❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[heartsies]

ok so: she texted me around 9:40 saying she was sorry and we were both talking about being sorry and I was gonna give her a note but I ripped it up because I alr said the stuff that was in the note.. we texted till abt 10:15 when I had to sleep. so I'm grateful rn and I feel so stupid.. I thought she was really ghosting me..

 

[kaizkaiz]

am i able to rant here??? sorry i'm just a bit confused and don't remember if i can here?? [rants will include tws/cws]

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

bitvh, i wasn't even there for you, i was getting breakfast, and looking for my actual friends, since you were my "friend" But no, bitvh you're fake asf...
I fucking hate you
I don't want to be here... I want to die...

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

i honestly miss her..I want to be friends with her again but her bf..I don't like her anymore (well, i do..as a friend)
She made my day when i was having a bad one..
I honestly just want to be her bestie again....

 

[heartsies]

bitvh, i wasn't even there for you, i was getting breakfast, and looking for my actual friends, since you were my "friend" But no, bitvh you're fake asf...
I fucking hate you
I don't want to be here... I want to die...
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wtf, u don't even deserve that... ur "friend" sucks so bad

 

[heartsies]

this is boring as hell..
i'm so fking tired

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

wtf, u don't even deserve that... ur "friend" sucks so bad

onggg then they wanna get my bsf to be on their side

 

[rori]

i ong am so done with ppl

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

bitvh, i wasn't even there for you, i was getting breakfast, and looking for my actual friends, since you were my "friend" But no, bitvh you're fake asf...
I fucking hate you
I don't want to be here... I want to die...
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Nah, cause then you wanna be a lil bitvh and spill the secrets I told you not to tell anyone.
Then wanna say some weird shit about me
Nah, Fuck You

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

Nah, cause then you wanna be a lil bitvh and spill the secrets I told you not to tell anyone.
Then wanna say some weird shit about me
Nah, Fuck You

It's funny tho
bc I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE
You're dead to me

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

so all just cause of helping prepare for an event at school I starve myself
staying during fucking lunch and helping with drawings


I go to get lunch
they only had fucking pears and nasty grilled cheese
I'm starving

but its not like I wanted to eat that bad
right?

 

[heartsies]

meh i did it..
i told her that i was done because i feel like she's kind of making me depressed because i'm not depressed with others..
maybe it will be good for the both of us as long as she doesn't abt sh abt me..
plus a fight almost happened at school..

 

[kaizkaiz]

omg i wanna hate her so fucking badly

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

music is my fucking therapy
without it, i'd die


what do I do when I'm stressed to the max? listen to music
music is my therapy

 

[heartsies]

My other bff (ig my new bff now hahah)
I told her abt what I did and I thought she was gonna be mad but she respected my decision, I love her sm

 

[heartsies]

i'm such a horrible friend.

 

[heartsies]

how do i stop overthinking..

 

[heartsies]

I want to move schools so bad rn..
I don't want this pain to last.

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

It's not funny to make those "jokes" anymore...
Yea, You don't know what happened but you shouldn't be making THOSE "jokes" in the first place..
it's not something to "joke" around...
I hate you.

Facts.
Those "jokes" is what brung us down in the first place to make us like this.
and the saying "oh it was js a joke!" Really? Do you think I believe you?

 

[iiserene]

got like 3 hours of sleep last night bc i was thinking abt them and my parents reaction
its so hard and confusing
idk what to do
I really really like them
but my parents don't really support that kinda stuff..