So I went to a new Japanese class today. I learned to write about 25 Hiragana letters today just in 1 and a half hours but the real trauma starts when I have to memorize all the letters I learned by next Monday *smiles in pain*
Is it weird I donโt want people to wish me luck on my French speaking examโฆ like that sounds so mean coz people have the right intentions. But for the most part Iโm not feeling too worried about this exam. But when people tell me good luck it reminds me itโs like a proper serious thing like after tomorrow I never have to speak French again if I donโt want to and then it makes me feel like I should be more nervous. Itโs like thanks for reminding me. People saying it when I was speaking about it in the first place, not a problem coz I was already well aware itโs tomorrow. My step mum messaging me out of nowhere when I was just minding my business Thanks but now Iโm stressed
Today has just been too much for me like I really found out that Zimzalabim came out in 2019, a TXT member did the โbye guys hi ladies mmmwahโ thing and that Ryujin said โassignment can waitโ not โstudying can waitโ in like the span of a couple hours Iโve just been going through it
How do I know ITZY were made to be my ult group? After my first A-Level exam, when I shuffled my playlist, Dalla Dalla was the first song to play. Itโs like they KNEW
A good life lesson to keep in mind. If somebody tries to sell you a product which is supposedly similar to the one you originally wanted/ordered don't always believe them (or better check it for yourself first before believing them). Even if they tell you it's better or similar to your first choice...they just want to sell stuff and that's it. I was scammed 40โฌ because the product I wanted wasn't available and instead of cancelling my order I compromised with another one that according to the store guy "it was the same in different brand and much much better" only that it wasn't :')
Don't be like me. Okay, thank you for your time.
1. I can't sleep because I'm nervous
2. I feel okay
3. I feel so nervous
4. I can't breath
5. This isn't so bad I'm doing okay
6. I forgot the questions I'm so mad at myself
7. I DID IT
8. IT'S OVER
9. I NEVER HAVE TO SPEAK FRENCH OUT LOUD AGAIN
10. I CAN'T BELIEVE I MESSED UP AND CAN'T REDO IT
11. BUT IT'S OVER
Repeat 8 to 11 many times
12. I'm so tired
13. Shit I just took a 2hr nap
14. I feel dead inside
15. I want to cry why
haha its so funny how music changes ur mood so quickly
like i was listening to laufey and i was like so sad i was abt to cry
then i randomly put on piwon and IM SO HYPE LIKE WHAT