❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

i feel like throwing up...

 

[Aeri <3]

To everybody here having a bad day here's a little gift for yous!

@Forever Aeri✨

Yeah, everyone!
(Sorry I’m just now seeing this guys)

 

[Seogi]

Yeah, everyone!
(Sorry I’m just now seeing this guys)

Lol haha! Your fine!

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

i know, literally last year in school (7th grade) i would be so embarrassed to get a question wrong because ppl would always say that im so smart and stuff like that
i don't wanna just be the smart girl

aww i get you

it's tough getting a question wrong and them telling you "but you're SMART! how'd you get it wrong??" and that just shatters your self-esteem

same here. sometimes i wanna do bad but that just shatters my own expectations i have of myself

but if you need someone to talk to, im here

 

[iiserene]

Thank you so much, your an amazing person, I can't anymore <3
Your making me cry with your sweet words, thank you so much for this. You just made my day so much better, thank you so much <3

: )

 

[iiserene]

being left out again
the whole friend group seems to be “unavailable” or “busy” all the time. but as soon as i’m not able to hang out, they go shopping or downtown or somewhere fun.
but when they are not making excuses and can actually hang out all they want to do with me is FaceTime or go walk to the park-
it just hurts knowing this. if i was more naive this would of been way easier to handle.

and finding new friends is so hard for me- they are probably my first friends since 3rd grade
idk what to do anymore

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

It's like I don't exist to them.. But when I say something in the gc, they want to be all like happy and shit and text in the gc but not in the private chat. It's like they are messing with me. I hate it so much.

 

[Call_MeRover]

Tbh,
what's the point of sleep? my job forces me to not sleep because im always worried im going to screw up.

 

[Call_MeRover]

It's like I don't exist to them.. But when I say something in the gc, they want to be all like happy and shit and text in the gc but not in the private chat. It's like they are messing with me. I hate it so much.

Talk to them about this.

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

Talk to them about this.

They won't listen

 

[galaxies]

Thank you so much, your an amazing person, I can't anymore <3
Your making me cry with your sweet words, thank you so much for this. You just made my day so much better, thank you so much <3

That is so true, you are so kind to everyone! >3

 

[Call_MeRover]

They won't listen

Then they don't. deserve your affection

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

Then they don't. deserve your affection

Fr

 

[izyun]

Little rant, the kids in my neighborhood are so annoying, they always bang or throw stuff at our windows and i can hear them run off. I never look out the moment it happens bc i just dont but im so annoyed. I caught them once before they did it and they acted natural then ran off. I never told my parents bc i dont know whos doing it, im at my breaking point. Its like they dont like us or something but we've never done anything but live here for 5-6 years, longer than they probably have. The kids are probably like 8-12 at most, but still doesn't excuse their annoying actions. One day im gonna catch them doing it or running and I will tell my parents, its incredibly annoying.

 

[Seogi]

That is so true, you are so kind to everyone! >3

Thank you! Thank you! <3

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

my dad told me i don't think ab anyone else in the family

my mom has told be how im useless sometimes & i don't help and that sometimes life'd be better without me
but other times she praises me & is nice. WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE THAT?

my older sis has told me she wishes i was never born & that im ugly & crazy because of my mental illnesses (anxiety, PTSD & depression)

my younger brother helps me and is there when i cry and consoles me when there is no one else there

my younger sister is clueless and is just there. she frustrates me

hehe . . . . . what a supportive family, no?

 

[rainy]

tw: war
i’m sure all of you guys know about the war going on right now between the 2 countries, i’m from one of them and i was born there and it was home to me. sure it isn’t the best country but it’s where i basically grew up. the war right now is making me very depressed, i’ve cried because i feel so bad. how can my country do that? how can anyone do that? there was a story that there was a little girl on her bike and a rocket landed next to her and i just broke out in tears. i don’t know how to feel because i was born there but i dont live there anymore. im ashamed to be from that country. my uncle that i knew since birth died because of this war, i know that he is a wrong person for killing thousands just for money from the goverment, but i’m young so i feel i shouldn’t be so serious about this but it’s making me so sad.
i dont really know how to feel, plus i’m not quite sure if i can talk about this here since some people could possibly be triggered by this topic

 

[iiserene]

i broke up with my boyfriend
ever since my sister died he had been distant with me. i kept telling myself that he was just giving me space.

we met up today and it turns out he was seeing another girl. he yelled at me and said he didn’t want to deal with all my drama and that his new girlfriend was “drama-free”.

i loved him. he was always there for me. whenever i was sad, he would let me cry over his shoulder. i thought he understood.
turns out he was just a fake like pretty much everyone in this world.

fuck this
fuck him
fuck me

getting emotionally attached to my pencil lately
been stabbing myself with it in the arm

i don’t want to be here anymore.
who do i have to fight for?
my sister, and my boyfriend were the only two things i had left to live for

but now i have nothing- so what’s the point?

 

[galaxies]

please don't do it.. ur an amazing person

 

[Call_MeRover]

i broke up with my boyfriend
ever since my sister died he had been distant with me. i kept telling myself that he was just giving me space.

we met up today and it turns out he was seeing another girl. he yelled at me and said he didn’t want to deal with all my drama and that his new girlfriend was “drama-free”.

i loved him. he was always there for me. whenever i was sad, he would let me cry over his shoulder. i thought he understood.
turns out he was just a fake like pretty much everyone in this world.

fuck this
fuck him
fuck me

getting emotionally attached to my pencil lately
been stabbing myself with it in the arm

i don’t want to be here anymore.
who do i have to fight for?
my sister, and my boyfriend were the only two things i had left to live for

but now i have nothing- so what’s the point?

If he screamed at you he's the loser here not you.Its true that you're life is eventful but he shouldn't just leave and see someone else.soon you'll find someone who can support you. And the answer to who you should live for: Yourself.Youre an awesome person and anybody wouldn't be lucky enough to know you.