<div class="bbWrapper">Hi. Forewarning: This is gonna be pretty crude... ENJOY<img class="smilie smilie--emoji" alt="❤" title="Red heart :heart:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/emojione/assets/4.5/png/64/2764.png" data-shortname=":heart:" /><img class="smilie smilie--emoji" alt="❤" title="Red heart :heart:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/emojione/assets/4.5/png/64/2764.png" data-shortname=":heart:" /><img class="smilie smilie--emoji" alt="❤" title="Red heart :heart:" src="https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/emojione/assets/4.5/png/64/2764.png" data-shortname=":heart:" /><br />
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I sat looking at his sleeping face. How am I being brainwashed just like the other girls? How am i starting to love him?<br />
<i><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)">Better question: How come you didn't love him?</span></i><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"> <i>How were you so blind at the fact he was head-over-heels for you? You blind th*t</i>. </span><br />
Who-?<br />
<i><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)">Of course she didn't see that. She gets it from you. </span></i><br />
Who am i hearing???<br />
<i><span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)">Seriously guys? Now?</span></i><br />
Who are you guys?<br />
<span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>We are you</i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">What??</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>Do we really have to elaborate? Fine. I am you</i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i>You see us in you.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i>You and I</i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(41, 105, 176)"><i>You and I </i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)"><i>W</i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>e</i></span><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i> w</i></span><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i>i</i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>l</i></span><span style="color: rgb(41, 105, 176)"><i>l </i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>b</i></span><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i>e <i>F</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i><i>o</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)"><i><i>r</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i><i>e</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i><i>v</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i><i>e</i></i></span><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i><i>r</i></i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">Wh-<br />
"Chan" I rose and ran to him shaking him to wake him up. "Chan please help me" he woke up, startled. "Y/N? Are you ok? Is this one of those hormone things women have?"</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i>Aw- He's adorable~ </i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">"Did you hear that?"<br />
"Hear what?"</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>He can't hear us. He isn't in your head. </i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">"I am going insane?" <br />
"What?" <br />
"Chan I'm--I'm hearing voices" He looked at me with a look. A terrified one. "Chan, please believe me. Help me please"<br />
"Y/N, I-I can't help you."<br />
"Please." I fell to the floor creating streams with my tears.</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)"><i>Hmph. He said he'd help us when we fall. He said he'd catch us. He didn't </i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">I stared the floor down with my blood-shot eyes. I looked up to look into his eyes one more time. I couldn't. He no longer stood there. "Channie?" He was replaced with 4 different people. They looked familiar. They looked like...me.</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)">"Nope, Just your conscious. Get up" </span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)">"Ew, why are you crying? Stop being such a p*ssy"</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)">"You. You a**hole how can you do this to me? I've waited for so long for Chan to be next to me and you ruined it!!!"</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">I was kicked, punched, slapped. I was being destroyed by me. I then remembered there was one last voice I heard one that was no where in view. I looked for it and found it. It was by a console like thing. I looked out the window and seen him. He was there holding my face, listening to me saying "There's so many voices" looking me dead in the eyes saying "It's ok." I knew I had to get back to him. I knew i had to fight. i stood up and tried to fight back but it was no use so i did the only rational thing at the moment. I ran for the console. I pulled the voice down and yanked the control one way. My body went flying. </span><span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)">"You think we don't have a contingency plan?"</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)"> I watched in horror as it hit a button labelled 'S' "'S?' What the hell does that mean?" </span><span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)">"You'll find out soon enough" </span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)">"Can we do it now?"</span> <span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)">"Yep!"</span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)">The voices sat in special looking chairs with mics. "HEY!!" i grabbed one of them "WHAT'RE YOU GUYS DOING????" </span><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)">"Away! And so are you!"</span><br />
It pushed me through the monitor in front of me. I was back. No I wasn't. I was walking to a window. Looking down from a high up floor. "Y/N. STOP!!" I stood on the ledge. I looked at Channie. "It isn't you. It is me fighting against everything" He stared at me with tears. "I finally had you to myself and now you're gonna leave me?"<br />
"There's nothing you can say that can make me stay."<br />
"Please, don't"<br />
"Nothing you can say"<br />
"Please, Stay"<br />
<span style="color: rgb(41, 105, 176)"><i>I </i></span><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i>a</i></span><span style="color: rgb(184, 49, 47)"><i>m </i></span><span style="color: rgb(65, 168, 95)"><i>y</i></span><span style="color: rgb(61, 142, 185)"><i>o</i></span><span style="color: rgb(251, 160, 38)"><i>u</i></span><br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0)"><i>"</i>I am You, I see me in you"<br />
I fell <br />
"Y/N-AH" Chan looked out the window. "no..."<br />
He then became a trainer and debuted in a group. He wrote two songs when my ghost was next to him. 'Voices' and 'I am You'<br />
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