i Hate myself, i don’t know why I’m even here, my mom uses me as a tool, she punches, me I don’t have any reason..
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I was just about to hop in my desktop in an okay mood, but I had a feeling that my crisis will be too short and not thorough enough to seek justice through, so hear me out on this:
My "biological" mother who I thought a nurse swapped me out since birth now said I deserve to stay in a group home just because I'm too unintelligent to stay or live at my mother's house, and now my group home staff is putting hands on me by preventing me from ever having my basement room downstairs! They said that my behavior deserves something worse than prison time. They force me to "cope" with my violent roommate! And the worst part, I live in Minnesota, and Minnesota and that prez even wants me to suffer! It's all because they love my violent roommate better than me (favoritism) and now that I researched about why group homes in Minnesota are scary, I could be next
I don't know where else I'm going to sleep in, or pack my bags to... even lawsuits don't work; I'm thinking about running to a stranded island besides the prez making me suffer...
So I had to vote on the iPad, since I had an appointment, so I tried to do a different reaction for example, but it was set to it, and I couldn't change votes especially on an iPad, so... Fortunately, it's a lot easier on the desktop. Man, Minnesota scares me to an extent...
My "biological" mother who I thought a nurse swapped me out since birth now said I deserve to stay in a group home just because I'm too unintelligent to stay or live at my mother's house, and now my group home staff is putting hands on me by preventing me from ever having my basement room downstairs! They said that my behavior deserves something worse than prison time. They force me to "cope" with my violent roommate! And the worst part, I live in Minnesota, and Minnesota and that prez even wants me to suffer! It's all because they love my violent roommate better than me (favoritism) and now that I researched about why group homes in Minnesota are scary, I could be next
I don't know where else I'm going to sleep in, or pack my bags to... even lawsuits don't work; I'm thinking about running to a stranded island besides the prez making me suffer...So I had to vote on the iPad, since I had an appointment, so I tried to do a different reaction for example, but it was set to it, and I couldn't change votes especially on an iPad, so... Fortunately, it's a lot easier on the desktop. Man, Minnesota scares me to an extent...
TW: ED
Omg I always feel like the backup or never the first option, like at one point I was but not anymore ig, gosh I have such strong feelings of self hatred I can’t explain. I can’t tell my parents bc they won’t help they’ll probably overreact and take away the small pinch of privacy I have left away. But I also hate telling people bc they either don’t care or just overreact. That’s why I’d much rather people vent to me but then I start to feel more bad bc they have it much worse then me so do I even have the right to feel this way? I feel as if this is all deserved. I started to eat some my first meals in a while. my body keeps wanting to throw it up. It seems no one has noticed I got skinnier. Although me getting skinner is still me being chubby. Gosh I hate it so much. But I also hate pity, ahh this is what I mean when I say I make my own issues worse
Omg I always feel like the backup or never the first option, like at one point I was but not anymore ig, gosh I have such strong feelings of self hatred I can’t explain. I can’t tell my parents bc they won’t help they’ll probably overreact and take away the small pinch of privacy I have left away. But I also hate telling people bc they either don’t care or just overreact. That’s why I’d much rather people vent to me but then I start to feel more bad bc they have it much worse then me so do I even have the right to feel this way? I feel as if this is all deserved. I started to eat some my first meals in a while. my body keeps wanting to throw it up. It seems no one has noticed I got skinnier. Although me getting skinner is still me being chubby. Gosh I hate it so much. But I also hate pity, ahh this is what I mean when I say I make my own issues worse
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i hate myself
i do everything wrong
nobody cares at all
i cant do anything right apparently
it seems i always have an attitude
it seems i always do the worst things
why is it always me
i do everything wrong
nobody cares at all
i cant do anything right apparently
it seems i always have an attitude
it seems i always do the worst things
why is it always me
no you don't do everything wrong. I care about you I care so much about you. you are enough you are such an amazing person. you help me when I'm down you are funny and cool and your actually one of the coolest people I ever meet in my life
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tank yew
its just my dad he seems to make everything i do seem wrong
i yell cuz he cant hear me and he says "why you gving me attitude?"
dude im just yelling so u can hear me like tf?
your welcome
I hate your dad I'm coming after him he makes me mad why would he say that when its not even true
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THIS IS WHY EVERY ONLINE FRIEND IS BETTER I LOVE YEW SO MUCH YOU ARE THE KINDEST PERSON IVE EVER MET
LOWKENUINELY I ADORE YEW SAURRRR MUCHHHHH
SAME EVERYONE ON HERE IS WAY BETTER THAN MY IRL FRIENDS I LOVE YOU TOO YOUR SO NICE TOO
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idk u that well tbh but ily, and if u need me to talk ill be here for u!
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Tw: body image, ed
I hate myself so much I feel like Im not enough I have been told that I'm too much and that I'm ugly and that I'm not enough and that I will will be good for something now I believe it now I really control my diet I feel like if I gain too much weight that no one will ever like me. I've been told that I shouldn't ever talk about myself because its "too embarrassing for us to bear with you if you share your business with other people." all the years i have been hated by people is slowly becoming me. now I have barely any motivation to do anything. not really brushing my teeth now. I cant even live up to my parents expectation of me so how can I be good enough for anyone else
I hate myself so much I feel like Im not enough I have been told that I'm too much and that I'm ugly and that I'm not enough and that I will will be good for something now I believe it now I really control my diet I feel like if I gain too much weight that no one will ever like me. I've been told that I shouldn't ever talk about myself because its "too embarrassing for us to bear with you if you share your business with other people." all the years i have been hated by people is slowly becoming me. now I have barely any motivation to do anything. not really brushing my teeth now. I cant even live up to my parents expectation of me so how can I be good enough for anyone else
No one actually likes me and wants to be my friend atp. No one checks in to see if I’m okay. No one asks for anything from be besides help. No one texts first.
I don’t wanna eat anymore rn. I don’t wanna gain anymore weight
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What I do want to be your friend and I love u sm
Thank you
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Yw my beautiful and kind friendddd