please do I don't want you to struggle like thatI'll try
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i feel so much guilt for the things i’ve done, im starting to believe i deserve everything that has happened to me. i thought i was a good person, a decent person atleast but im starting to rethink that. ive made so many mistakes and i can’t get them out of my head. i just want to be happy with myself but i can’t even do that. i want to make friends and be good to them but i cant even do that. why is everything so complicated for me. i really dont know why i act the way i do, its frustrating when i do things and i dont know where its coming from. i’m 15 not a fucking baby, i can’t deal with myself being like this. everything is so difficult and im trying my best but it’s hard. i wanna be proud to be who i am, i can’t find a single thing that’s positive about myself. how can i be satisfied with myself. i can’t keep living like this, its draining. i’d give anything to be a good person, but ive done so much wrong. so fucking much. the person i hate the most is myself, everyday im forced to be here. i’m so tired, i don’t know how to fix myself. i’m so exhausted. it’s mostly times when my thoughts are roaming free where i realize im exhausted with myself. part of me hopes nobody ever gets to spend the rest of their life with me. it’s exhausting to be with me. i want to start over so bad. i’ve met so many amazing people and ive lost most of them. i want to be a good person for people. i want to be somebody who is easy to trust, but i mess that all up for myself. i feel like a nobody sometimes and it just hurts. what am i supposed to do with myself? i don’t want this.
These feelings, while painful, are common experiences, especially for teenagers and individuals going through puberty, and there are effective strategies and resources to help you manage them and build a more positive self-image. When you have a negative thought like I'm a bad person, I can't do anything right, question its validity. Is it based on fact or assumption? Try to reframe it into a more balanced or hopeful thought, like, I made a mistake, but that doesn't make me a bad person, or I can get better with practice. Try to build relationships with people who are supportive and appreciate you. Connecting with others who may share similar experiences can help reduce feelings of isolation. If these feelings persist and interfere with your daily life, speaking with a mental health professional like a counselor or therapist can be very beneficial, therapies like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) can provide specific skills to manage intense emotions and challenge negative thought patterns.
okay so like before i say anything i js wanted to put everything here bc i lowk have no one else to tell i js need to yap
so basically ive js been not knowing where i belong in life. with friends, its like im js there bc im friends with them and i rly serve no purpose. with family, im constantly being treated like shit while my siblings get spoiled by my parents. its so tiring for me bc this is something that happens everyday. idk what my purpose is and i genuinely feel like no one wants me here.
idek if that made sence bc i suck at explaining but yeah
so basically ive js been not knowing where i belong in life. with friends, its like im js there bc im friends with them and i rly serve no purpose. with family, im constantly being treated like shit while my siblings get spoiled by my parents. its so tiring for me bc this is something that happens everyday. idk what my purpose is and i genuinely feel like no one wants me here.
idek if that made sence bc i suck at explaining but yeah
THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEELokay so like before i say anything i js wanted to put everything here bc i lowk have no one else to tell i js need to yap
so basically ive js been not knowing where i belong in life. with friends, its like im js there bc im friends with them and i rly serve no purpose. with family, im constantly being treated like shit while my siblings get spoiled by my parents. its so tiring for me bc this is something that happens everyday. idk what my purpose is and i genuinely feel like no one wants me here.
idek if that made sence bc i suck at explaining but yeah
my parents are constantly telling me that I’m spoilt even tho ik that my other sibling are treated way better than me. It’s so freaking unfair. I’ve done everything to make them happy and they hate me the most. I always do everything wrong in their eyes. When I try to complain they tell me ‘why are u still here? Leave then.’ I love my friends to little pieces, but tbh, I’m not a massive part of the group, like, if I left , no-one wld be affected. And even then my friend group changes pretty much after each holiday. I js feel like a wall. I’m there but no-one rlly cares.
idk how to explain, but like, whenever I go out with my family to the mall or smth, and we’re all walking, I step back and walk behind them. Then I realise how they don’t notice that I’m not there. They’re js a happy family of 4, and then there’s me. Like I don’t exist or they don’t care enough to turn around.
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uhm so just a few minutes ago my mom got mad at me cause i was too scared to order pizza. why do i have to be like this? why do i have to have anxiety and be scared of everything? i also just feel like no one likes me or wants me around even on here. i feel annoying and like i wont ever fit in. what is point of being here if no one cares about me?
I reached out for help again today I never realized how much pressure I have been in until I was repeated my own words to myself.
I am getting better but I still feel stuck in sort of a loop of self hate and depression. I feel like my feeling had affected others in ways I never thought they would. I am pushing to get better and see myself as pretty but it can be hard when I am constantly going back to my old habits.
I want everything to be normal again.
I am getting better but I still feel stuck in sort of a loop of self hate and depression. I feel like my feeling had affected others in ways I never thought they would. I am pushing to get better and see myself as pretty but it can be hard when I am constantly going back to my old habits.
I want everything to be normal again.
Don't worry, I'm as shy as you; I can't even order food at a restaurant without trembling. I'm sorry you feel like no one cares about you. But don't give up hope; many people, including me, can relate to having anxiety and being timid. I'm here to listen if you want to let your feelings out or vent.
So I've been feeling like people find me dull or hate me. I am as shy, timid, and frail as a rabbit. I try to talk to people, and it's so hard to get their attention. When I finally get them to look, I don't even get to finish my sentence; either they try to talk to someone else, or someone else tries to speak to them. I'm glad I have real friends, they aren't popular, they are asian or European otakus who talk about K-pop, J-pop, dramas, manga, and games. I've been trying to make new friends, but they have so much ego, and I have social anxiety. That's pretty much all they talk about; they don't know most of the groups and vocalists I stan because I'm mostly into 1st and 2nd gen. Lately, I've heard people trash-talking my orientation. Also, I'm scared to tell people, and I'm worried it would spread if I told someone, since most people in my school resent those people. I always sleep on it and think about it. For my otaku acquaintances, I'm not sure if they support or have an interest in boys' love since most of them are in love with girls from manga or a random NPC from a video game. I'm also hesitant to tell them about the manga character I like, because I don't want my friendships to be strained or tarnished by a bad reputation. It feels sad to leave 2025. It felt like a great year. I'm not looking forward to getting older or attending classes. Every spoiled, egocentric, popular kid is enjoying their break, and I'm left to suffer with social resentment.
locked up in my room cuz drunk man are my biggest fear since childhood
i feel like a horrible sister for not being girly bro im lit my sisters ONLY sister ik she just wants me to be like A GIRL which i am i know im not trans but idk
tonight i was supposed to end it but ig ill stay here
i was scared if it would hurt
i was scared if it would hurt
talk to me if you want okay??? my dms are open to you if you’d like to talk about anything at all. i’m sorry to hear that you were thinking about that
i might talk to you but prob in the middle of the night or sum
that’s okay:3
thank you karu <3
OF COURSE<3 i’ll always reply no matter what it’s about
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I have officially had my new phone for a couple days, so I sent her one more message on my old phone just to see, just to see if maybe she changed her mind, but I have said (although even if I would like one) that I don't need an explanation and stuff like that. Citing I see why she no longer wants to be my friend etc etc, and that its okay.
I'll only have my old phone for a couple more days, so if she doesn't reply that's it. I don't want to bother her anymore, its just sad this was the way it had to go after 13 years of friendship. I'll be a little sad for a while but my Mum says unfortunately friendships breaking like this is normal and people leave.
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