❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

i seriously hate myself omg

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

I think i'm the issue.

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

Idk why, but when others do things, it’s fine, but when I do the same thing the same way, it’s always wrong?

 

[amourenha]

all of this just cuz I don’t wanna shower..? I CAN SHOWER TOMORROW BRO. DAMN.

 

[yangwonxx]

Idk why, but when others do things, it’s fine, but when I do the same thing the same way, it’s always wrong?

i get what u mean

 

[yangwonxx]

I think i'm the issue.

no ur not. it's the others who r stupid enough to tell u your the issue

 

[amourenha]

I wish i looked like this girl in my class.. skinny, pretty, all of that..

 

[hyunjins]

I’m so done. Every day feels like the same damn cycle: homework that never ends, chores that don’t matter because the house is always messy again, and parents who drain me instead of helping me. I’m exhausted from carrying everything, and I hate that no one notices how much it’s crushing me. Homework feels endless, like no matter how much I do, it’s never enough. Cleaning is the same. I pick up, I fix, and two minutes late, it’s like I never touched it. It makes me want to scream. I feel like I’m wasting my life trying to meet everyone else’s expectations while I’m falling apart inside. Home doesn’t feel like home. It feels like a prison where I’m stuck playing the “good kid” role while my stepmom makes me feel like I’m never enough, my dad lets her do whatever she wants, and my mom keeps complaining and complaining whenever I get grounded. It's not my fault; my stepmom grounds me for the stupidest shit ever. She's even hated by so many of my friends because of the way she treats me. I js want out. I want space. I want to be away from their voices and their rules and the constant pressure. And I’m tired of the guilt, being told I should be grateful, that I shouldn’t complain. Why should I be grateful for being drained every single day? I want a break. I do dumb shit, sure, but it's mistakes. So why do they treat it as if other kids don't do worse stuff? THEY should be glad I get straight A's, that I'm not skipping, and everything. Soccer stresses me TF out, gives me high anxiety, because I feel like I'm the only one who's failing, I'm behind, and feel like a loser. The only reason I do sports is that they want me to lose weight. My dad even worded it in the worst way possible: "You're getting fat." Like, okay, bro, there were so many other ways to word that out. Shit made me skip meals and feel guilty. I always feel guilty for complaining because other people go through worse. I get told that I shouldn't compare myself to others' situations, but I can't help it. My mom won't even sign the damn papers to get me a therapist. How am I supposed to get better. Being the helpful, comforting friend doesn't help at all, either. Crazy how ygs find out that I had terrible thoughts nd then you wna treat me all somewhat better. I am fucking sensitive, and it pisses me off. I cry after a voice raises in the SLIGHTEST. I cry when im stressed, I always get told by my dad, "Why are you always mad?" And that I'm just like my mom, bipolar. The only thing keeping me alive atp is my friends. Because without my friends, ion even know what i'd do bro. They're always there for me. They actually UNDERSTAND me. This shit is just stressful, because every day I sit and wonder why I can't just get shown affection from my parents. Why can't i be better. Why can't I get treated how my stepbrother gets treated? WHY do I have to take care of him the most? It definitely shows favoritism. sighs, but that's that..!

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

I’m so done. Every day feels like the same damn cycle: homework that never ends, chores that don’t matter because the house is always messy again, and parents who drain me instead of helping me. I’m exhausted from carrying everything, and I hate that no one notices how much it’s crushing me. Homework feels endless, like no matter how much I do, it’s never enough. Cleaning is the same. I pick up, I fix, and two minutes late, it’s like I never touched it. It makes me want to scream. I feel like I’m wasting my life trying to meet everyone else’s expectations while I’m falling apart inside. Home doesn’t feel like home. It feels like a prison where I’m stuck playing the “good kid” role while my stepmom makes me feel like I’m never enough, my dad lets her do whatever she wants, and my mom keeps complaining and complaining whenever I get grounded. It's not my fault; my stepmom grounds me for the stupidest shit ever. She's even hated by so many of my friends because of the way she treats me. I js want out. I want space. I want to be away from their voices and their rules and the constant pressure. And I’m tired of the guilt, being told I should be grateful, that I shouldn’t complain. Why should I be grateful for being drained every single day? I want a break. I do dumb shit, sure, but it's mistakes. So why do they treat it as if other kids don't do worse stuff? THEY should be glad I get straight A's, that I'm not skipping, and everything. Soccer stresses me TF out, gives me high anxiety, because I feel like I'm the only one who's failing, I'm behind, and feel like a loser. The only reason I do sports is that they want me to lose weight. My dad even worded it in the worst way possible: "You're getting fat." Like, okay, bro, there were so many other ways to word that out. Shit made me skip meals and feel guilty. I always feel guilty for complaining because other people go through worse. I get told that I shouldn't compare myself to others' situations, but I can't help it. My mom won't even sign the damn papers to get me a therapist. How am I supposed to get better. Being the helpful, comforting friend doesn't help at all either. This shit is just stressful, because every day I sit and wonder why I can't just get shown affection from my parents. Why can't I get treated how my stepbrother gets treated? WHY do I have to take care of him the most? It definitely shows favoritism. sighs, but that's that..!

