i dont think i can cover up these bruises
I get it. Even sometimes I want someone to understand how I truly feel. BTW...like I want someone to ask how I’m doing like ACTUALLY care but no one every does nor seems like that
girl i do care, i'm sorry if i made u feel like i don't, u can rant to me wheneverlike I want someone to ask how I’m doing like ACTUALLY care but no one every does nor seems like that
Exactly like nobody ever doesI get it. Even sometimes I want someone to understand how I truly feel. BTW...
... How are you doing???
Npp. I feel it gets hard to endure everything on your ownExactly like nobody ever does
I’m doing okay thank you for asking
I'm sorry, I forgive youwhat did i do? shes mad at me for saying something so simple, i dont get what i said was wrong. shit i cant do this anymore im so out.
I get it. It reallu does hurt when these type of things happenme when they think im lying/a liar:me when i insist im telling the truth:
me when they still think im lying:
if you dont trust me, js leave me. whats a relationship if im not trusted. it hurts the both of us. treating me as if im one of THOSE types of people when im not. it hurts and i try to see your pov yet it js makes everything worse. maybe i am doing something wrong. idk what yet tho. what am i doing so terribly wrong? this hurts.
I'm back with them...I'm going to do horrendous things to myself. I can't believe I let myself so loose like that. I just let one of my biggest fears come true. Fuck you, fuck you. fuck you and him. You basically used me and started acting all lovey dovey with him like you did with me. You open me up to love when I thought I was aroace and would be another statistic of the autistic people who don't fall in love. Fuck you. I won't forgive you. Fuck him, I wanna kill him with my own hands. You took her away from me when I felt love and opened up. FUCK YOU.
Lmaooo, maybe this is gods way of saying the homosexuals are fucked and you'll always end up marrying a man, lol. I already accept my faith on that. Fuck me. Fuck you. I let myself get away. And when I thought it was enough to be friends with benefits? I fucking crocheted you a love letter with my fucking time and effort, I bought you a necklace you wanted and I planned to confess my fucking love to you. Then he comes along? And you act like this??? Saying "oh! I don't wanna hang out that much because of studying." Fucking lies, you ever do. You said it yourself. You just wanna be with him? Oh! Maybe you're the type to get really attached and leave to somebody else. Fuck you, you people are fucking horrible. I know what you've been through, but that doesnt been you be a fucking biitch back. Fuck you, I felt so connected to you. And it fucking broke my heart when you said "oh! I imagine this fictional character whenever we kiss/make out" that fucking hurted whenever it was a joke, clearly you werent ready for a relationship, nor was I.
Fuck you.
Everything alright there, Iz?im so close to crying rn. everythings making me upset.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!its gonna be my bday tmrw
I have no friends to celebrate it with irl
no one to invite to any place
I'm all alone
even this one guy who I casually talk with was asking me what imma do for my bday and which friends I was gonna meet up with. I told him io don't have any to meet up with and he was like "damn that's sad. I'm sorry for you"
I know its sad
sad I don't have friends to be with irl