Love how my mom always assumes im doing something i shouldnt be on my phone just bc she startles me when she unexpectedly wants to see what im doing, she should know by now that im easily startled and that it has nothing to do with what im doing with my phone.
Im not too well mentally again, might take a one day break from here and see how i am tmr, maybe ill change my mind and come on later, if not then ill see some of you tmr instead. Cant take this anymore.
yeah and then i feel bad because she started getting drunk ever since my dad passed away so i dont try to get mad but sometimes i just get mad rhejwershygtry
yeah and then i feel bad because she started getting drunk ever since my dad passed away so i dont try to get mad but sometimes i just get mad rhejwershygtry
my sister is getting bullied again- most people don't know this but both of us are autistic. we both are since we are twins.
hers is way worse than mine though. heck, mine is barely noticeable.
but people always have to say rude shit to her online and it pisses me off. she doesn't know they are being rude to her and they continue to make fun of her for it. but when I try to tell her they are, she just gets mad at me.
i don't know what to do because I dont want people to treat her like shit just because shes different.
I don’t get why it’s always me who people seem to have a problem with. Don’t have any best friends, only invited to stuff when the whole group hangs out together. No one liked me on that server I used to be staff on. I get it I used to be annoying I hate remembering how I used to be. But I’ve stopped acting like that. I stopped talking about my interests coz I know no one gives a shit. I’m doing my fucking best to blend in. It happened at the end of year 11, my best friend stopped talking to me found every excuse not to hang out with me stood me up outside McDonald’s. I thought these people saw me as their friend now but I guess not. Coz why am I the only person who didn’t get the memo they were revising together somewhere else without me. Why didn’t I get invited. Is it coz I usually revise alone anyway? They could’ve at least asked. WHY DOES NO ONE FUCKING ASK ME TO HANG OUT WITH THEM DO I REALLY SUCK THAT BAD.
Thank god tomorrow is the last day I have to go into college. But I still have to see the fact they’re all friends having fun together whatever without me.