ok so I recently got back from a vacation to the USA where I visited my cousins and we went to universal together… I kid you not I have never felt more myself in my life, ever. I laughed so much, and I felt, myself. Well fast forward a week and I’m back in the UK praying that my true self can just.. come out? I just want to be proud and not scared of who I truly am, so that I’m not just known as the “nice girl” who is never acknowledged and is constantly used as a personal doormat or brick wall, but instead be looked at with respect. I’m scared to be myself at school, because I know damn well my “friends” and class will have a problem with it.
I just want to be the loud, happy loyal friend who didn’t give a f/ck about what people think of me instead of this insecure overthinking person who constantly worries about the people that don’t matter.
I just want to be the loud, happy loyal friend who didn’t give a f/ck about what people think of me instead of this insecure overthinking person who constantly worries about the people that don’t matter.