just let it out, who cares what ppl say, u lost ur mom and if they make fun of it, that’s not ur fault. My friends laughed at me when I said my cousin died, yeah I was rlly mad but who cares what ppl say. (im not a really good motivator..)now I've been listening to beyeond the horizon since I got on the bus, I wanna cry but I don't want to embarrass myself