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i dont understand why everything bad has to happen right now, i was just helping her. it all his fault but you take it out on me. and i feel so bad every single day. and i hope to not see your face i dont wanna see you or talk to you. you're clearly not thinking straight and switched up. im just in my head all day thinking and thinking why.
well god knows how much i love feeling so shitty 
nobody loves me! my life is so fucking great
nobody loves me! my life is so fucking great
and i'm out of words once again. why tf do i suck so damn much at comforting ppl. i can listen but never comfort atp. i suck with words and yeah i really care and i try my hardest to fucking comfort ppl but it doesn't sound genuine enough or is that js me. but still it's annoying how i can't get what i want to say onto text. i want to genuinely comfort and be a person ppl can lean on but then there i am being the worst person when it comes to comforting someone
i don't like this... i don't like my life
i just wanna feel okay again but i cant so whatever
am i really a terrible gf? ik he wasn't the one who said it but someone else. it's been hours since i got called it but it's still making me feel shit. idk if i have. yeah i'm hard to love and yeah i'm hard to understand and i suck at explaining. it hurts tho. it maybe wouldn't have hurt as much if it was him who said it cause at least ik what he feels but hearing that from someone else... it js hurts more. i don't want to be a terrible gf nor do i wanna hurt him. maybe i am js ass. but it hurt when i read that. it hurt when i saw that message. like i don't wanna find out that i'm apparently a terrible gf from someone else.
I refuse to believe it. Maybe I’m just bloated from what I’ve eaten today. But what if I really do look like that from the side? Did I really let myself go. I don’t wanna weigh that again. I’m scared. Maybe my mom was right.
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Im such a shity person, I need to stop talking to people and making them think I'm their friend and then just suddenly stop talking to them and avoiding eye contact and why you ask? For no absolute reason. Why do I do these things?
i hate hate HATE my life!! there is always people commenting on how i should act all the time,like ma'am i don't give a fuck about what your shitty mouth has to say...i have a lot on my mind already!! you make it worse everytime you make comments about i have to do and not do..do you follow these things yourself???..BIG NOO..your not even my mom are my dad!!
can she fucking trust me for once and not send my sister to spy on me, like it was only the fucking movies yesterday with my damn friends FRIENDS. yeah they are males but they ain't gonna do shit to me and if they were i can fucking protect myself i don't need no damn person to fucking look after me.
icantdothisagainicantdothisagain
so close to relapsing
I hate randomly remembering everything. Remembering how I felt in the morning, to how I felt during school, after school, when going to bed. And that day. The day where everything went to shit. I cried at least multiple times a week if not everyday. I was in pain for months but I had to hide it. I let out at home and in my head I would pretend I had someone to talk to. I was my own personal therapist. Even tho ik I would never take my own advice. There were never good days. If I didn’t cry during the day then it was during the night. The times where I almost cried at school were the hardest. To this day I refuse to believe I wasn’t part of it. I had to have had some involvement in why everything happened. I hated all the pain I was in. I had never felt that much pain in my life. I felt obsessed. Like my life depended on everything. Like I couldn’t live without the feeling of being loved. I missed everything about it. I didn’t want to forget everything. It was too hard for me. Maybe that’s why i would constantly get super upset when I was scared they were forgetting. I’m happy with where I am today. It all worked out. But I hate when I randomly remember everything. And Ik it’ll be worse from August to December of this year.
dont.
jealousy gets the best out of me for some freaking reason!!
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I wonder why
sameI wonder why