❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[chaerifyyy]

I feel numb.
Like I don't feel anything at all just tired and exhausted.
I just feel exhausted from everything, and I've changed a lot. Like a lot.
I no longer find comfort when coming on forums, for me forums used to be a place where I would live out my fantasies and create friends to cope with my loneliness that I had in my real life. With friends I could vent to.
I'm not saying I don't still have those friends, I do and I'll never forget them but now I think I've "grown out" of forums. Instead of finding comfort when coming on here I feel exhausted like it's an obligation though no one but myself is forcing me. A part of me wants to leave here as a goodbye but another part can't let go. Though I am no longer lonely and have made plenty of friends in my real life I can't forget the ones I made on here. The ones I vented to during my worst times the ones that supported my fake KPOP group the ones that supported in all that I did. I can't let go of you guys I really can't. I want to say goodbye but I can't.

Another thing is though now I have friends and everything and I guess I'm more put together now than last year why do I feel so exhausted? Why do I feel so tired? Why do I feel numb? For some reason though I have more friends I still feel I don't know... Incomplete.

Tags: @izyun @Gwacekpop2 @chaechae.core @avi ☆ @vivianna @d!иоsачг @roa_is_amazing @Heartz4MyLove<3

 

[izyun]

I feel numb.
Like I don't feel anything at all just tired and exhausted.
I just feel exhausted from everything, and I've changed a lot. Like a lot.
I no longer find comfort when coming on forums, for me forums used to be a place where I would live out my fantasies and create friends to cope with my loneliness that I had in my real life. With friends I could vent to.
I'm not saying I don't still have those friends, I do and I'll never forget them but now I think I've "grown out" of forums. Instead of finding comfort when coming on here I feel exhausted like it's an obligation though no one but myself is forcing me. A part of me wants to leave here as a goodbye but another part can't let go. Though I am no longer lonely and have made plenty of friends in my real life I can't forget the ones I made on here. The ones I vented to during my worst times the ones that supported my fake KPOP group the ones that supported in all that I did. I can't let go of you guys I really can't. I want to say goodbye but I can't.

Another thing is though now I have friends and everything and I guess I'm more put together now than last year why do I feel so exhausted? Why do I feel so tired? Why do I feel numb? For some reason though I have more friends I still feel I don't know... Incomplete.

Tags: @izyun @Gwacekpop2 @chaechae.core @avi ☆ @vivianna @d!иоsачг @roa_is_amazing @Heartz4MyLove<3

If you need to take a break or leave thats totally okay chaeri! Youre not obligated to be on here all the time! I totally understand everything and if you need to talk, im always here!!<33

 

[ur.local.dino]

I feel numb.
Like I don't feel anything at all just tired and exhausted.
I just feel exhausted from everything, and I've changed a lot. Like a lot.
I no longer find comfort when coming on forums, for me forums used to be a place where I would live out my fantasies and create friends to cope with my loneliness that I had in my real life. With friends I could vent to.
I'm not saying I don't still have those friends, I do and I'll never forget them but now I think I've "grown out" of forums. Instead of finding comfort when coming on here I feel exhausted like it's an obligation though no one but myself is forcing me. A part of me wants to leave here as a goodbye but another part can't let go. Though I am no longer lonely and have made plenty of friends in my real life I can't forget the ones I made on here. The ones I vented to during my worst times the ones that supported my fake KPOP group the ones that supported in all that I did. I can't let go of you guys I really can't. I want to say goodbye but I can't.

Another thing is though now I have friends and everything and I guess I'm more put together now than last year why do I feel so exhausted? Why do I feel so tired? Why do I feel numb? For some reason though I have more friends I still feel I don't know... Incomplete.

