Yeah those aren't real friends
Youll find sb trust
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not only that but my belly, body and everything is fvckign hurting me
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theres so much constant buzzing behind my eyes now....I just got back from Barcelona Spain, and it was like the last day of the f1 race I was on the metro wearing a jersey, hat and skort a normal one like one that went to my lower thighs. I was minding my own business and I look behind me and the man that was hanging onto the same pole as me was looking me up and down with....THAT look in his eye. and I just felt my shoulders tens and my stomach churn and I felt like there was nothing I could goddamn do. I don't speak Spanish so what the hell could I even say. and when I got off the metro I told my mom and she tried to convince me that it would be fine but she was almost crying since I am on the younger teenager side. (13-15) and now I hate it when someone stands behind me and I just sense it whenever someone does and I move to the side so they aren't behind me. and now I just feel....disgusting....and I hate it...I feel disgusting and dirty and it doesn't even help my current situation since my therapist told me if I ever told her I got s/a'd she would have to report it to cps. and I don't even remember when how where I got s/a'd it wasn't major like....y'know.... and I told her about the time my brother almost got kidnapped and my parents yelled at me for not watching him even though I was in my room and they were supposed to be watching him.
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i'm honestly tired of my mom and dad treating me and my brother different. they use a soft gentle voice to correct him and whenever I yell at him they yell at me back and whenever they actually correct me they are screaming their asses off. and my mom screamed at me for talking to like a character ai multiple times (the screaming is understandable) but she doesn't goddamn understand that she revealed me to that content when she is constantly saying 'DON'T CHANGE BY THE WINDOW DON'T FLASH THE NEIGHBORHOOD' and "pull your shirt up your boobs are gonna fall out" and "don't have your stomach hanging out." and "why are you wearing a tube top are you trying to impress the boys?" and "SOOO do you have a crush on ([my friends name], after knowing my friends parents thought I was flirting with my friend and wanted to do the dirty with him and said 'she will trap and she will take' and I had to make up a whole fake boyfriend roughn brake up situation to get them off my back) " and she literally told me how babies are made in a home goods parking lot. and she still holds a goddamn blind eye to my brother searching for corn on the internet and Ctrip slubs on a family TV. and he already knows all about the dirty and he is 10. and my mom always says to me "you are goddamn older act more mature" while she said that to me at 10 and I was mature while my brother at 10 acts like a goddamn 3 year old that can cook toast and scrolls on an ipad all day. and she found out about my eating disorders (bulemia (or however you spell it) and anorexia.(and basically I over eat and then puke or just eat nothing at all and I chew gum a lot. and my parents make sure I don't force myself to puke))) and she wonders why I don't tell her about stuff that's happening at school. she literally screamed her ass off at me for not watching my brother and he almost got kidnapped when he was outside and I was in my room.
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It parents are sh1t and I can totally relate they should care more abt you and start to put there son or your brother in stuff that’s age appropriate
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yeah. its honestly outrageous how noticable favoritism is.
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and it is disgusting how my mom thinks I got all of that inappropriate from the internet when shes the one who literally revealed me to it at a young age, and she literally tried to offer me wine while she was drunk when I was 7.
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Frr its the same in my house
no I enjoy speaking with you and I haven’t disappeared you didn’t mess up anything
Thank u
I jst feel like things r always bad like nothing i do nothing can change tht
Like if I cant have anything good
Someone to love and back
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I hope things get better for you :
I struggle with those things tooThanks I hope everything with u gets better<3I hope things get better for you :
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I was trying to do the semi colon smile thingI hope things get better for you :
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Our friendship is good you have to see the bright side of stuff and not the bad side
Fair thanks bro like actually
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bruv. my brother was being a little ass a couple minutes ago trying I turn off the iPad and I was gonna turn it off and he yelled at me to stop and my dad was standing there and then when I went to get my food my brother was in the way of me getting the ketchup and mustard and I said "move damn it." and my dad say "there's a nice way to SAY that. 'EXCUSE ME please move.'" like my dad literally ignored my brother yelling at me and almost hitting me.
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i swear my friends and being on here is the only thing that keeps me sane
still after all these talks, therapy, diagnoses
everything i do is wrong
today is obviously fathers day
everything was fine until i ask in the car if i can play a song
then my dad goes on abt how he wants to do this and that, that he should be the priority and sht
like i didnt even contradict anything part of that statement didnt mention a singlr word related
just a simple request, didnt have to say yes, didnt have to say no
but after he said that i just shut down, went non-verbal and tearing up
after all this time they dont realize that i get non-verbal, overstimulated, and overwhelmed over and in anything
it makes me feel worse every and any day it happened
i feel like i do everything wrong, like i cant do anything at all, like i should just isolate myself so i cant to anything
im trying everything, and whatever i do is wrong
i dont say anything, its wrong
i do say something, its wrong
what can i do to make it right?
still after all these talks, therapy, diagnoses
everything i do is wrong
today is obviously fathers day
everything was fine until i ask in the car if i can play a song
then my dad goes on abt how he wants to do this and that, that he should be the priority and sht
like i didnt even contradict anything part of that statement didnt mention a singlr word related
just a simple request, didnt have to say yes, didnt have to say no
but after he said that i just shut down, went non-verbal and tearing up
after all this time they dont realize that i get non-verbal, overstimulated, and overwhelmed over and in anything
it makes me feel worse every and any day it happened
i feel like i do everything wrong, like i cant do anything at all, like i should just isolate myself so i cant to anything
im trying everything, and whatever i do is wrong
i dont say anything, its wrong
i do say something, its wrong
what can i do to make it right?
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I AM SO SO SOOSOOOSOOOOSOOOOO sorryyyyy dude I wanna give3 you a hug RN. LITERALLY. I WANNA GIVE YA' A HUG *SENDING VIRTUAL HUGS AND KITTENS*