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i am just glad it's summer i don't have to see her face again
im starting to hate my body more and more everyday
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i'm panicking again
how come im always left out
like i finally thought i found a decent group of people to be friends with and im left out again
like i finally thought i found a decent group of people to be friends with and im left out again
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I’m so done with my parents why does my mom always tell me to get ready last if she knows I take the longest to get ready then she tells me to go put on something else once I come upstairs and then when I’m finally ready she’s not even ready! So ofc I got kinda mad and then I saw my dad getting his shoes on so I asked my mom if he was coming and why and then my little sister answered so I told her to shut up because I asked my mom then she got mad and left and then my dad got mad at me for ruining it all even though all I did was tell my little sister to shut up 
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Literally can’t say anything in this house bruhI’m so done with my parents why does my mom always tell me to get ready last if she knows I take the longest to get ready then she tells me to go put on something else once I come upstairs and then when I’m finally ready she’s not even ready! So ofc I got kinda mad and then I saw my dad getting his shoes on so I asked my mom if he was coming and why and then my little sister answered so I told her to shut up because I asked my mom then she got mad and left and then my dad got mad at me for ruining it all even though all I did was tell my little sister to shut up
i feel much better, like no joke, i'm calmer, eating better and taking care of myself better, i feel like i can deal with stuff properly now and not crash out like i used to, i haven't cried for much either so i think i might be ok
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I'm not sure if this is the right place for this but I also don't want to ask it on reddit (I'm honestly a little scared of that platform tbh), but this has been in my head for a little while and I've just been wondering about it. Long story short this girl and I have been friends for 13 years (14 in December), we went to Kindergarten together, our parents were in the same friend group and follow each other on facebook (so if she really needed to get a hold of me she defiantly could).
I know she's training to be a nurse and to get into school but over this spring and summer I just felt like she's been politely trying to shut me out, I've tried to talk with her about us being distant and if there was anything I did wrong or if me coming out to her as a WLW was maybe just a bit to much for her (as I knew she was often quiet about that stuff and didn't want her Grandma hearing about any of that if it happened to slip out of my mouth), but each time I've tried to bring it up it goes quiet.
I won't explain to much but I do deal with body issues and other stuff so I decided to move in with my Dad instead of my Mum to finish my highschool year and I can't help but wonder if this is it for us. Often times, I'm that kind of friend to send random gifts, write letters and stuff like that as during some of my darkest days I wasn't always the kindest human nor good at keeping relationships. Even during birthdays we would stay up/auto send the messages to each other so the first message you received when you woke up would be from me/us. So it just feels weird to get absolutely no response at all for Four months.
How would you take this? Is she just trying to say hey, maybe we've grown apart and so have our interests? I've always said we were best friends and I have apologized for my actions during those times which she's told me I don't have to worry about as she knew I was struggling and she didn't handle it the best either. But part of me still wants to try for this friendship you know?
But at the same point I'm also at the point in my life where I'm kinda done putting 100% into relationships and not getting treated that great either, I am so ready to start trusting people again and getting out there. I guess part of me just wants an honest and clear answer to.
Anyways, I have to go wash the berries I just picked from the garden, hopefully this is the better place to post it, I might come back to edit it so it makes a little more sense later.
I know she's training to be a nurse and to get into school but over this spring and summer I just felt like she's been politely trying to shut me out, I've tried to talk with her about us being distant and if there was anything I did wrong or if me coming out to her as a WLW was maybe just a bit to much for her (as I knew she was often quiet about that stuff and didn't want her Grandma hearing about any of that if it happened to slip out of my mouth), but each time I've tried to bring it up it goes quiet.
I won't explain to much but I do deal with body issues and other stuff so I decided to move in with my Dad instead of my Mum to finish my highschool year and I can't help but wonder if this is it for us. Often times, I'm that kind of friend to send random gifts, write letters and stuff like that as during some of my darkest days I wasn't always the kindest human nor good at keeping relationships. Even during birthdays we would stay up/auto send the messages to each other so the first message you received when you woke up would be from me/us. So it just feels weird to get absolutely no response at all for Four months.
How would you take this? Is she just trying to say hey, maybe we've grown apart and so have our interests? I've always said we were best friends and I have apologized for my actions during those times which she's told me I don't have to worry about as she knew I was struggling and she didn't handle it the best either. But part of me still wants to try for this friendship you know?
But at the same point I'm also at the point in my life where I'm kinda done putting 100% into relationships and not getting treated that great either, I am so ready to start trusting people again and getting out there. I guess part of me just wants an honest and clear answer to.
Anyways, I have to go wash the berries I just picked from the garden, hopefully this is the better place to post it, I might come back to edit it so it makes a little more sense later.
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i am so happy for you!!
i went over to his house today and we were cuddling and ik he could feel my stomach :/
i hate it
i hate it
how is that a bad thing tho? like unless ur uncomfortable with him feeling it
no like im saying i was bloating and yeah
ohhhh mbno like im saying i was bloating and yeah
why couldn’t i be happy with my own body? i envy masculine people. i can’t really do much about my appearance but as the days go by it just keeps getting worse. i wish i wasn’t born a female, perhaps id be happier as a male. this pitted feeling absolutely destroys me on some nights. i wonder how much happier id be if i were to express myself in a MUCH more masculine way. i’m too feminine, i don’t think it’s entirely uncomfortable for me to be in feminine clothing but i just want to be confident with myself.
