❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

I have officially had my new phone for a couple days, so I sent her one more message on my old phone just to see, just to see if maybe she changed her mind, but I have said (although even if I would like one) that I don't need an explanation and stuff like that. Citing I see why she no longer wants to be my friend etc etc, and that its okay.

I'll only have my old phone for a couple more days, so if she doesn't reply that's it. I don't want to bother her anymore, its just sad this was the way it had to go after 13 years of friendship. I'll be a little sad for a while but my Mum says unfortunately friendships breaking like this is normal and people leave.

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i saw your message a few months ago
i juts wanted to let you know that im praying for you and for her to respond ❤
i feel the same way; one of my friends left and she wont respond to her email even though i sent messages to her before

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

Spoiler: storytimeeee!!!

despite how much I dislike black pink and their racists tendencies there will always be a part of me that's grateful for them, they're the girls that saved my life, I was about to take a bottle full of pills because I was hurting after the death of my father I had my music on full blast headphones on laying on my bed about to swallow but I paused as I heard "don't know what to do" start to play, I was sort of in a trance almost, I listened to the lyrics and started to cry, was this a sign I'm still not sure but I got up and ran to the bathroom sink gagging and throwing up the pills as I just slid down the wall and cried until I couldn't anymore

I realized that there was many people in my life who I love and then I suddenly wanted to meet even more people to share my love and affection with

anyway small little story hopes this helps some ppl ik the old me would've appreciated this immensely

 

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

Spoiler: storytimeeee!!!

despite how much I dislike black pink and their racists tendencies there will always be a part of me that's grateful for them, they're the girls that saved my life, I was about to take a bottle full of pills because I was hurting after the death of my father I had my music on full blast headphones on laying on my bed about to swallow but I paused as I heard "don't know what to do" start to play, I was sort of in a trance almost, I listened to the lyrics and started to cry, was this a sign I'm still not sure but I got up and ran to the bathroom sink gagging and throwing up the pills as I just slid down the wall and cried until I couldn't anymore

I realized that there was many people in my life who I love and then I suddenly wanted to meet even more people to share my love and affection with

anyway small little story hopes this helps some ppl ik the old me would've appreciated this immensely

im sorry you felt this way seul please dont do it again
id suggest listening to the rosie album by rosé it makes me feel better when im sad

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

im sorry you felt this way seul please dont do it again
id suggest listening to the rosie album by rosé it makes me feel better when im sad

I wont dw plus I was young and dumb I also love Rosie it just has like the perfect chill kinda moody vibe

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

i saw your message a few months ago
i juts wanted to let you know that im praying for you and for her to respond ❤
i feel the same way; one of my friends left and she wont respond to her email even though i sent messages to her before

awe thats really nice of you

yeah its just really hard to go through, if I did something that made her uncomfortable I would wish I knew so I could apologize at least.

 

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

awe thats really nice of you

yeah its just really hard to go through, if I did something that made her uncomfortable I would wish I knew so I could apologize at least.

the feelings mutual unfortunately i feel like its my fault my friend left
dont worry, one day im sure shell come back in contact with you

 

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

I wont dw plus I was young and dumb I also love Rosie it just has like the perfect chill kinda moody vibe

good good and yes rosie is so peak
talk to me if you ever feel like that againn

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

the feelings mutual unfortunately i feel like its my fault my friend left
dont worry, one day im sure shell come back in contact with you

I hope you hear back from her/them one day to.

 

[flynn]

Don't worry, I'm better now and I've gotten over it. I just needed to tell someone.

Spoiler: Story time

I thought to myself how much pressure I put on myself last school year. As I would usually not do my homework until the day before, I will be so stressed. Then sometimes I wouldn't do my homework, and then my mom would get mad at me. Then I would have felt bad about myself because of it. It was all my fault that I felt so bad then. My mental health was so bad then, and I wouldn't tell my friends because I used to think that they wouldn't listen to me, judge me, wouldn't show concern about me, not be my friend, etc. Then was the time I really got insecure about myself (I always was, but it got way worse). I really thought that nobody cared about me, and then I got somewhat distant from my friends and my family. Then I was really sad and got really anxious. Then I leaned towards food, and then I ate more and gained weight because of it. Because of it, I was thinking of going on a diet.

