❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

i think im gonna do it.
so if i do it now nobody will care
my parents will finally be free of me
my younger brother wont remember me
my older is mad so he wouldnt care
my friends will move on
but-
idk

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

i want to talk to somebody but everyone is too busy
my parents said i need to stop being "weird" and act like a "normal person"
they say that all my family even says that 2 (so they are talking abt me without me knowing up until now?)
my cousins call me rude nicknames (but its not too bad )
My brother is.... he is being my brother
i constantly feel like sh!t especially when they call me names
at least my season is over so my dad wont get mad at me no more
im trying to be a better daughter but its hard
i think my parents think im weird because i like k-pop and platform shoes but it could be bc of the sh!t that i say

i try to not tell anybody only those i trust but its hard cause it just start feeling like 2 much.

 

[ˢⁱᵐʲᵃᵉʰʸᵘⁿ]

i'm so fucking ashamed of myself
i'm such an asshole

 

[ˢⁱᵐʲᵃᵉʰʸᵘⁿ]

i'm so fucking ashamed of myself
i'm such an asshole

i made her fucking cry

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

so i kinda regret that now but hey at least i didnt do what i wanted 2 do right?

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

I got teary after reading this sorry girl.

i miss him so much.
like i seriously dont think he understands how much i really loved him and just want him to come back.

when we broke up, i knew i wasnt only losing my boyfriend, but my best friend too.

its just insane how easily he could just let me go.

"you deserve better" or "im just not the person you want me to be"
is a sugarcoated way of saying im not worth changing for.

i thought i made him happy.
i thought i made him laugh.
i thought i was worth trying for.

apparently not though.

"my undying love, i hold it like a grudge. and i hear your voice every time that i think im not enough"


i loved him.

 

[itzy?itzy!]

I need to scream

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

You don't have to do this , just think positive about life. You can always approach me when you feel down I will be your shoulder to cry on.

i want to talk to somebody but everyone is too busy
my parents said i need to stop being "weird" and act like a "normal person"
they say that all my family even says that 2 (so they are talking abt me without me knowing up until now?)
my cousins call me rude nicknames (but its not too bad )
My brother is.... he is being my brother
i constantly feel like sh!t especially when they call me names
at least my season is over so my dad wont get mad at me no more
im trying to be a better daughter but its hard
i think my parents think im weird because i like k-pop and platform shoes but it could be bc of the sh!t that i say

i try to not tell anybody only those i trust but its hard cause it just start feeling like 2 much.

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

Oh.... been there scream but don't just let your mum hear you.

I need to scream

 

[itzy?itzy!]

I want to tell someone, I need to tell someone...

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Oh.... been there scream but don't just let your mum hear you.

idk I am sitting right next to her...

 

[onlyfor.choi.s0obin]

You don't have to do this , just think positive about life. You can always approach me when you feel down I will be your shoulder to cry on.

Okay thank min-ah <3

 

[itzy?itzy!]

left in read again for the fucking 18,143,235 time, fucking answer me it isn't even that hard

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

left in read again for the fucking 18,143,235 time, fucking answer me it isn't even that hard

Eshhh that's cruel of the person I understand u even I would u know use the F word in this case.

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

u r welcome

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Eshhh that's cruel of the person I understand u even I would u know use the F word in this case.

thank you : )

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

Anything to make u feel better.

thank you : )

 

[itzy?itzy!]

Anything to make u feel better.

thank you, bc u did <3

 

[Min-ah❤💕💖]

Awwn thanks that meant a lot, just be okay alright.

thank you, bc u did <3

 

[itzy?itzy!]

I will

Awwn thanks that meant a lot, just be okay alright.