i used to do the same thing you did for a few months but i stopped when i realized that it's horrible to do things like that. i would mainly write BTS x y/n and it wouldn't be anything horrible like all the little/caregiver stuff, but just plain adult x adult. i think one of my stories was popular on wattpad for a day or two but after my realization of how doing those things is wrong i've deleted my account and all of the stories i've published.This is when I leave, because I used to write that stuff,( not 4 year olds and adults, but adults and adults) - don't kill me. I was like, 15, I'm 17 now, and I've seen a councillor about it and I'm all gucci now.
And before you ask - no, it was NOT TXT I wrote about. The idols were like 25 - 30. That's all I'm going to say.