❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

please dont spam this thread with unnecessary nonsense like this, if u truly wanted to say this u could've just said it on her status instead, this thread is meant for sharing our feelings and getting advice/comfort if needed and/or wanted.

sorry, we didn't think of that. We'll make sure to do that next time (hopefully there isn't a next time tho <3) anyways ty for telling us!

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

sorry that it's so long...

my mom yelled at me again. she made stuff up, called me names, and threatened me. then she told me that she got on here and looked at everything. she saw what I had said before on this thread. she called me stupid, a liar, and other stuff. apparently to her my feelings and emotions don't matter. I don't matter, and i'm just an obstacle in her way. she never cared about me. she always acts like shes the only one struggling. i always feel invisible on here and irl. sometimes I wonder if i'm even there. would anyone care if I just disappeared? they say they would....but would they actually. I'm depressed, and all I do every day is sit around, sleeping, and eating. I want to get up and actually do something, but I just can't. my mom calls me lazy, and says I don't do anything. I feel lonely, even though I have friends. I feel annoying. I feel disgusting. I feel like I'm just a burden to everyone. I can never tell my mom how I feel cause she always just says i'm "playing victim." and I've started to believe that when I say how I feel, it doesn't matter and i'm just "playing victim." it hurts to even look in a mirror. my mom is yelling at me as I type this. the only reason i'm still here is because of k-pop and my friends on here. I don't want to be here anymore. I feel like all I do is make everything sad and depressing. on here I feel annoying, and like I'm just interrupting people. when people ask "hru?"I always say good, even though i'm doing terrible. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up ever again. I feel like if I wasn't here, people would be happier. I don't have any talent. I have no hobbies. I'm afraid of everything. why am I like this...? why can't I just be normal, and have hobbies or talents. why can't I ever get out of bed? why does everyone ignore me? why does everyone hate me... i really don't want to be here anymore. I try everyday to make it to the next day, but it's so hard.

byebye

oh gurl... If u ever need to talk, my dms r always open <33
feel free to vent to me whenever u need <3333

 

[kirizz]

oh gurl... If u ever need to talk, my dms r always open <33
feel free to vent to me whenever u need <3333

thanks twin

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

thanks twin

Of course girlie, U DESERVE TO SPEAK!!!

 

[♡נєℓℓувєαη🌷]

Bro sometimes I feel like I talk to much or I just trauma dump on people who might not want it and most of the time I just shut up but I just can’t help talking like some times I want to duct tape my mouth closed and just never talk again like see I just wrote a whole paragraph

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

Bro sometimes I feel like I talk to much or I just trauma dump on people who might not want it and most of the time I just shut up but I just can’t help talking like some times I want to duct tape my mouth closed and just never talk again like see I just wrote a whole paragraph

please talk to me, I actually dislike when ppl don't talk to me cuz it makes me feel like they don't trust me enough plus I'm always here for u girl

 

[♡נєℓℓувєαη🌷]

please talk to me, I actually dislike when ppl don't talk to me cuz it makes me feel like they don't trust me enough plus I'm always here for u girl

Aw thank you so much that means a lot to me thank you<3

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

I don't know what's wrong with me.

 

[kirizz]

I don't know what's wrong with me.

NOTHING TWIN <3 UR AMAZING

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

NOTHING TWIN <3 UR AMAZING

Ty gurlie <3

 

[sᴇᴜʟʟᴏᴠᴇsᴍᴇ]

when the hunger is so bad that all you feel is a sharp pain in your stomach

 

[ʚ 🥟ɞ 𝔤𝔬 𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔢 𝔤𝔬 🎸⋆🐿️˚｡⋆]

so in august my big brother frank he passed away due to a big car crash (he injected out the window and landed on his head making his brain to show and I think his eyeball popped out. He wasn't wearing a seat belt and was on the phone im pretty sure who he was on the phone with heard the crash) its been so fucking hard he was my hero MY FUCKING HERO BRO I LOOKED UP TO MY BIG BROTHER FRANKIE SO FUCKING MUCH he barely truned 20 bro... HE WAS STILL A FUCKING KID DUDE HE WAS JUST TRYING TO SELL A CAR BRO WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO TRUN OUT LIKE THIS. why bro i dont get it i really fucking dont get it i want my big brother i need my hero with me i never even got to say bye or hug him the last time i saw him bro this shit sucks it really fucking sucks i dont want to live without my big bro i remember how i would always say "you used to call me "FWANKIE" when you were a baby" i wish i got to say his name like tht one more time before he died. i fucking wish i hugged him, i wish i wasnt in that damn room when he last came over, i wish i hung out with him, I WISH I DID SO MUCH WITH HIM. SO FUCKING MUCH BRO I MISS MY BIG BROTHER.. any holiday wont ever be the same without my frankie.

