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nahh u have ur own shit u have to handle it's alr, thanks for offering tho
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i hate you and i hope i never have to talk to you ever again. no, im not jealous. you just lied again, like you always do. i can never trust you.
i don’t want to be your friend, i don’t want to be your acquaintance. i just want you out of my life.
maybe i’ll finally be happy
i don’t want to be your friend, i don’t want to be your acquaintance. i just want you out of my life.
maybe i’ll finally be happy
as much as it hurts to hear you speak about me in that way, i understand. i’m sorry you saw me as a person who always lied, that wasn’t what i wanted to make of myself. i realized that no matter how much i loved you, i’d always feel drained. that’s solely my fault. it’s almost been a year since we broke up, and we had been still talking. something about that makes me feel guilty as if i shouldn’t be talking to you. our age gap was slowly making me uncomfortable at times, and im pretty sure we both knew that what we were doing was wrong. i also felt as if i wasn’t the person you wanted or needed. i’ve been the most patient person with you, the most affectionate even but honestly not even once had I felt the words or feels or whatever weren’t reciprocated. it felt as if i had to be content with the bare minimum. i’m going to be honest, you’re a very stubborn person in the best ways and worst ways. all these years, i’ve been valuing you over myself. you were somebody i dearly loved. but ive realized, we both deserve somebody better. not to say you were a horrible person, just not my person. blocking you was something I did for myself. i don’t have the urge to text you, i don’t even have the urge to unblock you. i want to let you be, i want you to date people your age, i want somebody to take care of you like i tried to. i don’t hate you, not even one bit. but i can’t say i love you in the way I used to. i just love you in a neither platonic or romantic way if that makes sense. i love you because you made me realize what i want in a relationship. you made me want to become better as a person. you made me realize so many things i didn’t even know about myself. i understand you being upset right now, i hope you can see it from another perspective in the future. even if you don’t think about me in the future, that’s okay. just knowing you’re better off with somebody else makes me happy. i feel this odd relief, i do feel bad for it though. it feels weird. no, i wont contact you ever again. which is weird since never in a billion years would i have thought id be the one to block you in the end. i wish you the best nevertheless, i always will. when things seem like they’re hard, i hope you find your way through those obstacles. i hope you find your passion in something or somebody. i want you to live in the greatest way possible.
holy shit.... Are u ok?
yes i am dw riri
if u say soyes i am dw riri
fuck this shit, every time i think i'll be fine someone or something has to fucking ruin it. really, am i that much of a fucking unlovable person, am i that unworthy of care, to feel special. i feel weak and vulnerable. i wanna scream and cry. i guess i really was that person that keep putting my hopes up on something that will never happen. i'm never ever gonna get a love that makes me feel worthy and happy. it's basic shit but it's something i'm getting deprived off. i don't get it, what am i doing wrong, do i have to change myself to be worthy of love, do i have to change myself to be loved? do i have to be someone who i really aren't js so i can feel good, no i don't wanna do that, i want someone to love me js as who i am, but no, no one wants that do they. fml
today is js a bad day but what day isn't.... every single damn day is a bad day
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i need someone to talk to. i need someone who genuinely cares about my feelings. i want to talk to my parents but im scared they’ll view me differently. i’m scared i’ll make them cry. i don’t usually tell my parents or really anyone how i feel 
but it’s gotten to the point where i don’t have a choice. i can’t even get myself to choose a pfp because i don’t want any picture or person to remind me of this moment in my life.
idk how but i’ve finally realized i’ve had depression my whole life. i really thought i was just being dramatic.
even the people i can talk to, i feel like i shouldn’t say everything because it would be too annoying for them and i shouldn’t put all of my problems on someone else.
but i’ve truly lost the only thing that gave me purpose in life. i don’t know what to do with myself
but it’s gotten to the point where i don’t have a choice. i can’t even get myself to choose a pfp because i don’t want any picture or person to remind me of this moment in my life. idk how but i’ve finally realized i’ve had depression my whole life. i really thought i was just being dramatic.
even the people i can talk to, i feel like i shouldn’t say everything because it would be too annoying for them and i shouldn’t put all of my problems on someone else.
but i’ve truly lost the only thing that gave me purpose in life. i don’t know what to do with myself
you can talk to me if you want:<i need someone to talk to. i need someone who genuinely cares about my feelings. i want to talk to my parents but im scared they’ll view me differently. i’m scared i’ll make them cry. i don’t usually tell my parents or really anyone how i feel
idk how but i’ve finally realized i’ve had depression my whole life. i really thought i was just being dramatic.
even the people i can talk to, i feel like i shouldn’t say everything because it would be too annoying for them and i shouldn’t put all of my problems on someone else.
but i’ve truly lost the only thing that gave me purpose in life. i don’t know what to do with myself
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are you sure?
ik i'm a bit late but if u ever need to talk, u can dm mei need someone to talk to. i need someone who genuinely cares about my feelings. i want to talk to my parents but im scared they’ll view me differently. i’m scared i’ll make them cry. i don’t usually tell my parents or really anyone how i feel
idk how but i’ve finally realized i’ve had depression my whole life. i really thought i was just being dramatic.
even the people i can talk to, i feel like i shouldn’t say everything because it would be too annoying for them and i shouldn’t put all of my problems on someone else.
but i’ve truly lost the only thing that gave me purpose in life. i don’t know what to do with myself
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thank you!!! you can also talk to me if you need to
don't listen to the haters,
y'all are beautiful js the way u are.
insecurities and all that is normal.
live ur life and focus on the good things in your life.
hope yall have a good day !!
my mental health has definitely changed a lot in these past few months!
i would say i am definetly a happier person- ive started surrounding myself with better people and let go of some people that were just dragging me down.
are things perfect? lmao no.
but im still grateful and overall a happier person!!
i would say i am definetly a happier person- ive started surrounding myself with better people and let go of some people that were just dragging me down.
are things perfect? lmao no.
but im still grateful and overall a happier person!!
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yesssssare you sure?
I feel like a horrible person. Idk if I’m getting into my feelings or I’m genuinely a bad person. I feel like I don’t deserve anything that I receive. I take advantage of everything I receive and then become confused when I face the consequences. I feel like I think about so many things at night that then makes me get headaches bc I’m thinking too much. I tell myself I want to change or that I’m going to but idek if that’s true. I’m lying to myself to make myself feel better. That’s why I’m not a good person. I hate myself. I hate how i look. My personality. Everything. Im ugly inside and out. I randomly think about the times I’ve been hurt and realize it was probably my fault. People hurt me but I always have some correlation to it and make myself the victim. Maybe I deserve everything bad that happens to me. I deserve it anyways. I’m selfish, a brat like I was told, and it’s all true.
no matter what u don't deserve the bad stuff that happens to u, and ur not selfish or a brat, whoever told u that can fuck off, and ur not a horrible person. i may not be close to u and i've never really talked to u so like i'm not one to say much. but ur definitely not a bad person. ur not ugly either, ur a beautiful person in every way. i'm not that good at comforting ppl, Seogi is much better than i am in that matter but ur not a bad person and u deserve what ur receiving