if they leave then I'll go on a hiatus I'm sorry guys but they do then its probably the best for me I'm so so so so so so sorry I don't I can be forgiven but I'll probably need to figure out my emotions cuz out of control and I always overacting like not all things are about me you guys probably wouldn't care but they are the main reason I even wake up all morning now and I need to find something else to look forward too but if I do go on a hiatus just know that I'll be back soon and its the best for me and I want you guys to know that you guys made my life so much better I feel so cared about cuz of you guys and Im treated so so so much better on here than I've ever been my whole life