everyday

glad to know u found something that made u feel better <3

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I used to be sure, That I wouldn't feel like shit.
But, Now. I'm more sensitive than back in 2nd-3rd.
I have lower self- esteem.
In 3rd grade I used to be really happy..

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Am I pretty?
am I useful?
What if I was never born, would they be happy?
If I never existed would they be happy?
Am I worthless?
I’m so damn sensitive
Why do I cry so much?
I’m so worthless
They hate me
I can’t be me around people anymore

 

[izyun]

I wake up with horrible anxiety everyday, today I watched something funny while eating breakfast and it really helped me. I'll try and do this everyday

yay ! im glad you found a coping mechanism and that you found a way to feel better<3

 

[izyun]

is it bad that my own skin color is my insecurity.

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

is it bad that my own skin color is my insecurity.

You shouldn’t be insecure about that you just need to know that your beautiful even if your dark or light your still beautiful just the way you are

 

[izyun]

You shouldn’t be insecure about that you just need to know that your beautiful even if your dark or light your still beautiful just the way you are

its hard when its getting constantly pointed out.

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Then let them say something it’s their opinion and it’s not like it matters because at the end of the day their opinion is not gonna make you become a big and famous super star

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Be who YOU are not what OTHERS want you to be

 

[izyun]

Then let them say something it’s their opinion and it’s not like it matters because at the end of the day their opinion is not gonna make you become a big and famous super star

its hard.

 

[izyun]

Be who YOU are not what OTHERS want you to be

when im trying to be who i am, i get criticized, i cant.

 

[❣️『♪・っいっ_うぃふぇ・♪』❣️]

Hun it’s ok to feel like that sometimes I feel the same way but as long as the person the person/people that care about you the most don’t say anything then other’s opinion don’t matter only yours and that person/people

 

[izyun]

Hun it’s ok to feel like that sometimes I feel the same way but as long as the person the person/people that care about you the most don’t say anything then other’s opinion don’t matter only yours and that person/people

the people who care are the ones who do it.

 

[iiserene]

today actually wasnt half bad

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

rather be anyone else
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i might join my school's academic decathlon team but that'll be more mental pressure.
the school & staff and principal and magnet coordinator expect ME to do beyond great. no I don't mean this cause they've told all students at assemblies but because THEY KNOW ME. since I've appeared on TV representing my school, I've met with the celebrities which are my school sponsors & CEOs and important ppl of the entertainment industry. THE STAFF HAVE SEEN ME and even though they don't tell me (well they have once or twice), THEY ARE COUNTING ON ME TO BE THE STAR STUDENT AND BE THE BEST

and I like that they have such a view of me, but it fucking sucks
I'm Blessed-Cursed