I mean I don’t find many scary but some are creepy! The small ones I would pick up and wouldn’t be scared of them like some can’t hurt you but some are gross!
With most animals (both big and small ones) I always have the stay away just in case mentality (never know if an animal wants to attack, is scared, intentionally is poisonous, etc) And I don't really like having bugs in my room (they're often just a bit annoying and summers are hell with wasps in here all the time), but spiders are normally chill. In general I really love bugs and everything alike, I just don't like to have them too close since I don't like when something's constantly jumping around or in my face kdjhgfg I mean hell, my name online is Mantis, AND I'm a Kamen Rider fan, so would be kinda ironic to hate em..
But I did have some nice/funny spider interactions in the past!
One time I was sitting at a bus stop on my way home and a little spider was crawling along my leg, so I picked it up and put it somewhere else. I sit down again- moments later it was back?? I put it back again but it kept on coming to me so I kinda just gave up. hgjkfg
Another one is I was washing my hands and a spider mission impossible-styled its way down and I was desperately trying to pick it up with my arm before it lands on the water and drowns itself and then I carefully brought it outside. On my arm it was really chill all of a sudden, so I guess it probably knew I wasn't doing any harm.
Also one time I saw a spider crawling along my window and wanted to pick it up but it kept running away, so I eventually tried getting it on a tissue from which it ran away at first too, but when I just held the tissue in front of it. And it stood there, staring for a moment and then just literally hopped on the tissue gkjh and then just sit on it, all still while I was transporting it outside. I think it was just enjoying the ride at this point.
Also I've been having a tiny spider roommate for a couple months now (it's still constantly so cold outside so I'm just like eh. They're not annoying me so I let em) and while I think it is probably a different one every now and then, every couple days I see it on my window and then don't see it for a while again. Just yesterday it was there again!
I quite like them. I know there aren’t really any poisonous spiders in my country, so I like to just hold them. I also think they are very pretty animals