[ Random Thoughts Thread ]

[hyuka]

the guy that i went on a “date” with works at the same place as this guy that just sent me a friend request
suspicious

run

 

[gyeulswife]

run

i’m running

 

[ramyeonz]

i just lost a great friend

 

[Ｔｏｋｙｏ]

I feel bad for him

 

[hoonies]

guys wildflower is the best song by billie

 

[hoonies]

tofu is NOT good.

 

[ting]

yeah like I just decided enough of his shit. I decided to just distance myself after getting advice from my older sister, mom, therapist, school psychiatrist and friends. new year NEW ME FOR REALS (so far its been 5 days straight of me working out!!!)

Spoiler: the shit he pulled

I had been trying to long distance date w my guy best friend. during our short lived relationship, we'd vent to each other and in his vents he'd say how he wishes things'd go back to how they were- aka he missed his ex. that was so awkward for me and he never put in the time, texts, calls/facetimes into our relationship. and so after debating and a small mistake, I told him I wanted to break up & stay as friends. we did.
but he'd still sometimes call me sweet names in text and last Saturday night he flirted w me over text and I do the same and we go back and forth for like half an hour until he's like "so are we back together or what seet pie?" and I blank out.
I debated with myself and was like well he's my friend, lets give it one more try. and so I'm like "sure but lets take it slow this time"
he doesn't text back and then minutes later he's like "oh I'm just joking about it"

why would he text me all those flirty lines and those like stuff. why would he pursue something and say that and do that.

this is why we hate him

 

[ting]

putting my teacher on with pierce the veil

 

[ting]

you threw the first punch

 

[hoonies]

guys the username is changing

 

[hoonies]

 

[ting]

I'm like that

 

[ting]

the world is changing

 

[hyuka]

i can’t wait to take physics next school year!

 

[hoonies]

i would never go on a cruise

 

[hoonies]

my throat hurts

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

this is why we hate him

yeah I don't like him anymore like naw I hate that dude

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

guys so today I was about to get in a fight w an elementary school kid (im a junior in hs)




cause ab 2 months ago I found out im autistic (lol it took them THAT long lmao) and im sensitive to ppl staring. so I went w my mum & younger sis to pick up my little brother (he's 8 and also autistic). so we're waiting by the gate and inside the school, a group of girls stare at me (I've been stared at before cause people don't know if im a guy or girl cause of my hair- im a girl) but like their stare is not it.
like AT LEAST BE SECRETIVE. and so I start talking to my younger sis how like "im getting uncomfy" and I tell my mum too and since I look at them and start talking to my sis ab it and a girl there in the group (African American but like it doesn't matter) she's like "you got a problem with me? what you talking about?" to ME
like GIRLLLLLLLL tell you and your minions to stop staring at me. and I turn back and ignore but girly is persistent so I get mad (im very frank and sassy) and so im like in a loud-ish voice "girl I wasn't talking to you or about you. Why are you staring? How about you do me a favor and shut up cause I wasn't talking about you. just SHUT UP"

and she just liked rolled her eyes and stank eyed me and im like okay what and so when my little brother got out I just ran to the car cause I felt overwhelmed and like crying. but yeah I felt like she wanted to throw hands. if she were to have, girl idk I would've thrown hands because if she started it I wasn't backing down but obvi I don't hit kids but like she was looking at me after like she wanted to do something to me

so yeah a elementary school girl almost got into a fight w me

 

[ramyeonz]

i hate that she always be blaming me for shit I don't do

 

[ting]

my body feels heavy and i feel tired