my older sister also she keeps saying im in a bad mood when really im just tired. i just want to get over with life really like im failin school, i my room is a mess, im going thru shit bro and she doesnt see that like at all i really REALLY wish she did and im also tryna express myself thru fashion and i like that skaterboy style but ofc my sister has to knock that down "you look like a boy!" "Ew your trying to be a boy!?" "thats so gay" "come on its a joke" OKAY SO MAKING THE SAME JOKE ANYTIME I SHOW U A PIC OF MY STYLE? ITS NOT A FUCKING JOKE IM TRYING TO SHOW YOU WHAT THE FUCK I LIKE BRO AND YOUR NOT LETTING ME WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM "oh my godddd azzy is so rude and mean to me" IM FUCKING TIRED OF YOUR SHIT THATS WHAT I AM. IM.TIRED.OF.BEING.CALLED.WEIRD BY YOU AND YOUR UGLY ASS PALE BOYFRIEND

my mom is also a being a ***** rn i was crying because one of the songs frankie would have on blast played and at first she was sad with me but when she asked me something i raised my voice a little because the tv was too loud and she said "DONT EVER FUCKING YELL AT ME YOU UNGRATFUL BRAT." bro...im fucking crying and your yelling at me she also found this profile im on and she looked thru EVERYTHING emails, texts, bio, youtube, tiktok, tumblr, twitter, kprofiles EVERYTHING she found out im bi and she yelled at me called me a weirdo for liking men and women she made me walk outside for 32minutes while it was freezing and she brought me inside and hugged me and said "im sorry baby i was just a little mad!" A LITTLE??? YOU CALLED ME DISGUSTING, HORRIBLE, WEIRDO, AND SAID IM BREAKING YOUR HEART AND THAT'S A LITTLE MAD??? crazy. absolutely fucking insane

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

so in august my big brother frank he passed away due to a big car crash (he injected out the window and landed on his head making his brain to show and I think his eyeball popped out. He wasn't wearing a seat belt and was on the phone im pretty sure who he was on the phone with heard the crash) its been so fucking hard he was my hero MY FUCKING HERO BRO I LOOKED UP TO MY BIG BROTHER FRANKIE SO FUCKING MUCH he barely truned 20 bro... HE WAS STILL A FUCKING KID DUDE HE WAS JUST TRYING TO SELL A CAR BRO WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO TRUN OUT LIKE THIS. why bro i dont get it i really fucking dont get it i want my big brother i need my hero with me i never even got to say bye or hug him the last time i saw him bro this shit sucks it really fucking sucks i dont want to live without my big bro i remember how i would always say "you used to call me "FWANKIE" when you were a baby" i wish i got to say his name like tht one more time before he died. i fucking wish i hugged him, i wish i wasnt in that damn room when he last came over, i wish i hung out with him, I WISH I DID SO MUCH WITH HIM. SO FUCKING MUCH BRO I MISS MY BIG BROTHER.. any holiday wont ever be the same without my frankie.

my older sister also she keeps saying im in a bad mood when really im just tired. i just want to get over with life really like im failin school, i my room is a mess, im going thru shit bro and she doesnt see that like at all i really REALLY wish she did and im also tryna express myself thru fashion and i like that skaterboy style but ofc my sister has to knock that down "you look like a boy!" "Ew your trying to be a boy!?" "thats so gay" "come on its a joke" OKAY SO MAKING THE SAME JOKE ANYTIME I SHOW U A PIC OF MY STYLE? ITS NOT A FUCKING JOKE IM TRYING TO SHOW YOU WHAT THE FUCK I LIKE BRO AND YOUR NOT LETTING ME WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM "oh my godddd azzy is so rude and mean to me" IM FUCKING TIRED OF YOUR SHIT THATS WHAT I AM. IM.TIRED.OF.BEING.CALLED.WEIRD BY YOU AND YOUR UGLY ASS PALE BOYFRIEND

