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Yeah, maybe I don't friends because of my shitty personality. But I thought I improved that. I cannot do anything right.
Noo! Don't say that! You seem like a sweet and adorable person!! Some people can't see it and don't deserve you!Yeah, maybe I don't friends because of my shitty personality. But I thought I improved that. I cannot do anything right.
Tani please dont see yourself as "fat", ik for a fact you arent. Please do not harm yourself or abuse laxatives, it wont help heal the pain.Hmm. I kind of regret getting in a relationship…I’m getting fat again and I fucking hate it. All this progress I made is going to waste because all men want to do is eat out and eat junk food. I guess the only positive thing is I only see him one day a week (because of his work schedule) so we only go out to eat on that one day, so I still have the other 6 days to starve or restrict as much as I want but I need to be better with my discipline, I refuse to be the fat friend again. If I have too, I’ll start cutting again to punish myself. Idec anymore. I’ve even gone as far as abusing laxatives again and purging, I wish I could just get sick for two weeks and then I won’t have to eat. This is so stupid. I wish I was dead.
that happens to me a lotmy heart just randomly starting beating rapidly and now i feel choked, its kinda hard to breathe too
Thats how i used to feel, if you think youd be more comfortable as they/them then go ahead!! ^^i feel like i wanna be a they/them..
edit: idk why, i just don't feel like being a she..
how am i gonna talk abt it..
I can’t help itTani please dont see yourself as "fat", ik for a fact you arent. Please do not harm yourself or abuse laxatives, it wont help heal the pain.
Try taking your mind off of it, doing activities that you like doingI can’t help it
I keep making her upset, i dont deserve her.
Yes im fine now !! ^^Everything okay Izzy?
Okay, I'm always here to talk.Yes im fine now !! ^^
Okay !! <33Okay, I'm always here to talk.