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

Don't worry, I'm better now and I've gotten over it. I just needed to tell someone.

Spoiler: Story time

I thought to myself how much pressure I put on myself last school year. As I would usually not do my homework until the day before, I will be so stressed. Then sometimes I wouldn't do my homework, and then my mom would get mad at me. Then I would have felt bad about myself because of it. It was all my fault that I felt so bad then. My mental health was so bad then, and I wouldn't tell my friends because I used to think that they wouldn't listen to me, judge me, wouldn't show concern about me, not be my friend, etc. Then was the time I really got insecure about myself (I always was, but it got way worse). I really thought that nobody cared about me, and then I got somewhat distant from my friends and my family. Then I was really sad and got really anxious. Then I leaned towards food, and then I ate more and gained weight because of it. Because of it, I was thinking of going on a diet.

its okay to let it out to, sometimes when we keep things inside it doesn't help us at all. I'm not sure, maybe you have maybe its not avaliable to you i don't know, but writing journals as been a really big help for me. Getting it out of my head but still allowing myself to feel those feelings.

that's exactly what this thread is for. never feel bad at all. you can always edit your post later if you really want to or explain it differently and that's okay.

Keep your head up and just keep going at your own pace

 

[flynn]

its okay to let it out to, sometimes when we keep things inside it doesn't help us at all. I'm not sure, maybe you have maybe its not avaliable to you i don't know, but writing journals as been a really big help for me. Getting it out of my head but still allowing myself to feel those feelings.

that's exactly what this thread is for. never feel bad at all. you can always edit your post later if you really want to or explain it differently and that's okay.

Keep your head up and just keep going at your own pace

Thank you, I really needed to hear that. I think you're right about keeping things in. Journaling is a good idea, I might try that. I really appreciate you saying it's okay to let things out and that I don't need to feel bad

 

[StarlightSilverCrown2]

Thank you, I really needed to hear that. I think you're right about keeping things in. Journaling is a good idea, I might try that. I really appreciate you saying it's okay to let things out and that I don't need to feel bad

not expressing our feelings can be pretty bad to, sadly a lot of the stuff we feel is more normal then we realize, as long as its not to heavy and you're okay that's what's important

 

[flynn]

not expressing our feelings can be pretty bad to, sadly a lot of the stuff we feel is more normal then we realize, as long as its not to heavy and you're okay that's what's important

also like at that time I tried to condition myself to make these feelings feel normal and was part of everyday life (it never worked)

 

[HueningKaiGooner]

i feel so terribly unhappy with myself

 

[HueningKaiGooner]

i feel so terribly unhappy with myself

i hate it when i feel this way, maybe id be at more peace with myself if i was somebody different. i feel so frustrated for no reason. i am so so so unhappy.

 

[Gianna]

my face is breaking out again I actually hate when that happens it makes me feel even uglier than I usually do.

 

[HueningKaiGooner]

i hate it when i feel this way, maybe id be at more peace with myself if i was somebody different. i feel so frustrated for no reason. i am so so so unhappy.

lowkey i cant wait for the day where i can just like be content with myself. i wish i was a different person, really bad. why do i envy almost everybody? i’m very happy with the people in my life it’s just i don’t like myself. i hate feeling like this, i feel like a nobody most of the time. i hope this feeling doesn’t get worse, i just want to be better.

 

[♱⋰ ray_vanished 𖦹･ﾟ]

its my birthday and i literally cant feel anything but like depression. i mean im so thankful for everyone thats wished me, and i love you all very much. but i feel insanely overwhelmed what with my science project and academics. i just came back from camp, and honestly, i want to go back. i just want to leave the troubles of this world. once i got back from camp (for my church btw), i felt the overwhelming rush of the real world, of all the things i have to finish. i met a lot of amazing people there, and i probably wont see them until summer.
these days i get hella emotional, and it takes a huge toll on me. i have to stop myself from crying all the time. i always whisper to myself to smile and pretend theres nothing going on
i know the reason im on kprofiles and social media and youtube and whatever when im not supposed to be
it takes me away from my problems
it takes my mind off of homework and grades and projects, so my goal for 2026 is to get off of kprofiles and to focus more on school and myself
im super insecure, too. i gained two pounds while at camp. i hate myseIf. im fat, im ugly, and what the fuck am i even doing with my life?
im in tears right now okay dont judge me

