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When it was my bday I got f*cking threats and no appreciation posts from my friends but as soon as it’s HER birthday, everyone’s praising her and saying how beautiful she is. Then they tell me I’m a sl*t, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I’m short, I have acne. I f*cking hate it.
 
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my mum told me as i was sitting down eating breakfast this weekend
"you look a little fat. Maybe just the way you're sitting though" (in calm tone)

geez thanks
like I don't already plan to starve myself or do something to loose weight

then again sunday night after coming him frim the beach she says it again

MUM I KNOW
IM TRYING TO NOT BE FAT ANYMORE
 
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i was just having a mental breakdown about my grades

I hadn't done my film presentation project
I was trying to stay awake and do it but didn't
my teacher moved the due date to tonight

I swear to god I was about to start crying a little because film IS MY THING
I may be trash at every other subject, but film is what I'm known for
my teachers know I AM good at film
so I HAVE to be good at it or if not I disappoint

and this is what I hate:
being the "smart/gifted student" that everyone knows
because everyone has a set image of me and I don't want to let them down
I don't want to be a failure in the eyes of those who think so highly of me

because if not, then I'm good at nothing and disappoint everyone

I HAVE to be good
I have to be above the rest when it comes to film, because I JUST have to
otherwise I'm nothing and its better to be something rather than nothing
 
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One of my best friends is starting to not talk to me.. I feel like its my fault..
So today in chorus we sat on the risers and she starting talking to one of my friends, and she didn't even say hi to me, so I said "hi" and she was like "Hello :)" and I was upset because she didn't say anything else, and a few minutes later I said "Why aren't you talking to me?" And she was like "Okay I'll talk to you.." and she seemed a little upset so I didn't say anything else. And her best friend (which is my best best friend currently) was upset because she didn't even speak to her. And I felt like I ruined their friendship by stealing her.. and I told my best best friend "I'm sorry for ruining (name) and ur friendship.." and I thought she would be upset but she said "ehh, it's okay" and when I texted my best friend earlier she didn't even text like herself. Was it my fault?? Because I was upset and came into the picture so suddenly? (I'm so grateful with my other friends and my best best friend I'm so glad I found them 💓) but I feel like she's finding better friends because I talk to my best best friend on call for like 2-3 hours a day.. but even if we aren't friends anymore I wish the best to her, I would never declare her my enemy.
(Please excuse my grammar lmao)
 
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simply_moa said:
One of my best friends is starting to not talk to me.. I feel like its my fault..
So today in chorus we sat on the risers and she starting talking to one of my friends, and she didn't even say hi to me, so I said "hi" and she was like "Hello :)" and I was upset because she didn't say anything else, and a few minutes later I said "Why aren't you talking to me?" And she was like "Okay I'll talk to you.." and she seemed a little upset so I didn't say anything else. And her best friend (which is my best best friend currently) was upset because she didn't even speak to her. And I felt like I ruined their friendship by stealing her.. and I told my best best friend "I'm sorry for ruining (name) and ur friendship.." and I thought she would be upset but she said "ehh, it's okay" and when I texted my best friend earlier she didn't even text like herself. Was it my fault?? Because I was upset and came into the picture so suddenly? (I'm so grateful with my other friends and my best best friend I'm so glad I found them 💓) but I feel like she's finding better friends because I talk to my best best friend on call for like 2-3 hours a day.. but even if we aren't friends anymore I wish the best to her, I would never declare her my enemy.
(Please excuse my grammar lmao)
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And her bio says "your parents notice your FAKE FRIENDS before u do"
So you've been friends with my best best friend for 2 years and you've been friends with me for 1 year?? So that's why you gonna "call" us for 20 minutes every day now.
My best best friend relyed on you sm. I'm so fcking mad. I have never felt this upset at someone in my life.
 
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simply_moa said:
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And her bio says "your parents notice your FAKE FRIENDS before u do"
So you've been friends with my best best friend for 2 years and you've been friends with me for 1 year?? So that's why you gonna "call" us for 20 minutes every day now.
My best best friend relyed on you sm. I'm so fcking mad. I have never felt this upset at someone in my life.
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simply_moa said:
One of my best friends is starting to not talk to me.. I feel like its my fault..
So today in chorus we sat on the risers and she starting talking to one of my friends, and she didn't even say hi to me, so I said "hi" and she was like "Hello :)" and I was upset because she didn't say anything else, and a few minutes later I said "Why aren't you talking to me?" And she was like "Okay I'll talk to you.." and she seemed a little upset so I didn't say anything else. And her best friend (which is my best best friend currently) was upset because she didn't even speak to her. And I felt like I ruined their friendship by stealing her.. and I told my best best friend "I'm sorry for ruining (name) and ur friendship.." and I thought she would be upset but she said "ehh, it's okay" and when I texted my best friend earlier she didn't even text like herself. Was it my fault?? Because I was upset and came into the picture so suddenly? (I'm so grateful with my other friends and my best best friend I'm so glad I found them 💓) but I feel like she's finding better friends because I talk to my best best friend on call for like 2-3 hours a day.. but even if we aren't friends anymore I wish the best to her, I would never declare her my enemy.
(Please excuse my grammar lmao)
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Edit: We are starting to resolve from this, and I totally blame myself for causing drama. She wanted to be left alone and I will always respect people's boundaries. I'm so sorry for making her a like a literal bad person.
 
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