❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[izyun]

Ive realized im most likely scared of yelling and possibly loud noises, that explains how i felt yesterday, i was afraid of getting yelled at.

 

[heartsies]

I hope that you are okay..

 

[izyun]

I hope that you are okay..

ty<3

 

[heartsies]

yw >33

 

[iiserene]

been getting the dreams again.
they are a series of dreams of someone, or something killing my family and friends.
those dreams scare me because my “character” just watched my family and friends get killed and i can’t do anything about it.

i woke up sweating and shaking and crying.
my dad thought i was having a seizure.
instead i was having a panic attack.

i hate these dreams. idk what’s wrong with me

 

[heartsies]

been getting the dreams again.
they are a series of dreams of someone, or something killing my family and friends.
those dreams scare me because my “character” just watched my family and friends get killed and i can’t do anything about it.

i woke up sweating and shaking and crying.
my dad thought i was having a seizure.
instead i was having a panic attack.

i hate these dreams. idk what’s wrong with me

I'm sorry that u have those dreams...

 

[BButterflies]

Am I not fun anymore?? Why don't we talk often.

 

[izyun]

Why the hell are you rude and entitled

 

[heartsies]

I'm a little sad that I can't really call my friends atm, but I'm glad I have yall. >3

 

[ur.local.dino]

she tells me not to lie while putting lies in my mouth. she blames me for wanting to relapse. she hates me. i don’t even know why she keeps me around if this is how she treats me. i had it going well with her till she started getting these crazy ideas in her head that i actually needed help. she took away my friends, therapist, and more but no. it’s all my fault. i can’t handle her anymore, i just wanna get out. i don’t need anyone’s comfort though, that just makes me feel even shittier.

 

[izyun]

I hate looking at stretch marks, theyre so noticeable if i wear shorts, i want them to go away.

 

[iiserene]

i gave him a second chance.
idk why. ig it was just bc I needed someone to talk to that wasn't my mom.
turns out he hasn't changed.
at all.
just a horny little dick that only likes me for certain things.
fuck him.

 

[izyun]

I need to calm tf down, god

 

[dioherlo]

hiiiii big big trigger warning for cvlts, if you are sensitive to the topic please dont read this!!! i dont dive into it too much, but its just the general subject. let me know if this subject is too heavy, i just dont really know. what to really do rn im ngl lol.. also im not in that environment anymore in case anyone was wondering. i am safe. i just experience extreme levels of paranoia lol...

Spoiler: tread with caution, but again, it doesnt go into detail at all. it's very surface level

ok so, i am a cvlt survivor. i only found this out in january because i never had memories of anything until i had memories resurface and did research on the subject. i also am the host of a system (we have dissociative identity disorder), just as an fyi.
so, up until today, we did not know what organizations we were involved in, but we knew there were 3 of them. i dont remember how it happened, but one thing led to another and i think i may have found those three organizations online. they are. everywhere. like. one is literally a global cvlt. they. are. everywhere.
but i just found out that one of the other ones have two locations that are. super. super close to me. like. i could very well know someone that is involved. what if im recognized? what would happen then? has anyone recognized me? and if so, do they know anything? like where i live? my school? my friends?
again, im alright. it just spooked me big time because we just never thought they would be so close to us. our stuff happened in a completely different state (we are in the US), so just seeing them in so many locations is just. ugh. what the hellllll......

and again, lmk if the subject is a bit too much

 

[iiserene]

"Be with a guy who will ruin your lipstick, not your mascara."
- Marilyn Monroe

 

[BButterflies]

I miss them.

 

[BButterflies]

I'm crying and i feel empty.

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I get so jealous, I can't help it.
Am I too possessive? I don't wanna show that side of me. I keep it in but it's hard. I don't want anyone to look at them. They're mine.
I am too possessive, fuck.

 

[Seogi]

I get so jealous, I can't help it.
Am I too possessive? I don't wanna show that side of me. I keep it in but it's hard. I don't want anyone to look at them. They're mine.
I am too possessive, fuck.

Understandable, but remember the boundaries.

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

Understandable, but remember the boundaries.

Oh okay..