Omg omg omg I’m so happy and now I need to rant to you all.
Throughout secondary school (ages 11-16) I didn’t really see myself as liked or anything. I had a small group of friends but that was it. I was content with it but it did really hurt seeing everyone else on social media going to parties and having these massive outings as large groups with each other coz it made me like why. Why don’t I get anything T—T
It continued that way throughout practically all of my first year at college, which is ending next week. The only difference is I’ve basically isolated myself this year so it’s been less noticeable.
But today my friends. Today I got invited to something… CAN I GET A GROUP HUG A ROUND OF APPLAUSE ANYTHING.
That’s right, your girl, Shinnayu/Miel/However you refer to me, got invited to a hang out.
And it feels so good. Idc if it’s because I was just chatting with another friend who was friends with that group. Idc if they just didn’t want me to feel left out. Idc if they invited so many people that my invite was meaningless. To me it means everything. They’d probably cringe if they saw how much this means to me but like… it means a lot. I’m a massive introvert so knowing me I’d probably just freak out and sit alone at this gathering anyway. But the point is I WAS INVITED