❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

Why is it that every time i put others in-font off me and I choose to put myself first thats when they want to make me feel guilty and that i’m the bad guy for doing so?

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

Why is it that every time i put others in-font off me and I choose to put myself first thats when they want to make me feel guilty and that i’m the bad guy for doing so?

Idk it’s a weird situation

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

Why is it that every time i put others in-font off me and I choose to put myself first thats when they want to make me feel guilty and that i’m the bad guy for doing so?

I get it, it's actually really weird, that's how it works
People will tell you to focus on yourself, but then tell you that you are selfish if you do so
Just be yourself, and if people can't like the real you, it is not your fault
I stopped pretending, lost a lot of friends, but in the end, I had real friends who actually love me for me
You choose who you want to put in front, yourself or others. You can always do both
Make sure you have enought time for yourself but also save some time for others who actually enjoy the time you spend with them
Most of the time, you don't realize you aren't being yourself, but it becomes more obvious the more you think about it

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

I get it, it's actually really weird, that's how it works
People will tell you to focus on yourself, but then tell you that you are selfish if you do so
Just be yourself, and if people can't like the real you, it is not your fault
I stopped pretending, lost a lot of friends, but in the end, I had real friends who actually love me for me
You choose who you want to put in front, yourself or others. You can always do both
Make sure you have enought time for yourself but also save some time for others who actually enjoy the time you spend with them
Most of the time, you don't realize you aren't being yourself, but it becomes more obvious the more you think about it

Aww thank you sm Gigi this really helped i’ve just been really stressed out and it’s like theres no where for me to take a long break

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

Aww thank you sm Gigi this really helped i’ve just been really stressed out and it’s like theres no where for me to take a long break

I am glad I could help you can always talk to me if you feel stressed ok?
I get it me too but you have to stay strong and get the thing that stress you out ,out of your head

yk like boom boom girl power

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

I am glad I could help you can always talk to me if you feel stressed ok?
I get it me too but you have to stay strong and get the thing that stress you out ,out of your head

yk like boom boom girl power

Help that was funny

But i don’t want to stress you because i know you’re going through your own stuff as well

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

Help that was funny

But i don’t want to stress you because i know you’re going through your own stuff as well

again have some time for yourself then worry about others

i am doing good and have profecionla help some people don't have that

so feel free to text me

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

again have some time for yourself then worry about others

i am doing good and have profecionla help some people don't have that

so feel free to text me

Ok thank you sm gigi<3

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

Ok thank you sm gigi<3

ofc!

 

[ɪᴊᴀʜ.ᐟ ࣭ ⭑]

i wish my mom had a better daughter

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

why don't you see I am trying my best to eat rn
I gained so much weight i hate myself even more
but for you I won't stop eating
I used to only eat when i almost passed out but now I actually eat breakfast
But you didn't notice that, all you noticed are the dishes that i didn't have time to do
I eat dinner with you now, i used to go to sleep so i didn't have to
But you didn't notice me luaghing at the dinner table you just noticed that what I am eating isn't "real food"
I am trying, I couldn't eat at all now it's hard to eat healthy food
It's easier if I eat what I actually want
and I am sorry I gained weight I know you were proud of me for gettting rid of my insecurity
I will try again but this time it has to be healthy so it will take longer ok?

I wish I could say this to you but you wouldn't understand

 

[Yunbear]

im not good enough because I can’t get first place?
I’m not good enough because I cant do anything?
i’m not good enough because it’s my fault I have stress?
i hate myself…

 

[˖⋆ 𝒮𝔞𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔢ꫂ᭪݁ ⋆˖]

t.w: possible e.d(?)

im worried about my friend, whenever we hang out she barely eats her food. And it’s not like ‘she’s probably not hungry’ is that that’s the time when we fast (so we don’t eat or drink anything till like sunset). So I’m worried and whenever we get food she always just gives it to me. I don’t wanna talk abt it with her cause i dont feel like she’ll be comfortable w it.

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

EH, I feel like I get attached easily and very clingy. I have lost so many people and just don't want to lose any more
I say "I love you" so much it actually gets annoying, but I hate the feeling that someone might hate me, and I don't want anyone to feel that way. I love a lot of people, not romantically, but in a way that I trust them and feel happy around them
I know I get overly clingy sometimes, and I am trying to fix it, but IDK how
I usually don't make friends fast because of how much I am scared of losing them in the end
It's right before high school, and I am scared the people I am friends with will leave so I just don't make friends
I am so mean to everyone for no reason, and I can't understand why so I just don't talk

Hopefully, what my therapist said is true, and saying my feelings can actually make things better

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

EH, I feel like I get attached easily and very clingy. I have lost so many people and just don't want to lose any more
I say "I love you" so much it actually gets annoying, but I hate the feeling that someone might hate me, and I don't want anyone to feel that way. I love a lot of people, not romantically, but in a way that I trust them and feel happy around them
I know I get overly clingy sometimes, and I am trying to fix it, but IDK how
I usually don't make friends fast because of how much I am scared of losing them in the end
It's right before high school, and I am scared the people I am friends with will leave so I just don't make friends
I am so mean to everyone for no reason, and I can't understand why so I just don't talk

Hopefully, what my therapist said is true, and saying my feelings can actually make things better

Yes gigi pls speak your heart out pls talk to me pls get comfortable and love other people and pls tell people that they are loved
Btw i love you and i want whats best for you<3

 

[SukiSuki~]

I'm terrified of trying to like someone again, I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt them. But now I think I've terrified myself so much that I can't have romantic feelings towards real people... If I think I could like someone and try to get closer to them, my heart gives up so quickly. I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to actually like someone again and that's the most terrifying thought I've ever had.

 

[~WinterThe1&Only~]

Lowk thinking abt signing myself up for military school or enter the military when I'm of age that way my dad can finally have the millitary daughter that he wants bc he was one too in mexico that way I can also get away from everything for a while too
I hate my classmates sm they see me breakdown and suddenly they give a shit about me as if they aren't going to talk Abt it and make fun of my breakdowns when I don't notice.
I hate how I think my friends care about me when I know I'm just going to end up pushing them away and end up alone
I hate how I've been in so many friend groups and somehow I always blame myself for other peoples mistakes and fuck ups I blame me I say I fucked up even when I didn't do shit
I hate how I cant be myself anymore I hate how much I've masked my true emotions I hate how much I hate myself I hate how I'm not pretty I hate my body I hate everything Abt me I hate how sensitive I am I hate how I'm never enough for anyone i hate that I cant be the perfect older sister and daughter for my parents I also hate that everyone says I'm so happy and they wish they could be me cuz I'm so happy little do they know its just my mask under it I'm a hot mess crying for help

 

[★彡HωαѕTιαяα * ࿐]

I really thought he was a real person..

 

[~WinterThe1&Only~]

I really thought he was a real person..

who if u don't mind me asking wanna talk I'm here for anyone who needs it <3 idc if I don't know u if u need to talk I'm here

 

[SukiSuki~]

And I embarrassed myself in front of her again
She still hasn't responded to my text
Maybe it didn't go as well as I thought it had...