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The way my mom acts towards me is just confusing. She spends more time w my brothers and when I confront her abt it she says ”but we spent sm time together yesterday”, and sm meaning like 30 min compared to my brothers 3 hoursof time w her. She complains abt me doing to many after school activities but when I tell her I wanna quit she complains even more abt how I can’t fully commit to smth without changing my mind. I wonder who made me that way hh 
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man rlly confusing I mean you could try to invite her to an event of one of your clubs idk show her some work idk i usually talk to my mom about her life and how changed with me and my dad + brothersThe way my mom acts towards me is just confusing. She spends more time w my brothers and when I confront her abt it she says ”but we spent sm time together yesterday”, and sm meaning like 30 min compared to my brothers 3 hoursof time w her. She complains abt me doing to many after school activities but when I tell her I wanna quit she complains even more abt how I can’t fully commit to smth without changing my mind. I wonder who made me that way hh
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I LIKE Unot to sound like a bitchy attention seeker or anything but i feel like no one rlly likes me
whenever i talk people just ignore me and talk over me and i feel like my friends are trying to distance themselves from me
like, im sorry im not interesting. im sorry im not funny. im sorry im so awkward. but please stop trying to distance yourself from me when i rlly need you.
UR AMAZING AND IF PPL DONT SEE THAT FUCK THEM
if they cant see you for you then they're not rlly your friends..not to sound like a bitchy attention seeker or anything but i feel like no one rlly likes me
whenever i talk people just ignore me and talk over me and i feel like my friends are trying to distance themselves from me
like, im sorry im not interesting. im sorry im not funny. im sorry im so awkward. but please stop trying to distance yourself from me when i rlly need you.
you are not an attention seeker, that is just how you feel
If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here~!
and you are funny and interesting, okay?
I'm overreacting. It was such a small little joke. But, I can't let it go. Is it because they didn't like me? Most things aren't done simply for fun. I don't know. Is there something I need to change? If it was something I did they could've just told me. I'm lost. I tried to play along with the joke, but I'm not being too serious. How must I act? Or should I stay oblivious to all of this and pretend not to care.
I'm afraid. This always happens. I make a mistake and nothing can ever go back to as it was. I'm afraid that people will see how I'm reacting and realize that it's not safe to make jokes around me because I'll take them too seriously. I wasn't treated badly. It was all supposed to be lighthearted. It's me. I'm simply so insecure that I can't bear when one person shows a little bit of distaste towards me. Even as a joke. Now that I've come to realize it, why can't I let it go? I see no light at the end of the tunnel. Why not just leave? This question I also have the answer to. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of being alone. There is already no one at school, in real life.
Every time, I always think about this. I get nowhere. I'm back at square one. What did I do? What do I do? Can I salvage this acquaintanceship. Tomorrow, I'll go back and pretend that nothing happened though the guilt will remain. It always does.
I'm sorry you had to read this bad writing.
I'm afraid. This always happens. I make a mistake and nothing can ever go back to as it was. I'm afraid that people will see how I'm reacting and realize that it's not safe to make jokes around me because I'll take them too seriously. I wasn't treated badly. It was all supposed to be lighthearted. It's me. I'm simply so insecure that I can't bear when one person shows a little bit of distaste towards me. Even as a joke. Now that I've come to realize it, why can't I let it go? I see no light at the end of the tunnel. Why not just leave? This question I also have the answer to. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of being alone. There is already no one at school, in real life.
Every time, I always think about this. I get nowhere. I'm back at square one. What did I do? What do I do? Can I salvage this acquaintanceship. Tomorrow, I'll go back and pretend that nothing happened though the guilt will remain. It always does.
I'm sorry you had to read this bad writing.
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talk to the person, tell them your feelings how sorry tell them. communication no matter what relationship (love, friendship, family) communication is always the best thing to do.
They get mad at me when I explain why I did smth they don’t like
lmao.
lmao.
I understand I was wrong. It was just a bunch of us immature kids playing around. I want to leave and hide from this situation. Explaining myself is not going to work. I already saw someone try and fail. I don't know if I want to stay here anymore, the whole situation was quite stress inducing. I guess the best decision is to slowly start to go inactive.
