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tw; eds self hatred cussing
i'm so fucking ugly. i never have beauty expectations for anyone and they all push me to theirs. what the fuck. i know i'm terrible, useless, and a waste of space. that's in my head 24/7. why fucking remind me. i try staying below 150, and i'm still fucking "fat"? what, do you want me to die of starvation?? maybe i fucking will.
i'm so fucking ugly. i never have beauty expectations for anyone and they all push me to theirs. what the fuck. i know i'm terrible, useless, and a waste of space. that's in my head 24/7. why fucking remind me. i try staying below 150, and i'm still fucking "fat"? what, do you want me to die of starvation?? maybe i fucking will.
No. Don't starve yourself, it will mess you up. And I know that from experience. Your not a waste of space and your not ugly. Your not any of these things you/they say you are.
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i already have. it doesn't matter anymore. thanks for trying to help though, i do appreciate it.
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I'm so done with band, I don't like it anymore. My mom first made me take it in 4th grade because she said it would be fun, and I believed her. after that, she kept signing me up year after year without me ever having a say in it. At the beginning of the year it was always "oh, when do they start signing up for bane??" "when do they give you the band permission slips??"
In 6th grade i purposely turned in the permission slip late because I was so tired of it. After that my mom got extremely angry with me. At the beginning of 7th grade, she put all of my f*cking electives as band. 1st, 2nd, and 3rd. I didn't have a say in it whatsoever. I'm so stressed over it, and I wake up almost every day scared to get out of bed because I'm scared to log on to that stupid f*cking zoom every day.
I don't know how I want to tell my mom or my teacher. I don't want to do this anymore, it's too much for me. if I tld my mom she would flip out and scream at me. I go into my freshman year this year, and this time i'm gonna decide what I take, not my mom. why should I take something that I'm not interested in??
In 6th grade i purposely turned in the permission slip late because I was so tired of it. After that my mom got extremely angry with me. At the beginning of 7th grade, she put all of my f*cking electives as band. 1st, 2nd, and 3rd. I didn't have a say in it whatsoever. I'm so stressed over it, and I wake up almost every day scared to get out of bed because I'm scared to log on to that stupid f*cking zoom every day.
I don't know how I want to tell my mom or my teacher. I don't want to do this anymore, it's too much for me. if I tld my mom she would flip out and scream at me. I go into my freshman year this year, and this time i'm gonna decide what I take, not my mom. why should I take something that I'm not interested in??
It actually does matter. But if you say so
Try telling her another activity you would want to do. Don't directly tell her you want to stop band or she'll probably flip out.
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she knows all I've been wanting to do is take art, so i'll try to persuade her into letting me take that instead
You should. What you like is important, and what gives you less stress should be number one
Yes.
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I could name a million reasons on why I prefer art over band. It helps me relax when I'm upset, it doesn't involve loud noises (loud noises always scared me and made me stressed).... it's just better for me mentally. and as a parent, I think my mom should just let me chose this. I mean, what's better? taking something that my mom want me to take and being stressed, or me doing something that I love that makes me happy?
Def doing something that makes you happy. Your health and happiness should always go over what your parents want you to do
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ok soo
ok so i have school tomorrow (i only go into the actual building twice a week) and i do not want to go. if y'all dont know i live in new york which is a liberal state but i have to go to the most conservative school fucking ever. the teachers who've been in the military (its a njrotc school) are some of the most racist disrespectful fuckers i have ever met in my life ( i have a list of every singe misogynistic thing my naval science instructor has said during my class and the list just keepS gOinG)
but that's not the point rn i literally have no friends, everyone fucking ignores me and uses me when they need my fucking help. i literally hate everyone their istg and i have a stress headache so bad i might throw up or cry i really do not wanna go
but that's not the point rn i literally have no friends, everyone fucking ignores me and uses me when they need my fucking help. i literally hate everyone their istg and i have a stress headache so bad i might throw up or cry i really do not wanna go
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my anxiety is making me physically sick rn i can barely type does anyone get like this and how do y'all cope?
I usually.... Bang my head against the, wall. But I don't recommend that---- ish.
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nvfbvfvb i wpuld but its killing me rn
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while im here mini confession
so i've been sexually assaulted twice, both were last year and now when ever someone touches me i freak out and i just punched my little brother when he was giving me a hug i feel like a monster today is just not my dya : /
I have 2 weeks worth of missing assignemnts and if I don't finish them by 4 my mom is going to be really mad. Im craying so hard rn and I'm scared. Will somebody please help me so I don't die.
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what type of assignments? i like schoolwork maybe i can help you
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