my mom is also a being a ***** rn i was crying because one of the songs frankie would have on blast played and at first she was sad with me but when she asked me something i raised my voice a little because the tv was too loud and she said "DONT EVER FUCKING YELL AT ME YOU UNGRATFUL BRAT." bro...im fucking crying and your yelling at me she also found this profile im on and she looked thru EVERYTHING emails, texts, bio, youtube, tiktok, tumblr, twitter, kprofiles EVERYTHING she found out im bi and she yelled at me called me a weirdo for liking men and women she made me walk outside for 32minutes while it was freezing and she brought me inside and hugged me and said "im sorry baby i was just a little mad!" A LITTLE??? YOU CALLED ME DISGUSTING, HORRIBLE, WEIRDO, AND SAID IM BREAKING YOUR HEART AND THAT'S A LITTLE MAD??? crazy. absolutely fucking insane

gurlie... I'm so sorry to hear that.. you don't deserve ANY OF IT. I get suffering a loss is hard, i used to have 4 guinea pigs and when one of them died, I was depressed for MONTHS. I know this hurts wayyyy more than a pet, but one thing I learnt is that, those who are gone, are spiritually with you. A part of them, will stay with you. You did enough. You made him happy. You may have not spent as much time with him as you wanted, but those little moments, that little time you spent with eachother, was enough. And about your sister and mom... If they don't respect you, dont force them to. let them disrespect you, but as soon as you have your own life and can move in your own house, ignore them. If they treated you like sh!t, you shouldn't be wasting a SECOND of your time on them. just know, that I LOVE your style, I SUPPORT you being bi, your NOT an "ungrateful brat", and there is definitely NOTHING wrong with you having different interests and opinions. If they don't support that, then they aren't the right people.

My pms are always open if u ever want to talk about ANYTHING, stay strong!! <3

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

when the hunger is so bad that all you feel is a sharp pain in your stomach

gurl... You should eat.. I know, you may not want to, but you NEED to.. it's good for your growth, and it avoids all of that sharp pain in ur stomach.

Take some virtual food
and eat some ACTUAL food, please..

My pms are open if u need to talk abt ANYTHING <33

 

[ʚ 🥟ɞ 𝔤𝔬 𝔮𝔲𝔬𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔢 𝔤𝔬 🎸⋆🐿️˚｡⋆]

gurlie... I'm so sorry to hear that.. you don't deserve ANY OF IT. I get suffering a loss is hard, i used to have 4 guinea pigs and when one of them died, I was depressed for MONTHS. I know this hurts wayyyy more than a pet, but one thing I learnt is that, those who are gone, are spiritually with you. A part of them, will stay with you. You did enough. You made him happy. You may have not spent as much time with him as you wanted, but those little moments, that little time you spent with eachother, was enough. And about your sister and mom... If they don't respect you, dont force them to. let them disrespect you, but as soon as you have your own life and can move in your own house, ignore them. If they treated you like sh!t, you shouldn't be wasting a SECOND of your time on them. just know, that I LOVE your style, I SUPPORT you being bi, your NOT an "ungrateful brat", and there is definitely NOTHING wrong with you having different interests and opinions. If they don't support that, then they aren't the right people.

My pms are always open if u ever want to talk about ANYTHING, stay strong!! <3

OMG IM FUCKING BALLING BRO. thank you so much bro i love you so much thank you for supporting me and stuff it means so much to me ml ik we barely met a couple days ago but wow bro your literally one of my fave people alr ilysm gng thank you.

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

so in august my big brother frank he passed away due to a big car crash (he injected out the window and landed on his head making his brain to show and I think his eyeball popped out. He wasn't wearing a seat belt and was on the phone im pretty sure who he was on the phone with heard the crash) its been so fucking hard he was my hero MY FUCKING HERO BRO I LOOKED UP TO MY BIG BROTHER FRANKIE SO FUCKING MUCH he barely truned 20 bro... HE WAS STILL A FUCKING KID DUDE HE WAS JUST TRYING TO SELL A CAR BRO WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO TRUN OUT LIKE THIS. why bro i dont get it i really fucking dont get it i want my big brother i need my hero with me i never even got to say bye or hug him the last time i saw him bro this shit sucks it really fucking sucks i dont want to live without my big bro i remember how i would always say "you used to call me "FWANKIE" when you were a baby" i wish i got to say his name like tht one more time before he died. i fucking wish i hugged him, i wish i wasnt in that damn room when he last came over, i wish i hung out with him, I WISH I DID SO MUCH WITH HIM. SO FUCKING MUCH BRO I MISS MY BIG BROTHER.. any holiday wont ever be the same without my frankie.

