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it sounds like such a silly thing to admit, but a FUSE (onf fandom name) I've known for a decent time has announced that she is 'quitting' being a fangirl and selling a lot of her merchandise, and plushies. Even changing her status to closed.

while I can understand I may not truly truly know her it was really nice getting to know her and just talk about Wyatt, Yuto and ONF. Her accounts was one of the first I'd see ONF updates from, one of the first accounts I'd learn that they deleted/privated and reuploaded 'We Must Love' MV.
 
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it sounds like such a silly thing to admit, but a FUSE (onf fandom name) I've known for a decent time has announced that she is 'quitting' being a fangirl and selling a lot of her merchandise, and plushies.

while I can understand I may not truly truly know her it was really nice getting to know her and just talk about Wyatt, Yuto and ONF. Her accounts was one of the first I'd see ONF updates from, one of the first accounts I'd learn that they deleted/privated and reuploaded 'We Must Love' MV.
She is on another path in her life and focusing on other things, but once I saw her posts about selling her plushies, minkyun photocards it made me think a lot and kinda sad tbh with you.

I stan, unstan and feel that way a lot, I can't help but wonder what people thought when I closed my twitter and reddit to, wondering why I was no longer commenting on Ateez's sub reddit and others.

I truly wish her well, I just feel a little silly that I will no longer have contact with her you know? I guess I didn't know her as well as I thought I did.
 

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Im not doing that great. Actually I'm very depressed rn. That's all im going to say. If I say anymore, someone might report me because apparently mods arent allowed to express their feelings.
 

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uhm so for a while ive been writing poems to express my feelings. and i love to write and i just want to spread awareness and challenge myself to express my feelings.

Every Small Eclipse of Me, a poem by ana.
It's 9 pm on a school night
A teen girl pleads to sleep
5 pages of homework sit in front of her
It's all just a blur
Questions unread
Questions unanswered
Undeclared
That she may never rest again
Contained feelings
Only to be hurt
To hurt herself,
And no strength to regain.
 

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uhm so for a while ive been writing poems to express my feelings. and i love to write and i just want to spread awareness and challenge myself to express my feelings.

Every Small Eclipse of Me, a poem by ana.
It's 9 pm on a school night
A teen girl pleads to sleep
5 pages of homework sit in front of her
It's all just a blur
Questions unread
Questions unanswered
Undeclared
That she may never rest again
Contained feelings
Only to be hurt
To hurt herself,
And no strength to regain.
It’s so thoughtful and relatable,, you put tons of effort in this <3
 

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i hate i hate

i'd do anythinnngg to get rid of my nooosee and my stupid smiillee and my stupid flat boddddddddyyyyyyyyyyy
 

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uhm so for a while ive been writing poems to express my feelings. and i love to write and i just want to spread awareness and challenge myself to express my feelings.

Every Small Eclipse of Me, a poem by ana.
It's 9 pm on a school night
A teen girl pleads to sleep
5 pages of homework sit in front of her
It's all just a blur
Questions unread
Questions unanswered
Undeclared
That she may never rest again
Contained feelings
Only to be hurt
To hurt herself,
And no strength to regain.
wow ana your such a great writer luv please write more this is great
 

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I hate my facee and my bodddyy smmmmm

i hate i hate

i'd do anythinnngg to get rid of my nooosee and my stupid smiillee and my stupid flat boddddddddyyyyyyyyyyy
I relate to this so much although I wish I didn't
I know it's hard to love yourself with these beauty standards
Try not to be too harsh on yourself. I get it, it's hard but sometimes you have to look on the good side of things somtimes
you are gorgg in my eyes
 

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I relate to this so much although I wish I didn't
I know it's hard to love yourself with these beauty standards
Try not to be too harsh on yourself. I get it, it's hard but sometimes you have to look on the good side of things somtimes
you are gorgg in my eyes
🥺🥺🥺 yes ma'am

tyty
 

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Are you always going to hate me for that one night I yelled at you? I didn't mean it. I regret it with everything in me. I am really sorry I did that, but you did deserve it for what you did to me, and no, I am not saying you are a bad person. I love you, but you did something to me that I can not forgive. I still see it in my nightmares, but I am still sorry
 
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