I get it. The feeling of breaking ur back for ppl who don’t even notice. I get compared both my sisters bcuz they’re like ‘child prodigies’ or smth like that. I literally threw 3 years of my life into studying for a big exam that would get me into a good schl; the schl they wanted. I cook, and clean, and I study for a job I fricking don’t even want. I get told of for being rude to my sibling even tho they started it. They tell me I’m selfish and an ungrateful rat and no matter what I do, it’s never enough for them. They want more. My whole damn extended family looks down on me, for not being pretty, or smart. I gave my whole life and my choices to theses ppl, yet I’m always the bad guy

 

[hyunjins]

I get it. The feeling of breaking ur back for ppl who don’t even notice. I get compared both my sisters bcuz they’re like ‘child prodigies’ or smth like that. I literally threw 3 years of my life into studying for a big exam that would get me into a good schl; the schl they wanted. I cook, and clean, and I study for a job I fricking don’t even want. I get told of for being rude to my sibling even tho they started it. They tell me I’m selfish and an ungrateful rat and no matter what I do, it’s never enough for them. They want more. My whole damn extended family looks down on me, for not being pretty, or smart. I gave my whole life and my choices to theses ppl, yet I’m always the bad guy

I'm genuinely proud of you for doing your best, keep going. <3

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

i keep depending on people who dont seem to care about me.. you dont care enough to tell me you wont be here so i dont wait here like a loser? i looked dumb. i only have two people i depend so i wont be lonely. its so hard to be alone. i cant handle it. i really cant.

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

I'm genuinely proud of you for doing your best, keep going. <3

You too

 

[Kenji]

rant

Spoiler

ok so basically i got on the bus and immediately noticed my little sister crying (6th grade) i asked her what was wrong and she told me that some girl has been bullying her. now, i've heard things abt her before but I suppose things have gotten worse over the last few weeks. Apparently the girl told my little sister that she should be in the sped class. Asked her if she was a dumb b****, and, oh my god, pulled her HAIR??? IM TELLING U I RAISED HE**.

the little girl is in 6th grade too, but the thing is, when they pick up middle schoolers at the middle school, they pick up students for two different buses. So when they reach the high school, I can never see the girl because she's already gone onto her actual bus, if that makes sense.

but yea i pretty much cried for 30 minutes straight bc why are we bullying in the big year 2025..... like do u have nth better to do with your life?...

tmr im asking my commander if I can go with him and a few other cadets to see the middle school my little sister goes to so we can promote our njrotc program (but in reality i wanna see this little b****)

i had my sister write a statement on the bus and I wrote a copy; the statement was given to our bus driver and the copy was given to our mother. As soon as my mom found out, she called the transportation office.

the situation will be handled... but the next time i hear something, I might js be getting put onto ANOTHER behavior contract


i love my sister, despite her being so freaking annoying. I won't stand and watch as some nobodies bully her.

 

[strawberrybirch]

rant

Spoiler

ok so basically i got on the bus and immediately noticed my little sister crying (6th grade) i asked her what was wrong and she told me that some girl has been bullying her. now, i've heard things abt her before but I suppose things have gotten worse over the last few weeks. Apparently the girl told my little sister that she should be in the sped class. Asked her if she was a dumb b****, and, oh my god, pulled her HAIR??? IM TELLING U I RAISED HE**.

the little girl is in 6th grade too, but the thing is, when they pick up middle schoolers at the middle school, they pick up students for two different buses. So when they reach the high school, I can never see the girl because she's already gone onto her actual bus, if that makes sense.

but yea i pretty much cried for 30 minutes straight bc why are we bullying in the big year 2025..... like do u have nth better to do with your life?...

tmr im asking my commander if I can go with him and a few other cadets to see the middle school my little sister goes to so we can promote our njrotc program (but in reality i wanna see this little b****)

i had my sister write a statement on the bus and I wrote a copy; the statement was given to our bus driver and the copy was given to our mother. As soon as my mom found out, she called the transportation office.

the situation will be handled... but the next time i hear something, I might js be getting put onto ANOTHER behavior contract


i love my sister, despite her being so freaking annoying. I won't stand and watch as some nobodies bully her.