my older sister also she keeps saying im in a bad mood when really im just tired. i just want to get over with life really like im failin school, i my room is a mess, im going thru shit bro and she doesnt see that like at all i really REALLY wish she did and im also tryna express myself thru fashion and i like that skaterboy style but ofc my sister has to knock that down "you look like a boy!" "Ew your trying to be a boy!?" "thats so gay" "come on its a joke" OKAY SO MAKING THE SAME JOKE ANYTIME I SHOW U A PIC OF MY STYLE? ITS NOT A FUCKING JOKE IM TRYING TO SHOW YOU WHAT THE FUCK I LIKE BRO AND YOUR NOT LETTING ME WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM "oh my godddd azzy is so rude and mean to me" IM FUCKING TIRED OF YOUR SHIT THATS WHAT I AM. IM.TIRED.OF.BEING.CALLED.WEIRD BY YOU AND YOUR UGLY ASS PALE BOYFRIEND

my mom is also a being a ***** rn i was crying because one of the songs frankie would have on blast played and at first she was sad with me but when she asked me something i raised my voice a little because the tv was too loud and she said "DONT EVER FUCKING YELL AT ME YOU UNGRATFUL BRAT." bro...im fucking crying and your yelling at me she also found this profile im on and she looked thru EVERYTHING emails, texts, bio, youtube, tiktok, tumblr, twitter, kprofiles EVERYTHING she found out im bi and she yelled at me called me a weirdo for liking men and women she made me walk outside for 32minutes while it was freezing and she brought me inside and hugged me and said "im sorry baby i was just a little mad!" A LITTLE??? YOU CALLED ME DISGUSTING, HORRIBLE, WEIRDO, AND SAID IM BREAKING YOUR HEART AND THAT'S A LITTLE MAD??? crazy. absolutely fucking insane

I know how it feels to lose someone you truly loved. I lost my cousin who was 21 years old .. a guy shot him in the leg or stomach, I don’t really remember since he died march 13th.. I cried so much when I saw his body (it was an open-casket funeral) I said sorry to the people who lost George (that’s my cousins name) i barely got to see him too .. the only times I got to see him was when I was 7-8. I miss him sm.. I wish i knew him more..

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

OMG IM FUCKING BALLING BRO. thank you so much bro i love you so much thank you for supporting me and stuff it means so much to me ml ik we barely met a couple days ago but wow bro your literally one of my fave people alr ilysm gng thank you.

OFCCC <333
WIPE THOSE TEARS TWIN
and also AWWW TYSMMMM, ILY222 UR SO SWEETTT <333
stay strong gurliee, and remember that I'm ALWAYS here for you!! <33

AGHHH GURL NOW UR MAKING ME CRY UR SO SWEET

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

talking about George .. I miss him so much, when it was time to bury his coffin, I cried so much. I don’t think I’ll ever recover from that. I feel bad for his mom and his siblings .. I wanna ask my mom if we could go over there just to say hi. i wanna hug the mom and siblings so much, I genuinely feel so so so bad.

 

[꒰ ᵎᵎ 𝗍ꪱᜒ𝗋𝗋ɑოꪱᜒ𝖿𝖿υ ✮₊ ⊹ 📷 ꒱]

talking about George .. I miss him so much, when it was time to bury his coffin, I cried so much. I don’t think I’ll ever recover from that. I feel bad for his mom and his siblings .. I wanna ask my mom if we could go over there just to say hi. i wanna hug the mom and siblings so much, I genuinely feel so so so bad.

hey, I'm always here for you <3
VIRTUAL HUGSSS <333
if you EVER want to talk about anything, js pm me <33
ily stay stronggg

 

[sʟᴇᴇᴘʏʜᴇᴀᴅsᴜɴᴏᴏ 𝜗𝜚]

hey, I'm always here for you <3
VIRTUAL HUGSSS <333
if you EVER want to talk about anything, js pm me <33
ily stay stronggg

thank u avie<33
HUGGIESS!<3333333
Okay, thanks for being on my side bestie<3
ilyt (not more than my gf; but still!)