Tags: @izyun @Gwacekpop2 @chaechae.core @avi ☆ @vivianna @d!иоsачг @roa_is_amazing @Heartz4MyLove<3

rify, do whatever you need to to in order to be ok. if you leave or take a break, i’ll miss you, but i understand <3

 

[chaerifyyy]

If you need to take a break or leave thats totally okay chaeri! Youre not obligated to be on here all the time! I totally understand everything and if you need to talk, im always here!!<33

tysm this means a lot <333

 

[izyun]

tysm this means a lot <333

Anytime!!!❤

 

[Call_MeRover]

Tw:Cursing
Lucky biatches.I wish i didn't have to choose who to be around person.
Person A:Be comforting and use big vocab words
Person B:Try and get them to realte to you and vice versa
I don't know if i can be myself anymore its exhausting.I'm tired.Hes tired.

 

[Gwacekpop2]

I feel numb.
Like I don't feel anything at all just tired and exhausted.
I just feel exhausted from everything, and I've changed a lot. Like a lot.
I no longer find comfort when coming on forums, for me forums used to be a place where I would live out my fantasies and create friends to cope with my loneliness that I had in my real life. With friends I could vent to.
I'm not saying I don't still have those friends, I do and I'll never forget them but now I think I've "grown out" of forums. Instead of finding comfort when coming on here I feel exhausted like it's an obligation though no one but myself is forcing me. A part of me wants to leave here as a goodbye but another part can't let go. Though I am no longer lonely and have made plenty of friends in my real life I can't forget the ones I made on here. The ones I vented to during my worst times the ones that supported my fake KPOP group the ones that supported in all that I did. I can't let go of you guys I really can't. I want to say goodbye but I can't.

Another thing is though now I have friends and everything and I guess I'm more put together now than last year why do I feel so exhausted? Why do I feel so tired? Why do I feel numb? For some reason though I have more friends I still feel I don't know... Incomplete.

Tags: @izyun @Gwacekpop2 @chaechae.core @avi ☆ @vivianna @d!иоsачг @roa_is_amazing @Heartz4MyLove<3

I understand what you're feeling chaery, if you need a break then it's alright to take one. Even if it's long, I'll be here for you and think of this as a growth in yourself, the forums are a part of us growing and I've been growing out of them too, it's great to hear that your own life outside of these forums is more comforting and stable <3 Sometimes a little reset will help, whatever you choose to do, we have your back and you have my full support ❤

 

[yunaing]

Idk how mental healthy this really is but oh well

I just have a lot of fear surrounding romantic relationships I guess.
I always joke about the fact everyone in my family has either been divorced or had a bad relationship but that’s also made me feel quite like I’m doomed.
This feeling of doom got worse after learning psychology. I know maybe it sounds stupid, but there are many theories that argue childhood experiences or learning from our surroundings can impact us in adulthood. I’m p sure I’ve even read theories where children observe the relationship of their parents, internalise it, and then use this internalised model of relationships in their own later in life.

But for me, I’ve never seen a relationship. My mum and dad split before I was born. I’ve only ever known a life with one parent. I also wasn’t around my dad and step mum enough to truly watch their relationship.

I always feel insecure because I’ve never dated anyone irl. Only one person has ever asked me out (it was a guy and I’m going to uni this year so a double no but he was sweet ig) and I hardly ever form crushes. I want a relationship but it also almost feels like it’s impossible. And I’m scared when I’m in one I’ll act the same way I did in my online relationship. I mean… I guess that rs gave me a model of what NOT to do in a relationship so that’s a step

 

[izyun]

I think this new diet is kinda working, i hope it keeps working

 

[BButterflies]

They seem bored of me
Please please I hope they aren't.

 

[knnovation]

I wish I could still purge. Oh well, time for more laxxies. I refuse to be the bigger friend any longer. It’s my turn to be the small one, dammit.