AS YOU SHOULD QUEEN

 

[Seogi]

i keep depending on people who dont seem to care about me.. you dont care enough to tell me you wont be here so i dont wait here like a loser? i looked dumb. i only have two people i depend so i wont be lonely. its so hard to be alone. i cant handle it. i really cant.

I will always care about you, Ves.
You're not going to be alone, and you never will, you don't look dumb. Instead, you're an amazing, courageous person who is doing so well, despite your internal issues. We love you Ves <3

 

[Weirdo2700]

I’m so done. Every day feels like the same damn cycle: homework that never ends, chores that don’t matter because the house is always messy again, and parents who drain me instead of helping me. I’m exhausted from carrying everything, and I hate that no one notices how much it’s crushing me. Homework feels endless, like no matter how much I do, it’s never enough. Cleaning is the same. I pick up, I fix, and two minutes late, it’s like I never touched it. It makes me want to scream. I feel like I’m wasting my life trying to meet everyone else’s expectations while I’m falling apart inside. Home doesn’t feel like home. It feels like a prison where I’m stuck playing the “good kid” role while my stepmom makes me feel like I’m never enough, my dad lets her do whatever she wants, and my mom keeps complaining and complaining whenever I get grounded. It's not my fault; my stepmom grounds me for the stupidest shit ever. She's even hated by so many of my friends because of the way she treats me. I js want out. I want space. I want to be away from their voices and their rules and the constant pressure. And I’m tired of the guilt, being told I should be grateful, that I shouldn’t complain. Why should I be grateful for being drained every single day? I want a break. I do dumb shit, sure, but it's mistakes. So why do they treat it as if other kids don't do worse stuff? THEY should be glad I get straight A's, that I'm not skipping, and everything. Soccer stresses me TF out, gives me high anxiety, because I feel like I'm the only one who's failing, I'm behind, and feel like a loser. The only reason I do sports is that they want me to lose weight. My dad even worded it in the worst way possible: "You're getting fat." Like, okay, bro, there were so many other ways to word that out. Shit made me skip meals and feel guilty. I always feel guilty for complaining because other people go through worse. I get told that I shouldn't compare myself to others' situations, but I can't help it. My mom won't even sign the damn papers to get me a therapist. How am I supposed to get better. Being the helpful, comforting friend doesn't help at all, either. Crazy how ygs find out that I had terrible thoughts nd then you wna treat me all somewhat better. I am fucking sensitive, and it pisses me off. I cry after a voice raises in the SLIGHTEST. I cry when im stressed, I always get told by my dad, "Why are you always mad?" And that I'm just like my mom, bipolar. The only thing keeping me alive atp is my friends. Because without my friends, ion even know what i'd do bro. They're always there for me. They actually UNDERSTAND me. This shit is just stressful, because every day I sit and wonder why I can't just get shown affection from my parents. Why can't i be better. Why can't I get treated how my stepbrother gets treated? WHY do I have to take care of him the most? It definitely shows favoritism. sighs, but that's that..!

I feel ya, I go through the same thing.. well, other than doing sports, I've been told that if I want to do something.. then I could just ask... but my step-mom said that I can't do after school things, and my dad goes along with what she say.. (but It's fine, because my step-mom would be the only one who could pick me up bc my dad starts drinking AS SOON as he gets home)... and that bipolar comment would set me off tbh... Stay strong <3

 

[hyunjins]

I feel ya, I go through the same thing.. well, other than doing sports, I've been told that if I want to do something.. then I could just ask... but my step-mom said that I can't do after school things, and my dad goes along with what she say.. (but It's fine, because my step-mom would be the only one who could pick me up bc my dad starts drinking AS SOON as he gets home)... and that bipolar comment would set me off tbh... Stay strong <3

tyty, you too <3

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I will always care about you, Ves.
You're not going to be alone, and you never will, you don't look dumb. Instead, you're an amazing, courageous person who is doing so well, despite your internal issues. We love you Ves <3

Thank you.

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girlfriend, or perfect daughter, or friend, but I promise I'm trying to be. I just want you to be proud of me and my efforts

 

[izyun]

I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girlfriend, or perfect daughter, or friend, but I promise I'm trying to be. I just want you to be proud of me and my efforts

I’m proud of where you are : ( I know you’re trying your best, I wish everyone else could see how hard you try