❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[‧˚꒰🎸୭ᢉ𐭩ᵎᵎ𝗌𐓣αƶƶ𝗒𖦹⋆🐿️˚｡⋆]

nah bro you're different.

wdym

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

wdym

you just seem different. Maybe youre tired??

 

[‧˚꒰🎸୭ᢉ𐭩ᵎᵎ𝗌𐓣αƶƶ𝗒𖦹⋆🐿️˚｡⋆]

you just seem different. Maybe youre tired??

nah im alr dw

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

nah im alr dw

hmmmm fine if I'll let you go.. just talk to me whenever somethings wrong okay?

 

[‧˚꒰🎸୭ᢉ𐭩ᵎᵎ𝗌𐓣αƶƶ𝗒𖦹⋆🐿️˚｡⋆]

hmmmm fine if I'll let you go.. just talk to me whenever somethings wrong okay?

ok thx

 

[laufey]

I used to be friends with this girl, and I thought she was my friend, but she would take every chance to back-stab me. Whenever it became the other way around, I was the one to blame, and she would make a huge deal out of it. Now, whenever I talk to her, it just feels really empty. She's also an attention seeker as well, always trying to be the teacher's pet. Everyone is her friend, but I don't think anyone is a genuine friend. I presume they're friends with her only to gain something eventually.

 

[🍓Yunberry🍓]

I used to be friends with this girl, and I thought she was my friend, but she would take every chance to back-stab me. Whenever it became the other way around, I was the one to blame, and she would make a huge deal out of it. Now, whenever I talk to her, it just feels really empty. She's also an attention seeker as well, always trying to be the teacher's pet. Everyone is her friend, but I don't think anyone is a genuine friend. I presume they're friends with her only to gain something eventually.

I kinda get you, I also have a classmate who apparently wants to become friends just to look like shes friendly but she’s pretty bossy and just yeah, its okay tho dont try to talk to her and if she blames you again, try to talk abt the truth with the teacher alone, so that the teacher can see both the perspirations

 

[Kenji]

we slow danced

we held hands

we danced together

took professional photos together

spent majority of the night together

you linked arms with me when we walked together

then you went and let a girl take weird photos with you

you slow danced with that girl

argued with me in the car

forced me to vent

expressed how much you cared for me

called me beautiful

said i have so much potential

said i have a bright future

and then you said

"you're my best platonic friend"

 

[Kenji]

I've never really liked someone so much before. So much heartbreak in just a few months is killing me. So I have to distance myself

I want to get over him, I do. If I don't, I don't know how I'll act when he finds someone else

But if I do get over him, will I even want to be his friend anymore? Will I still treat him the same?

Maybe he won't notice

I won't visit his 3rd period class anymore. I won't wait for him or look for him during breakfast before the bell rings so we can walk together

I'll unpin him and restrict him on instagram. I won't text him anymore.

I won't ask to hangout anymore.

When I told him "there are going to be some changes after today" he flipped out and tried asking what multiple times

but I couldn't tell him

I don't think I've seen him so mad before

but he'll be fine

 

[Kenji]

when i say these things I do, it's all stuff I do

he never texts first

he never asks to hang out with me

he never visits my classes

I always turn around and walk with him instead of vice versa

It's always me

 

[chaerycola]

i was always too scared to do stuff like that
but atp i think i deserve it

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I am still a child ...... your child, that you chose to have

 

[Kenji]

uhmm

i posted on my note at like 3 pm.. and it currently says "I mean, what's stopping me atp"

it has something to do with what kai and i argued about saturday

but

as soon as i posted the note, he responded to it

"from??"

he has no idea i have him restricted on instagram and i have no plans of talking to him anymore until maybe prom


unfortunately, i failed today bc he caught me in the hallway and talked to me omw to 1st period

i have to get over him bruh i cant anymore

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

i wish i could be understood

 

[・Gia_Who?・]

I am actually so tired, I keep getting in trouble for things that normally no one gets in trouble for
My nightmares keep coming back. I haven't had them in a while, and it's even worse now
I have been better recently, but I feel like it's getting worse than it was before
My therapist said I should try a different medication that doesn't make me as tired, but none really work
My sleep is getting better, of course, but the more I sleep, the worse my nightmares get
My therapist says speaking my mind could help me, but for a long time I have been trying that and it only somtimes really works

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

Why did I see her scars? She never told me she did that. Why did I not ask? Was it okay to ask? I’m scared.

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

I’m just a freak

today im energetic

the next day im “sad”

i used to text her a lot

her lies were getting obvious

is it my fault she’s insecure?

i want to be kind

but for some reason i just get told to ‘shut up’

im sorry you shouldn’t be with me

would that be better?

 

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

over it

 

[IZZYY!!]

i deleted it)

 

[ashbarkpoopooluvyuki]

Why can’t my parents pay enough attention to me. Why can’t they realize I’m losing my will to live. Why can’t they realizing I’ve been cutting myself so I don’t kill myself from the depression and stress. Why can’t they notice I want to die why do they pretend my well being and mental health doesn’t matter. Why can’t they realize I don’t eat because I am insecure of my weight. Why can’t they notice the reason I sleep a lot is to get away from reality. When are they gonna wake up and notice I was raped for 3 years of my life. 3 years of my childhood taken away by selfish people who used a child for her body. Why. I want to get proper help but who’s gonna believe little ol me who’s always been such a happy kid. I’m on the verge of ending my life. I want to live till I’m older but with the state I’m in I don’t think I’m gonna last any longer.

Izzyyyyy I’m here for you!!
Just know that we aren’t supposed to talk about ******* in the forums. Please talk to someone in DMs for it