❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

sad again

do u want to talk abt it?

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

did i make the right decision?

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

did i make the right decision?

i don't think so, but it's for the better right

 

[izyun]

been crying for the past 30 minutes!

 

[!!LUTHER!!]

school starts in 1 more week

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

sick and tired of life </3

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

sick and tired of life </3

I'm sick and tired of acting like i'm fine. ik i'm not and that i shouldn't and that i should verbalise it but i can't get myself to, i can't get myself to be vulnerable and weak in front of people. it's harder to actually feel joy abt stuff. like i would be happy at some point and then randomly i'll be upset over nothing and i js have to act like i'm fine, and i'm randomly zoning out, ppl can tell there's smth wrong but i also know that they can't quite put a finger on it. idk how much longer i'll last before i reach my limit

 

[Pandami_the_insomnia]

i feel much better now when i have actual friends that actually care

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

goodbye ppl, gonna go cry myself to sleep

 

[renspace]

Social anxiety sucks

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

didn't end up sleeping, i'm still awake, and still crying. wonderful honestly, 3 more hours and then i have to act like i'm fine again

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

Idk if this- it’s more of a situation that I’m stuck in, and I don’t know what do to. My friend group sort of split into 2, and I’m sort of in the middle. All of them are the nicest ppl I know, they’ve always been there for me! But, when I spend time with one side, I keep feeling like I’ve betrayed the other. I hate feeling like I should pick a side, and I’m worried abt hurting someone. I try to keep peace and listen to everyone like a good friend would do, and I try to help with their problems. I help so much that it’s like I forget that I MYSELF have problems. Then my problems grow bigger and by the time I’ve turned around, I’m back down on the ground. Then I help with someone else’s problems and the whole thing repeats

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

Idk if this- it’s more of a situation that I’m stuck in, and I don’t know what do to. My friend group sort of split into 2, and I’m sort of in the middle. All of them are the nicest ppl I know, they’ve always been there for me! But, when I spend time with one side, I keep feeling like I’ve betrayed the other. I hate feeling like I should pick a side, and I’m worried abt hurting someone. I try to keep peace and listen to everyone like a good friend would do, and I try to help with their problems. I help so much that it’s like I forget that I MYSELF have problems. Then my problems grow bigger and by the time I’ve turned around, I’m back down on the ground. Then I help with someone else’s problems and the whole thing repeats

No-one rlly understands what it’s like, no-one knows how much I go through just to make sure that no-one at schl hates me. I don’t want to be hated, that’s just gonna be another problem on top of another. I’ll have to find a way to make things right with them. I alrdy deal w/ so much, I can’t create more problems

 

[.𝐕𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐊𝐢 ✮]

No-one rlly understands what it’s like, no-one knows how much I go through just to make sure that no-one at schl hates me. I don’t want to be hated, that’s just gonna be another problem on top of another. I’ll have to find a way to make things right with them. I alrdy deal w/ so much, I can’t create more problems

I just feel selfish and guilty.

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

do u want to talk abt it?

nah

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

nah

well if u ever need to talk/rant js dm me

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I'm sorry for disappointing people.

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

it hurts so much, i miss him a lot, i hate the constricting feeling in my chest every time i think about it. i didn't want to end things but he deserves much better than a fuck up like me. i know i'm way to broken. at this point i'm honestly unworthy of love and care, i'm js a straight up disappointment. i hate it so damn much. it's so obvious, people might not say anything but u can js tell when they're disappointed in u. it hurts every time when i think abt it and see it. i'm sick of acting like i'm fine, one day i'm gonna go worser than i already am.

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

you would think that my dad is glad about the fact I don't wear revealing clothes to school, but he's just fucking stuck on the fact that I like baggy clothes. I prefer being comfortable when I wear clothes, I don't like wearing anything short outside of the house because I feel awkward or I make sure I have something under it if I do. I really don't see a problem with the clothes I wear because other girls dress the same way or similar to me

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

i literally can't anymore
im sorry for not being the son you fucking wanted