 

[izyun]

I feel weak

 

[XxChocoai]

TW: Harassment mention
I'm sick and tired of men sexualizing me for no god-damn reason.
Just now I was at my dads house and talking to some cousins. Then a guy kept staring at us so we were about to go inside except my dad called me over and asked a question. As soon as my dad left and I was about to go inside, the guy that was staring at us came up to me.
"What's your name?"
"Ai"
"Are you from here"
"No"
"How old are you"
"13"
He then covered his mouth and said "Cover up then." That hurt a lot because I was wearing baggy, knee length shorts and a t-shirt. Then I ran inside to tell my cousins who were already inside. As soon as I came outside he pointed towards me and asked my dad
"Is that your daughter?" My dad said yes and the guy said
"Tell her to cover up." My dad chased him around and then the guy eventually escaped to the bridge but i'm kind of traumatized. Why are men like this?

 

[izyun]

TW: Harassment mention
I'm sick and tired of men sexualizing me for no god-damn reason.
Just now I was at my dads house and talking to some cousins. Then a guy kept staring at us so we were about to go inside except my dad called me over and asked a question. As soon as my dad left and I was about to go inside, the guy that was staring at us came up to me.
"What's your name?"
"Ai"
"Are you from here"
"No"
"How old are you"
"13"
He then covered his mouth and said "Cover up then." That hurt a lot because I was wearing baggy, knee length shorts and a t-shirt. Then I ran inside to tell my cousins who were already inside. As soon as I came outside he pointed towards me and asked my dad
"Is that your daughter?" My dad said yes and the guy said
"Tell her to cover up." My dad chased him around and then the guy eventually escaped to the bridge but i'm kind of traumatized. Why are men like this?

Sometimes men can be disgusting, its the fact he only said that bc he was staring at you which is disgusting bc youre a minor. Im so sorry this happened to you and i wish that man the worse and props to your dad too❤

 

[chaechae.core]

I feel numb.
Like I don't feel anything at all just tired and exhausted.
I just feel exhausted from everything, and I've changed a lot. Like a lot.
I no longer find comfort when coming on forums, for me forums used to be a place where I would live out my fantasies and create friends to cope with my loneliness that I had in my real life. With friends I could vent to.
I'm not saying I don't still have those friends, I do and I'll never forget them but now I think I've "grown out" of forums. Instead of finding comfort when coming on here I feel exhausted like it's an obligation though no one but myself is forcing me. A part of me wants to leave here as a goodbye but another part can't let go. Though I am no longer lonely and have made plenty of friends in my real life I can't forget the ones I made on here. The ones I vented to during my worst times the ones that supported my fake KPOP group the ones that supported in all that I did. I can't let go of you guys I really can't. I want to say goodbye but I can't.

Another thing is though now I have friends and everything and I guess I'm more put together now than last year why do I feel so exhausted? Why do I feel so tired? Why do I feel numb? For some reason though I have more friends I still feel I don't know... Incomplete.

Tags: @izyun @Gwacekpop2 @chaechae.core @avi ☆ @vivianna @d!иоsачг @roa_is_amazing @Heartz4MyLove<3

chaery i'm so glad you told us, even if you take 1000 breaks and don't come back for a year, we'll be here waiting for you! We love you so much, i felt like this for a while and i had to focus on my mental health and didn't come on the forums for like forever so I understand. focusing on your mental health for a while might not do as much for you as it did me, but I hope it will help you <3
again we love you so much and we'll always be here for you

 

[izyun]

My stomach seems to be getting smaller, im happy now

 

[1fool4you]

i hate love sm why does she make me feel this way.
why am i crying over her. she prolly hasn’t even noticed tf?? that’s so embarrassing crying over someone who prolly doesn’t care

 

[izyun]

i hate love sm why does she make me feel this way.
why am i crying over her. she prolly hasn’t even noticed tf?? that’s so embarrassing crying over someone who prolly doesn’t care

do you need someone to talk to?

 

[1fool4you]

do you need someone to talk to?

sure dms

 

[Call_MeRover]

I'm doing okay. We had sheperds pie.While eating it my mom called me f at.Lowered my self-esteem.I couldn't talk to him all day but now i feel better. Percentage of happiness 95% the other 5% wants to talk to someone..