This always happens.
This always happens.
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If you guys knew it was wrong & immature, why did you still do it? We’re not mad, maybe disappointed (at least I am, I can’t speak for the other mods) but mad? No. It just doesn’t make sense to us why you guys would choose to do that, especially if you knew how wrong & immature it was. What if other users were doing that to you? How would you feel? This place is meant to be welcoming & safe for everyone, but when users start mimicking & imitating other user’s behavior, just to get a giggle out of your friend group, it really doesn’t set well with people on here & new users who might look to join, might reconsider after seeing the actions of other user’s going on here. I’ve told you guys before, we know about some of the user’s creating alt accounts to talk to themselves etc, and we’ve told you guys before to just ignore it.
If you guys knew it was wrong & immature, why did you still do it? We’re not mad, maybe disappointed (at least I am, I can’t speak for the other mods) but mad? No. It just doesn’t make sense to us why you guys would choose to do that, especially if you knew how wrong & immature it was. What if other users were doing that to you? How would you feel? This place is meant to be welcoming & safe for everyone, but when users start mimicking & imitating other user’s behavior, just to get a giggle out of your friend group, it really doesn’t set well with people on here & new users who might look to join, might reconsider after seeing the actions of other user’s going on here. I’ve told you guys before, we know about some of the user’s creating alt accounts to talk to themselves etc, and we’ve told you guys before to just ignore it.
oh.. damn tuff uh hey at least your not gunna die of fruity cancer
1st off
i wasnt talking exactly abt that situation
and 2nd
it was an extremely impulsive decision. I have issues with thinking abt what i do before i do it, and that was one time it occurred. I apologize and have apologized before, so idk what else i can say.
Understandable and we accept the apologies, just, you know, be mindful in the future.
That’s what I was planning on doing
for a few months, ive been mostly starving myself, now just the thought of gaining weight honestly scares me-my parents basically gave me the idea that if i was too “fat” they would literally disown me-my parents neglect me alot and that just doesnt make me feel good about myself, so i just cut my arms so i can focus on something else. This is the first time ive ever said anything because atp its have gone too far. my feelings feel like trash to everyone. and plus the way i act is sort of like a coping mechanism in a way???? idk how to explain it. anyways ive stopped cutting for now but im still starving myself. i thought this feeling of hopelessness would go away in months? everytime i ask for help no one seems to help, so now i dont even try to ask for advice. besides i dont have any time for myself to vent because im too busy listening to people’s problems. sometimes i wished someone would just be there “hey are you feeling good?” but i dont want EVERYONE To ask that. literally if my friends find this im going to kms 
If you ever need to talk about something, im always available! I honestly feel guilty for not seeing the signs of you not feeling well and you should stop starving yourself bc thats also not healthy, theres many different ways to lose weight and gaining weight is also healthy bc being underweight is very unhealthy and im sure your parents dont want that for you and im glad you stopped cutting your arms bc that also wont help as a coping mechanism, but if you ever need to talk, im herefor a few months, ive been mostly starving myself, now just the thought of gaining weight honestly scares me-my parents basically gave me the idea that if i was too “fat” they would literally disown me-my parents neglect me alot and that just doesnt make me feel good about myself, so i just cut my arms so i can focus on something else. This is the first time ive ever said anything because atp its have gone too far. my feelings feel like trash to everyone. and plus the way i act is sort of like a coping mechanism in a way???? idk how to explain it. anyways ive stopped cutting for now but im still starving myself. i thought this feeling of hopelessness would go away in months? everytime i ask for help no one seems to help, so now i dont even try to ask for advice. besides i dont have any time for myself to vent because im too busy listening to people’s problems. sometimes i wished someone would just be there “hey are you feeling good?” but i dont want EVERYONE To ask that. literally if my friends find this im going to kms
thank you, and dont feel guilty! im sure many other people didnt know. sometimes i do try to eat but i always have a feeling of guilt and i always just cry because i really dont want to gain weight. i tell myself to not think that way but sometimes i cant stop and i get VERY overwhelmed and i end up having a breakdown