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I’m like 99.9% sure my bsf is mad at me, because she started with “okay” and one worded responses and hasn’t said anything to me since 2:30pm and has been online all day, even now. Hmm. Interesting.
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everytime I think about the girl group Billlie, I always thought of Billie Eilish + one of her songs (especially bury a friend) for some reason since they both have pretty much the same name lol
Oh well, way I see it, if she wants to talk, she’ll reply, but if she wants to be petty, I can be petty too
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Bruh this cake is really good man
Lee Know's pronounciation is so good!
Not me reloading my page every few seconds to see if someone signs up 
if this flops im going to be so mad because this took a lot of brainpower
if this flops im going to be so mad because this took a lot of brainpower
dont worry a lot of people gonna sign up for itNot me reloading my page every few seconds to see if someone signs up
if this flops im going to be so mad because this took a lot of brainpower
just give them some time
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idk who owns the era maxident
but rn im saying felix or i.n
but rn im saying felix or i.n
Enhypen is coming to my country but I can't even see them
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Same!!! Like when I first heard of them, I was confused bc I immediately thought of Billie Eilish
the airline thing started again 
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ughhhhhhhhhh tell me who and I'll report it - I have a private conversation where I just report things like this to the modsthe airline thing started again
my dad is constantly getting mad at me for being "emotional" when I'm literally just trying to explain a point. He then talks about how my siblings are literally so much better than me and how I'll fail in life. Then,. he goes on about how I will never get into an elite university even though I go to a nice feeder school. Basically how I'm stupid and my siblings are going to acheive much more than me. All because im "too emotional".
Btw this whole situation happened because my older sister wanted to go run at her little park where she and her school cross country team run. It is pretty much an hour away because our schools are in one of the five burrows. I do not want to go run there because there are like five different trails that we can run at that are less than a mile away. She just "needs" to go run there. My dad agreed to force me to run there in the afternoon. I'm supposed to try recipes for a weird barbeque thing next week at 11:00 today and my whole family knows it. My older sister the angel she is, decided that it'd be a good idea to run at 11 because she likes to make things difficult for everyone. I started getting a little frustrated and explaining to her why we can't go to her little park at 11 but she didn't listen because shes a fking brat and my parents don't try to change that. I was told that I was "too emotional" and everyone (my siblings and my dad) laughed at me and essentially told me that I have no say in anything but in a nicer way. Obviously I was mad so my dad got mad and now im the one in trouble.
We;re also supposed to hand in a writing later that I'm going to be told im stupid for again. Why? because I apparently have to write at the same level as my sister who's three years older than me while my younger sister can write at a level three years younger. I'm obviously the "failure" of the family and the reason for all of my achievements always goes back to someone else and I barely ever get recognition. Even when I compare the school my sister goes to and the school I go to as a joke, I'm told that I'm rude and unnecessary and my older sister is the reason I even got into the school. And, when my older sister compares our school and basically talks shit about my school (mind you, this was her dream school until she wasn't accepted in). My older sister often calls me stupid and ugly as a joke which I would be very hurt about if I wasn't convinced that I'm actually smart and pretty.
In conclusion, I'm the failure of my family and I'll never be as good as my siblings.
(my vision is clouded and i can see where im wrong but i dont want to admit it)
Btw this whole situation happened because my older sister wanted to go run at her little park where she and her school cross country team run. It is pretty much an hour away because our schools are in one of the five burrows. I do not want to go run there because there are like five different trails that we can run at that are less than a mile away. She just "needs" to go run there. My dad agreed to force me to run there in the afternoon. I'm supposed to try recipes for a weird barbeque thing next week at 11:00 today and my whole family knows it. My older sister the angel she is, decided that it'd be a good idea to run at 11 because she likes to make things difficult for everyone. I started getting a little frustrated and explaining to her why we can't go to her little park at 11 but she didn't listen because shes a fking brat and my parents don't try to change that. I was told that I was "too emotional" and everyone (my siblings and my dad) laughed at me and essentially told me that I have no say in anything but in a nicer way. Obviously I was mad so my dad got mad and now im the one in trouble.
We;re also supposed to hand in a writing later that I'm going to be told im stupid for again. Why? because I apparently have to write at the same level as my sister who's three years older than me while my younger sister can write at a level three years younger. I'm obviously the "failure" of the family and the reason for all of my achievements always goes back to someone else and I barely ever get recognition. Even when I compare the school my sister goes to and the school I go to as a joke, I'm told that I'm rude and unnecessary and my older sister is the reason I even got into the school. And, when my older sister compares our school and basically talks shit about my school (mind you, this was her dream school until she wasn't accepted in). My older sister often calls me stupid and ugly as a joke which I would be very hurt about if I wasn't convinced that I'm actually smart and pretty.
In conclusion, I'm the failure of my family and I'll never be as good as my siblings.
(my vision is clouded and i can see where im wrong but i dont want to admit it)
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![☆ ITZY - LOCO [Ver. C] ☆](/forums/data/dbtechShop/itemIcons/2/2002.jpg?1632758575)
The absolute pain of hearing this person talk about songs she wrote for ITZY that got rejected. LIKE THEY'RE ALL SO MUCH BETTER THAN ALL THE CHECKMATE SONGS JYP WHY DID YOU TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME. SPEAKERS >>>> SNEAKERS
(If you want to check her out she's a song writer called LYRE. She was one of the writers of MITM along with other songs such as CLASS:y by CLASSY and i by Lightsum)
(If you want to check her out she's a song writer called LYRE. She was one of the writers of MITM along with other songs such as CLASS:y by CLASSY and i by Lightsum)
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is it just me who just searches up a group they like and then says all the members' names while pointing to them, it's weirdly fun and calming at the same time,
is that just me? I need to know.
is that just me? I need to know.
I'm sometimes like that too!
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I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I understand how it feels like to get our feelings invalidated from our family members - especially when parents are the ones that need to show their love and support towards us. And I think parents also need to show a sense of understanding for their kids’ feelings and have empathy because that’s what I consider for parents to show that they really care about their kids. This is why I hate the kind of mindset/mentality from the old generations especially about mental health being seen as “taboo” or that we’re “too emotional/sensitive” etc. etc.
I know things are going a lot for you right now but try not to beat yourself up too much about it. And you are not a failure.
