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lynch.

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i just took 6 Advils. idk if i'm gonna die
im scared
after my mom came home i started crying
she asked me what's wrong
i told her that I tried to overdose
she didn't believe me and told me to do my extra schoolwork and to stop being an attention wh0re
now my stomach and my chest hurts
and i feel like i'm trapped in an endless cylce of going to the bathroom to puke, crying, and coming back out just fine
how do I call for help if nobody believes me?
i can't call anybody, not even 911
i dont wanna die, why did I do this??
god i hate what I did
I hope i wake up tomorrow just fine
im sorry please forgive me
im sorry please forgive me
im sorry please forgive me
im sorry please forgive me
im sorry please forgive me
 

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I'm dizzy. I'm throwing up. I'm scared. But I'm ready. If I'm not online tomorrow-- I'm probably dead or in a hospital. I don't want to deal with anything. I lost a friend- haven't ate--- I want to die. Im ready for it all to come down. I am. I love you all and if I don't live... Fancy, fucking woo.
 

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I'm dizzy. I'm throwing up. I'm scared. But I'm ready. If I'm not online tomorrow-- I'm probably dead or in a hospital. I don't want to deal with anything. I lost a friend- haven't ate--- I want to die. Im ready for it all to come down. I am. I love you all and if I don't live... Fancy, fucking woo.
I hope you're okay. <3
 

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I'm dizzy. I'm throwing up. I'm scared. But I'm ready. If I'm not online tomorrow-- I'm probably dead or in a hospital. I don't want to deal with anything. I lost a friend- haven't ate--- I want to die. Im ready for it all to come down. I am. I love you all and if I don't live... Fancy, fucking woo.
I'm not dead. That sucks. Now---the not dying part, Kereiidatte. Nope not working.
 

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trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma it makes me feel insane
I'm going insane
bye :)
 

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trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma trauma it makes me feel insane
I'm going insane
bye :)
Okay-- that's impressive. But trauma bad : (
 

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I have a headache, my arm hurts, i cant feel my hand, i can barely keep my eyes open, I'm still in school, whats going on with me, is something wrong, do i need help? do i need o go back i don't want to go back don't make me go back i gont want to go back there i cant go back there I'm scared to go back don't make me I'm sorry for everything dont make me go back don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't d not do it plesse
 

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I have a headache, my arm hurts, i cant feel my hand, i can barely keep my eyes open, I'm still in school, whats going on with me, is something wrong, do i need help? do i need o go back i don't want to go back don't make me go back i gont want to go back there i cant go back there I'm scared to go back don't make me I'm sorry for everything dont make me go back don't don't don't don't don't don't don't don't d not do it plesse
Are you still there? Please call someone for help
 

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the lights hurt my eyes its too bright i cant take it i want to go to sleep cant i just sleep I'm insane I'm insane I'm sorry I'm sorry don't get mad but no i cant think i cant please stop please make it stop just make it stop
 

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my heads spinning its so loud its so loud i cant think straight i cant do this i want to sleep just let me sleep stop tormenting me get out of my head and let me be let me sleep let me heal let me be alone I'm sorry I'm sorry for being dramatic I'm sorry for ratting you out I'm sorry for getting you in trouble just leave me alone
 

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the lights hurt my eyes its too bright i cant take it i want to go to sleep cant i just sleep I'm insane I'm insane I'm sorry I'm sorry don't get mad but no i cant think i cant please stop please make it stop just make it stop
Try this.
Take deep breaths. Close your eyes, focus on the textures you feel under your fingers. Sit down. Deep breaths. Move slowly. No rush. Take another deep breath. Feel the ground under your feet. Call someone if you can. Remember to take deep breaths. One motion at a time. Please try this. I love you. Please help yourself. Deep breaths. Youre loved. Youre worth the worry, and you arent insane. More deep breaths
 

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i'm so tired. and i think that's what starts half of my rants but it's such a big problem i don't even know how to put into words how horrible i feel lmao. i'm not getting any better and that's the problem with my mom ig. now it's not just anxiety i'm showing heavy signs of depression and signs of adhd 😸🙏 everyday is the same and i always have the same shitty feeling. i think freedom would help but i'm not getting that anytime soon. people telling me "i love you" or "im so proud of you" or "im here for you" are starting to mean less because it just simply isn't the truth. they don't care and they just leave anyways.
 

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i'm so tired. and i think that's what starts half of my rants but it's such a big problem i don't even know how to put into words how horrible i feel lmao. i'm not getting any better and that's the problem with my mom ig. now it's not just anxiety i'm showing heavy signs of depression and signs of adhd 😸🙏 everyday is the same and i always have the same shitty feeling. i think freedom would help but i'm not getting that anytime soon. people telling me "i love you" or "im so proud of you" or "im here for you" are starting to mean less because it just simply isn't the truth. they don't care and they just leave anyways.
They do care. They do love you. I love you <3 And that is the truth sweetheart
 
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