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

its my birthday and i literally cant feel anything but like depression. i mean im so thankful for everyone thats wished me, and i love you all very much. but i feel insanely overwhelmed what with my science project and academics. i just came back from camp, and honestly, i want to go back. i just want to leave the troubles of this world. once i got back from camp (for my church btw), i felt the overwhelming rush of the real world, of all the things i have to finish. i met a lot of amazing people there, and i probably wont see them until summer.
these days i get hella emotional, and it takes a huge toll on me. i have to stop myself from crying all the time. i always whisper to myself to smile and pretend theres nothing going on
i know the reason im on kprofiles and social media and youtube and whatever when im not supposed to be
it takes me away from my problems
it takes my mind off of homework and grades and projects, so my goal for 2026 is to get off of kprofiles and to focus more on school and myself
im super insecure, too. i gained two pounds while at camp. i hate myseIf. im fat, im ugly, and what the fuck am i even doing with my life?
im in tears right now okay dont judge me

its okay to feel depressed everyone does at some point in their life and birthdays are meaningless anyway lol. you can't keep the birds of sadness from flying over your head but you can keep them from nesting in your hair the world will forever have troubles we hate but that's just life and its completely normal to feel that way. your feelings matter and you should state them no matter what, you can write them down in a journal or tell a friend put u need to get them out and conveyed properly otherwise it'll just take an even heavier toll on u to pretend. honestly I'm on here for the same reason and I'm glad ur trying to actually fix ur habit for the new year. everybody's insecure but ur beautiful ray no matter what, 2 pounds is nothing and if u truly want to then u can easily burn off the weight I'm sure of it whatever makes you happy makes me happy. u can hate urself sure but know everybody that u surround urself with absolutely loves you including us on here. u are not fat and ur not ugly. nobody actually has their whole life planned out and knows what to do or what they're doing but honestly I think u r doing just fine. nobody will judge u for crying because we all cry, its a humane experience and if anything i'd be concerned if u didn't cry

 

[❄️ Kenjiggles ❄️]

its my birthday and i literally cant feel anything but like depression. i mean im so thankful for everyone thats wished me, and i love you all very much. but i feel insanely overwhelmed what with my science project and academics. i just came back from camp, and honestly, i want to go back. i just want to leave the troubles of this world. once i got back from camp (for my church btw), i felt the overwhelming rush of the real world, of all the things i have to finish. i met a lot of amazing people there, and i probably wont see them until summer.
these days i get hella emotional, and it takes a huge toll on me. i have to stop myself from crying all the time. i always whisper to myself to smile and pretend theres nothing going on
i know the reason im on kprofiles and social media and youtube and whatever when im not supposed to be
it takes me away from my problems
it takes my mind off of homework and grades and projects, so my goal for 2026 is to get off of kprofiles and to focus more on school and myself
im super insecure, too. i gained two pounds while at camp. i hate myseIf. im fat, im ugly, and what the fuck am i even doing with my life?
im in tears right now okay dont judge me

You're perfect just the way you are, Ray. You're not fat, and you're not ugly. And I don't hate you; I love you. Nothing I can say may help you change your viewpoint on yourself, but js know nobody looks at you in that kind of way.

Mental health is extremely important, so we'd understand if you were to take a break to focus on yourself and school. Actually, I will most likely be doing the same. I've tried balancing the two but I don't think I can. My future is on the line and I can't risk it by being distracted here all day and everyday.


You have a lot on your shoulders and you're expected to excel and do well in everything, so I can understand where all of this is coming from. But you're a strong girl; you can push through everything. You've been doing great and I couldn't be even more proud of you.


Don't stop yourself from crying. Let it all out. It's not good to bottle in negative emotions and expect to be okay afterwards. Something that helps me is writing down how I'm feeling in a journal or on a piece of paper. It comforts me and doesn't make me feel like I'm putting a burden on someone else. I personally hate venting because then I feel like it makes nobody want to be around me. So, writing is my best friend! Try it sometime


Idk what else to say cuz it's 3 am and I'm sleepy but uhhh Kenji loves you and wants nothing but the best for you. Keep doing great, twin