quote for some people that might be going through something similar to me <33
"someone who makes you feel like this (crying, being upset, overthinking, constantly needing reassurance) is NOT someone that God sent to you, no matter how good they seem."
so if u ever lose someone and ur rly upset about it, just remember how they made u feel before
if it wasn't good the entire time,
then they just weren't the person for you
nobody should ever make u feel like ur not enough or not worthy or make u cry
especially if that person is your supposed "significant other"
because they arent
every time I try to tell myself
"oh dw he was just another boy ill be fine"
or
"he wasn't worth ur tears anyways girl ur gonna be okay"
the only thing I can think abt is how happy he made me
how happy I was with him
when we would talk in all of our classes together, when we would walk in the halls, when we would argue about premier league soccer, when we would call late at night, and when our little brothers would walk in on us on call and try to annoy the crap outta us
all things
I miss so bad it hurts
but that'll never happen again
cuz he's gone
and he doesn't want me back
these dumb ass people can never get a clue we wanted to be friends but she started getting distant and caring about somebody else...no one is here
lonley
lonley
lonley